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Sunday, December 24, 2006

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 00:46:25 GMT

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my first entry in over a month! sorry bout that! but since its the holidays im going to update! i dont know the next time im going to update but it might be a long time, so enjoy!

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Happy Holidays Everyone!

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Saturday, November 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Nov 2006 22:38:19 GMT

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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 01:10:42 GMT

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i may not have known your favorite color
or your exact grades in school
or anyone's name in your family
but let me tell you...
i did know the exact way you walked
the way you carried yourself
and how your eyes sparkled in just right light

i'm reading your note over again,
there's not a word that i comprehend,
except when you signed it:
"i'll love you always, and forever"

it's amazing
how fast you got over me.
it's even more amazing
that i actually got over you..

just once, i want to be hard to leave.
i want to be the one he's up late at night
thinking about. i want to be the one
he's telling his boys --- i think i love her

every time i laugh i
look to see if hes watching, cause
i wonder if he`s fallen for my smile as
hard as i`ve fallen for his. <33

when someone is born, someone dies.
someone laughs, someone cries.
if you love someone, let them know
cause if they leave tomorrow, they will never know.

i'm the kind of person that laughs at a joke 3 times:
once when it's told
once when it's explained to me
once 5 minutes later when i actually get it.

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Saturday, October 14, 2006

Sat, 14 Oct 2006 00:18:35 GMT

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every night she finds herself lying in her bed,
remembering every little glance, and every little thing he said to her.

i`m hard to remember,
but impossible to forget..

I want to sparkle & shine
BUT O N L Y iN HiS EYES. <3

every girl wants a boy who will
daydream about her in class, & when
the teacher yells at him to pay attention
he looks over and mouths the words
" i love you "

as people grow up, they realize,
it becomes less important to have
more friends, and more important
to have real ones.

still& i'll hold on to you tonight, knowing
that i'll never be this happy with anyone else.

all i want to do is be able to look at you
[&] not feel the pain of the memories of the
times i once knew.

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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 02:18:49 GMT

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I'm finally updating! but since school has started and all i cant update that much anymore cause i have work to do so sorri! but keep commenting! thx!

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i am me. thats all i can be.
no more. no less. don't 2nd guess
i l a u g h . i < 3. i l i v e. i c r y.
&. sometimes i wish that i would die.
somedays i'm funny. others i'm not.
sometimes i'm in overdrive & i can't stop.
you may not like me. thats okay.
cus this is me & how i'll always stay

this is for the girls who never won. the girls who stay up late at night listening to music that inspires them to do things next to impossible. the girls that laugh, smile, cry, and think on a daily basis. the girls who live and learn and regret. the girls who may never have it easy. the girls who learned the hard way, and lived to tell about it. the real girls.

I am some stupid little girl
who thinks she is all grown up
But I'm not, I if was so grown up I wouldn't fall for guys so easily
I wouldn't let stupid things get to me
I wouldn't let my scrapes and bruises stay on my skin like they were permanent
I wouldn't fall for guys that I'm friends with
&& if I was really grown up I never would have fell in love with you
Because even though it was the best thing that ever happened to me
It was the dumbest thing I ever let myself do ...

you're not the cutest boy i've seen.
you're not the smartest of my friends.
i know people better than you at sports.
you could be in better shape if you tried.
these are only a few of your imperfections.
but the truth? i'd rather have you over
any perfect guy i met.<3

I don't talk to you much these days
I just thank the lord pictures don't fade

She gave him one last glance
&& walked out of his life forever

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 00:28:26 GMT

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i always keep bumping into you ;
everywhere i go i find you.
why? maybe this could be fate's
way of bringing us together or
maybe fate's just rubbing the fact
that i can't have you in my face

All i want is a guy who would memorize
my favorite song just to sing it to me when i'm feeling down

Every failure is a lesson well-learned
Every success is a battle well-fought,
& every good friend is a jewel well-kept in one's heart

So sick of immaturity, name calling, of labels, of gossip, of middle school. It doesn't even make sense anymore. && i find myself being nice to people that I want to strangle.

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Monday, September 11, 2006

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 23:11:54 GMT

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ITS MY BIRTHDAY! =]

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Your smile makes me smile,
Your tears make me cry,
Your laugh makes me laugh,
But your girlfriend, she makes
me die. <|3

Trying to forget someone you
love is like trying to remember
someone you never met.

You make me feel
safe, warm and
happy, and thats
what I like most
about you. <3

&& the closest ive ever come to death
is laughing till i cant breathe with my friends

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 20:39:20 GMT

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i hate this feeling
its just like i dont
even know you

if we were such good friends
how come you have nothing to say to me
but tons to say about me

it takes a strong heart to love
but an even stronger heart to love
after it has been shattered

i could right a 400 chapter novel
about how much i love him
and even that couldnt even begin to cover it

i knew that since the first time we met
you would be pretty hard to forget

People always say that their special someone is somewhere out there..
but then I look around me, & loneliness is all I see. What happened
to my special someone? Did they get lost?

once in a lifetime you meet a person who takes your breath away.
not because you want them to, but because they're meant to

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 23:30:25 GMT

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-school started- =[

-short update,maybe ill update later-

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you're the kind of boy
who makes mondays
feel like fridays <3

i love talking about you because i can
never run out of things to say. i never
have a bigger smile or louder laugh,
even with everything i say i'm still the
only one that understands why i love you.

palm trees,
ocean breeze,
lets go crusin, you and me
salty air && sunkissed hair..
endless summer, take me there<33

A man is officially a man,

When he's brave enough,

To shop for tampons,

For his girl.

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 00:45:15 GMT

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No matter how ugly you think or are, or how
everyone else around you has it better than you
there's always going to be that one special guy
that loves you because you're not like everyone else

and you'll be my prince charming
and i'll be your highschool sweetheart

Boy: your beautiful
Girl: no i'm not
Boy: hasn't any one ever told you that you are beautiful before?
Girl: yeah; my mom my dad my grandparents, aunts and uncles, but they just say that
Boy: well they are right

The best memories are the ones you try to
explain and you end up saying,
you just had to be there.

calling someone fat doesnt make you any skinnier
calling someone stupid doesnt make you any smarter
& calling someone ugly doesnt make you prettier
so live your own lives & stop worrying about everyone elses

If I was handed a gun && I had to choose to shoot either
my boyfriend or my best friend who would I shoot?
My answer would be I'd shoot myself because
I'd take a bullet && die for all the people that I love.

i`m not scared to be with you.
i`m just scared of what we could lose.
we have so much right now. and i don`t
want to go from laughs; smiles; &hugs -
to crying; lonely nights; &ignoring each other.

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