the things i've done since my last update.
-gone to work.
-gone to the doctor
-been diagnosed with bronchitis and an upper respiratory infection.
-oh yea, i had a rib pop out of place from coughing.
-gone to work.
-hung out with some close friends.
-gone to work.
-had the fourth of july with my family and friends while i was still sick.
-passed out at work, then my entire body was covered in a rash.
-had to go to the ER because rash continued to get worse over the hours.
-got fired from work...
-talked to a guy whom i really like but lives 2 hours away and says he doesnt want long distance relationships unless he really likes a girl.... IM STILL SINGLE.
-got my paychecks, but havent gone anywhere because of rash that was caused my my medicine being ineffective towards my upper respiratory infection.
eeeeek. sound fun? UHHH NO! haha.
anyways, credit goes to :: cloistered_icons
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
letting someone in sometimes
means abandoning the walls you've
spent your whole life building
so here's to the passing of all that
could be between you and me
and with 'i love you' still on your lips
I walked away. I'm better than this.
You promised no more lies & look what
you do. You tell the biggest of them all.
you taught my heart a sense I never knew I had
sometimes when we touch,
I swear this world just stops
and the sun holds its breath..
thats the risk you take if you change:
that some people you've been involved
with won't like the new you,
but other people who do will come along
your picture's still up on my wall.
I don't know why. It's not even
a good picture of you. I've seen
better looking boys, but theres
something about that smile on your
face that makes my eyes fill with tears.
I've always loved that smile.
You fell away from your past, but its following you
but nothing is straightforward and
there's no such thing as forever.
no matter how well you kid yourself,
the truth is you dont know anyone
and doesn't it make you shiver,
the way things could have gone
he showed me that you can find the good in anybody
if you just give them a chance, benefit of the doubt.
sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they
surprise you, but you never really get to know them
until you listen to what's in their heart
the crime was written all over her face.
she loved you until the end & you only
brought her down. tonight everyone will
wonder where you are, but they will
never know you are six feet underground
& she is laughing at your grave
I was stealing glances as he stole my breath
you know what I love most about us?
I love how comfortable we are with
each other. I love how we endlessly
make fun of each other, but never take
the teasing to heart. I absolutely adore
how when I turn away fomr you when
we're fighting you try to stay mad,
but then run after me. I love you and
everything about you. the look in your
eyes when we kiss or how you stay up
watching me sleep. I love how I can
call you anytime I need to and somehow
you never cease to make me laugh.
I love how you need me as much as I
need you. I love how you love me
he was something worth tripping over;
I just didn't know I would fall so hard
I don't want to be promised forever
because everyone breaks promises
Just let me know and show me that
you'll be there for me <3
if he cares.. he'll never let you fall
& he drew chalk hearts
on the sidewalk just
so the rain could come
and wash them away
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