wow.....xanga sucks.....dont update dont care....lol...one last time

                  well where to begin...i had a befitting year....Forexample, i was first alternate to state. everybot taht qulsaifed were seinors. no competion for me...lol. Second, i lost a friend. "because of my precdent position in the world" but its all ok you loose a frined you gain one. the lovley Mrs. sarah, who i completely adore and want to spin every minute of my live with. you see its more than just a year. Another friend has left me. not because of an argument, shes going to college. I will always have the most respect for this person. shes been thre for me when i need her. she has helped me thru stressful times and now shes gone.....what shall i do? absoltley nothing. except crawl in a closet. debate now means nothing she was my best frined. everyone turn thre backs she kept facing me. infact she is no frined at all shes like a sister and i brother. Alexa i wont forget you