Wednesday, March 08, 2006

• BRACE YOURSELF

  So once again I am fighting off a sickness.  And the rain has returned.  And my last paychecks were a little slim because of the time I took off.

   

  But I’m not letting that keep me down.

   

  I swear.  Once break is over, I am dedicating myself to finding a job in Seattle.

   

  And figuring out everything else about moving.

   

  And I promise to go visit my aunt in Seattle in the next month.

   

  And try to call everyone I stopped calling from my past.

   

  And start exercising again.

   

  I still feel optimistic. 

   

  First I still have convince Nate to do something for break with me.

   

   

   

   

  Part of my wants to stop planning and worrying.  But I need planning right now.  I need something to look forward to.

   

  The hardest part about looking forward is that you sometimes overshoot reality.  I’m afraid that I’ll end up caught again.  Caught and miserable.

   

  Everything is fixable.  It’s just sometimes fixing it requires breaking it first.

   

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