| | Today was one of the worst days iv had so far.
i found out my car was totalled a couple days ago..
well it comes out, i still owe money on it.
AND i dont get a new car.
Im just really upset, and down about it.
I dont know what im gonna do.
everythings seems to be going wrong lately.
like.... everything.
and i dont know why
i am a good person.
I came home today, and took off my scrubs and just fell on my bed.
I am not a cryer, but i bawled my eyes out.
everything seems to be going wrong.
sometimes i wish i could go to cali and live with my uncle.
Hes the best uncle in the world.
and he thinks im the sun and the moon.
he thinks the WORLD of me.
He spoils me to death...and just loves to love me.
i wish i could.
so i could leave everything here.
I ALWAYS give people my all..
and lately, iv been really really disappointed in how people are treating me.
I just want to put on my tennis shoes, and run a zillion miles away.
I would run to france if i could.
I would do anything to have a sibling just to lay in my bed with me
and just reassure me of how great i am, when im down on days like this.
but i dont have anyone. and it sucks so bad.
I just want someone to lay in my bed, and just BE with me.
i dont even care if you say 2 words to me..
Im just get lonely sometimes- i just need a brother or a sister.
or someone who actually cares.
im so sick of everything right now.
and tommorw is my best friend in the whole world's birthday.
and i dont have a gift for her.. and i dont know what to get her.
AND i was told to bring a date...
and i dont have anyone now,
guess my dog will be my date for now on.
hes the only one who wont forget about me. |
| | Posted 2/18/2008 4:28 PM - 81 views - 3 comments
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