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Name: Jerrica Jo
Birthday: 3/6/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: God, boys, Ryan, FROGS, socks, poetry, balloons, turtles, TMNT, softball, ohhhhhhh and food!! and other stuff too but thats basics.
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AIM:  frognerd04
Member Since:
3/11/2005
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ummm..well..hi. i dont really think that i have a whole lot to say. i dont really know what im gonna do about school. i hate my school now. and my dad says andover isnt a possibility so either i go back to Word of Life or i do the whole homeschool thing. i dont know..but its really makin me kinda stressed out. i hate basketball! i know it sounds like life suck right now but it really doesn't. im happy  . just kinda confused on some stuff. i hope u like the new pic thanks u sheila!  i love u . speakin of love..well its still great!  well..im really tired and i guess there's not much else to say but have a great new year and i hope ur Christmas was good too. bye
~me
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| so..the thumb..its most definitly broken. and the wrist is ok. i have a rather large green cast on my arm that smells bad and itches all the time. and i had to go watch my teram play at state as i sat on the bench and cried . (not really cried just definite sadness) but u know what hurts worse than a broken thumb..a broken heart.  and i have experienced both within a week. and u know what sucks worse than sitting on the bench watching ur team play in the state tourney..losing someone u love. but like the thumb thing..that wasnt my fault. the whole broken heart and loss..i think that was. i dont know. but like the cast will heal my thumb..my heart is slowly being put back together. i know it wasnt broken on purpose. i just hope i never screw things up..i wish he knew just how much he meant. my family has been well.... insanely cranky lastely. i wish i could help it. Espcially my dad. i wish he knew that we love him no matter what and that the stuff that has been goin on latley isnt all his fault. have u ever heard the saying.."when u are down to nothing God is up to something"? well....yeah..its how we feel. i hate that my dad hardly ever smiles anymore and that my mom is always stressed. i wish i was a better daughter and a better help. it seems im not good at any of those things, including being a good girlfriend or friend, im ready for a break. and im ready to go back to Andover High. Pleasepray for my family,,and the thumb and my patience too. also my grandma..she broke her hand the day after i did..the same one too..
~me
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you would think that since my last relationship lasted over a year that i would know whats right and whats wrong. or all the what to do and what not to do. but i've come to the conclusion that my relationship skills suck. not just with ryan but with everybody in my life. i haven't been myself for the past like month and i couldnt tell ya whats wrong with me. i wish i knew. i wish i knew for the sake of everyone else. i dont know how everyone else around me can stand to be with me. im sorry..for everything. especially to ryan cuz he's seen it more than anybody else..so im sorry..really really really sorry. my worst fear has always been to be a burden to those around me. and it seems that the one thing that i try the hardest not to be is exactly what i become. i dont understand it really..all i know is that im tryin to fix it the best i can and that im sorry for being this way. im tryin to be better...im tryin to be me...J.J. but for some reason i cant find her. idk..i guess im just sorry..and im tryin to change..but its not as easy as i'd like it to be. im sorry ryan..really sorry.
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.. but i'll prolly make some or something..with my excellent artistic skills..ha ha ha..whatever. i have to say that my left hand is coming around..but still awful lol. well..i think thats it for me. i'm so HAPPY..I have the best best friend EVER!!!!! have a great week and christmas and everything!!! 
