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PLATTE COUNTY FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the only reason why i really really really wanted to go was because of the farris wheel. because noah hops on to get a date with allie on the notebook

and i got to ride it twice!!!!! ha ha to all you girls out there. lol jk jk

so the first time i rode with my girl lindsay. it was a blast. neither of us liked to rock unlike ashlee and ryan. lol so we would like freak out if it moved just a little bit. and we almost died and fell out. but once we got used to it. lou was acting out the scene from the notebook. and iloved it. he hee

the second time! i got to ride with my crush!  i have never ridden on a farris wheel with a crush. and i have always wanted to! and i finally did. it was amazing. we go to talk alot of things out. which made me feel better.

i went shopping today with tam. it was a lot of fun. we haven't been hangin out as much lately. and today was a blast.

i bought a new purse. and a matching wallet. and i got my sister's bday present. and returned a bag. and got tamara's bday present. and we had ice cream. it was a good time!

ne ways

i have a new xanga i think.

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cassy

hmm..

so i was at work today.

and this girl that i used to know came in. and sat in my section with her dad. and it brought back a lot of memories. it kind of made me sad. you know. i really miss what we used to have.

i dont know tho.

so i got to see someone today

we went shopping. it was fun. i got a bag from american eagle. but i will hopefully switch it out with allie. lol. because she likes mine better than i do... and yeah. so... ne ways

i dont know

about alot of things.

i

i

i

have no clue about life

minneapolis

who has been there? i haven't

so ashlee gets to go to london. how pimp is that. god i want to go to freakin london.

somebody that i know is a fucker

and i hate this person

and it is not nice to hate. and i dont hate a lot of people

but i really hate this kid.

he is *** and ***** and ****

and he is *******

so

not being bitter anymore

i had a good day today. 

edit

so i was really bitter. and mean. and sorry. but im pissy lately

i just want to thank god for my step sister.

honestly. i would be lost with out her. i feel tons closer to her. i can talk to her about stuff that i dont talk to ANY one else. its weird. but she's been through the stuff im going thru right now

its kinda cool

but anyways

2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to

im out dawgs

Currently Listening Thirteenth Step By A Perfect Circle see related

- the outsider

alright.

so here it goes. life. what about it? you know.. life is the best thing that has ever happened to anyone. without it none of us would be on this earth. its amazing how some people take advantage of it. like honestly. how many poeple live today like their last day. what if tomorrow you wake up and something happens to you and you die.

would you be ready? would you be ready to die? would you have your life complete enough to leave this world?

i wouldn't.

once you're gone out of this town forever and eveyrthing is said and done, would you look back?

going out of town? i hate it. and i love it. there are so many decisions you have to make that you really dont want to make. i dont want to let anyone down. but yet there are other things that i would liek to do instead because i dont have much time.

i dont have much time with you. almost four weeks now. that is a long time in some ways. in that aspect i am happy. very happy. you will be gone. to college. and i will be here. i will make those trips as often as i can. and they will be the best ever. i can't wait to just lay there with you. no one bugging us. no one to tell us we can't. no parents to check on us every second of every minute.

and for now.....

who knows what the future will hold

oh me oh my help me make a silly pie

so i work everyday this week except friday and sunday. there goes my social life.. oh well i NEED the money not that i have a social life anyways.

lol

things are really good in my life right now.  me and this particular somebody are talking. and getting along well. and are starting to hang out again. which makes me extremely happy

bill and freddy came in again today. i swear i am in love with them. bill is an old seventy year old guy. who always has to sit in my section. and feddy is about forty but has downs syndrome. and he is the cutest thing ever. and i htink i have fallen in love with these two men.

lets see. yesterday after i got of work allie came over!! hee hee i haven't seen her in like ages. and we went to sonic and i had dinner at eleven  o clock at night cuz i hadn't eaten dinner yet. lol. and we heard our song "listen to your heart" and were singing it at the top of our lungs! hee hee

then we went to go see ty for a little bit.

oh ibe ammahd's mom stopped in today again. and i talked to her for alittle bit. it gave me goose bumps. i just wish i coudl have gone to the ceremony. but again i had to work

oh and ashlee has this pom thing tomorrow night i wish i could go to it. but again i am working. damn job. lol but it pays them damn bills.

ne ways im out

peace dawgs