I_aTL_I's Xanga

Sunday, June 22, 2008

Sun, 22 Jun 2008 04:46:05 GMT

mourn you till i join you

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 05:50:11 GMT

Be grateful. Be thankful. Be appreciative.

and i live on.. everyday.. grateful, thankful, appreciative to all i have.. to everyone i have. this life of ours is really something.

everyone always mentions, forgive and forget. forgiving is one thing, forgetting is another. in my opinion, we always learn from our past.. how can we learn if we forget?

Have a Merry Christmas everyone.

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Wed, 12 Dec 2007 14:34:40 GMT

There is a time for everything, which would make us hypocrites if we start to judge on ones actions if you think about it.

i need to study for my final :(

Monday, December 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Dec 2007 19:39:01 GMT

remember.. life goes on.. no matter what happens, you just need the strength to move with it somehow.

keep your head up.

i judge people through their intentions.. not what's actually seen.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 18:40:06 GMT

even though you're having a shitty day, don't take it out on others.. you have no idea what other people are going through either.

on a different note.

i miss a lot of people in my life. some i can easily pick up a phone and some i can't. some i can easily drive to, and some i cant. i can't seem to find what i want to do, and my priorities are everywhere.. so please, be patient with me. know that i may skip a lot of the fun times and the social times to find myself.. but also know.. if things go wrong and for some reason you have no where to turn.. you become my priority.. and i will be there. please dont doubt my loyalty, my friendship, my trust. i'm there, just a voice away.

that is all.

:edit:

then again, some peoples perspective on a bad day varies so much.. i do get upset sometimes when people complain about the smallest things.

do i really need to list examples? i should.. but im just too tired. be creative people!

oh and for you that just look at pictures (this entry is full of fun!)

i felt bad when i saw the shipping address from CN.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

Sun, 25 Nov 2007 08:01:15 GMT

"When we have found all the mysteries and lost all the meaning, we will be alone, on an empty shore."

know no limits.

enjoy.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

Sun, 11 Nov 2007 05:19:08 GMT

i don't know why, but ever since I was little, I always believed that people were on a different level. meaning, I'm young and everyone older is better than I am.

Now, let us take this further. In grade school, I always believed teachers were superior and they are in a sense.. on a different level than the students. but, as time progressed, I've learned that everyone starts off somewhere.. everyone’s human. this thought really hit me when I was in high school and started talking to one of my teachers on a different subject other than academics. he started to actually vent about personal issues and I was listening.. believe it or not.. thats where it hit me. This superior teacher of mine has the same troubles as I could have.. we're all human regardless of ranks.

Same thing goes with parents.. after all the things they try to "teach" us.. through all the discipline.. sometimes if you just listen to what’s inside.. their thoughts.. their feelings.. (although it’s hard for some parents because of the superior thing.. especially in Asian culture).. their human.

Where am i going with this? I'm not too sure.. it's just a thought I've always wanted to share but never had the chance.

So if you ever think someone is unapproachable or if YOU think you're a badass.. just remember.. we're all human.

i do know my word choices suck, it's almost 4:30am and my brain is dead from studying all day. repeated phrases may hurt my credibility.. but i could care less, i'm not writing this to prove anything.

much love <3

:edit: and this goes with actors/actresses. i could care less what they do. there are many amazing people out there that i'd rather pay more attention to. like you. ;)

the end.

seriously.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 18:55:13 GMT

so whats new?

nothing really.

.. that's probably the problem.

semester is ending soon.. grades are border line As.. B's if i don't end this semester well. One more month! All Out?! Nahh.

One of my professors called me to do a research project in the Spring, I'm gonna probably go for it.

I want to quit BDS Marketing... Not really enjoying it anymore. it's just not a field of work I enjoy.

I just built an amazing computer..

Quad core Q6600 intel., 4X1GB 1066mhz ram, geforce 8800GTS 320mbddr3 video card, antec case/PS.. and some other goodies

plans for the winter? learn some 3dmax/CAD, contemplate on what i want to do with my life... and work out!

work smart, not hard.

i had a good conversation with a friend the other day... it was really nice. although i was in the 24hour parking lot for 2hours.. then when i got off the phone, i realized they were closed. 24HOUR GYM CLOSING?!

how are you doing? yes you.

Friday, September 21, 2007

Fri, 21 Sep 2007 04:14:59 GMT

Happy birthday dTL.

missin' ya everyday.

"I close my eyes and hope they do not fade
these remnants of a voice and of a smile"

Friday, September 14, 2007

Fri, 14 Sep 2007 02:20:21 GMT

happy birthday mr david phan. 9-13