Iconz_4_ur_mom's Xanga

Sunday, October 23, 2005

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 19:09:59 GMT

Sorry loves, it's been awhile.

Just like a lady in a blue dress
you've got cigarettes on your breath,
and hairspray and cheap perfume.
You said you want respect,
well, you better get some for yourself.
'Cause all that I see now,
is someone who's lost and insecure.

White it out, like glittering-wax butterflies..

Here I am, your fallen angel, dangle in the blue.
I'm your angel, and I wish I could be like you.

Angel of music, hide no longer.
Secret and strange angel..

You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscience,
staring in the silence.

And tear my eyes right out..
I'd rather see you without them anyway.

And I don't want the world to see me,
'cause I don't think that they'd understand.
When everything's made to be broken,
Oh I just want you to know who I am.

It's Chap Stick, chapped lips, and things like chemistry.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 10:42:33 GMT

Yeah, so uh, I guess I'll update this, since I'm on here everyday to check if someone ever comes on here...but why would you come here if there's no new stuff? So here's the new stuff...and now you HAVE to comment. Or something. I dunno, just let me know my site is still alive. mmkay? thanks

Monday, August 15, 2005

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 20:30:38 GMT

WOW....-someone- needs to update their site.

*looks around*

ok, its me.

o.O kinda scary, eh?

Alright, thats all for now, m'lovelys. Leave some lovin' eh?

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Sat, 23 Jul 2005 18:08:38 GMT

CHRIS!! this part is for you m'love!

Those took FOREVER to find...but I had fun! I hope none of them offended you...if it matters I'm gay too =)

Icon Randomness

That is all lovelys. I won't be here for two weeks, so if I don't respond to comments...I'm sorry theres nothing i can do. Deal with it! see ya in two weeks.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 12:32:45 GMT

It is MOST DEFINITLEY time for an effin update my friends. I think I'm putting a few quotes in this mutha too.

Iconz

"WHOA!! thats not an icon." yup, your right, cuz thats ME!!!

now for the REAL iconz.

pwetty pictures

thats beautiful.

Thats all the pretty pictures for now...I'm saving the rest for later.

Black & White and some other color.

for the little people who call themselves emo...

alright, thats all the Iconz.

Quotez

-*-I'm locked inside this house and I've been dying to get out...This just might be the death of me. And I'm begging you, begging you to be my escape.-*-

-*-Please God, stay quiet. Don't let them know you're watching me die.-*-

-*-And I know...as they hammered those nails into your beautiful hands, your eyes, they tried to search for mine. But I looked away.-*-

ummm, okay thats about it for now. but I'll leave you with yet another pwetty picture.

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 12:57:48 GMT

WELL...since it's been forever and a day, I think I'll update this.

THESE DRAWINGS ARE FUCKING AWESOME!!!

Sunday, June 05, 2005

Sun, 05 Jun 2005 15:31:45 GMT

YESSSS.... I changed my layout thingie...I thought it was appropriate.

Monday, May 23, 2005

Mon, 23 May 2005 17:54:57 GMT

okay, time for a new post...

Roses

Guns

Writing

Addictions

Stick People

shows, movies and such

Adam Brody/Seth Cohen

Kinky

Holding Hands

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Thu, 19 May 2005 17:53:15 GMT

alright, its time for a change. This is gonna be a happy weblog. This is for all the people who have stuck by me and mean the most to me. hope you like!

** You were more than a best freind...you were like...a sister.**

.:[[*Friends*]] are the people who know
-:¦:- EVERYTHING -:¦:-
about you... and still wanna be ur »*friend*«

**<<<CARMEN: after everything that i put you through, all the times I let you down, you still love me?---wow, I guess youve earned the title of my best friend, even if I'm only second on your list. Remember when we used to get them slushies at that one place by the dollar tree?^^Icon reminds me of that. damn, I can't beleive I left you there. Thats not like me at all. I'm used to being the one left behind... well, enuff of that. I'm takin charge of my life now. I kno we don't get to talk a lot besides msn, and its breakin my heart when I can't know wats goin on with u stacey and becky. I heard bout all the shit their gettin into, but i won't get into that now. Just kno that this isn't the end. your one of them lifelong friends that will be my next door neighbor in VENICE!! yea, thats where i'm movin after college. Thanks for everything.

**<<<< ERICA: <This icon sounds JUST like you.> man, I can't thank you enough. I don't kno if you beleive this, but you've changed me. you don't know how many times you've saved me, and there arent enough words to say how grateful I am that i met you. you were always there, N.O. M.A.T.T.E.R. W.H.A.T. you always listened to what I had to say and you almost always related and were able to give me advice and what-not. I wish I could've been there as much as you were there for me. Don't ever think I want to keep something from you because I don't want you to kno, It's just, I don't want u to look at me differently. I've done so many things that you are so against...and hung out with ppl u warned me about...and i had to learn my lesson the hard way, but you always stuck by me. Thank you for brightening up my day, even when you could'nt brighten you own.

NOW, FOR MY ASIAN SQUARE--Ashley, Anna, Gabby, & Jalene =) I LUV YALL!!!

**(I dont know why...but this icon...is just...you.)<<<<ANA: ^^^not that your a bitch or nething, haha...just gettin that cleared.-----NEwho.... Thanx for confiding in me. It means A LOT to me that someone actually needs me...that someone actually trusts me with their deepest secrets. I sure as hell hope u don't move this summer because we have so many good times ahead of us and too many secrets to share . u are probably the only person who didnt judge me for the stupid shit I did. yea yea...I kno...I put it on my site...I used to cut. But i don't care, cuz thats not me anymore. I swear I'm gonna change...for every single person I'm puttin on this post.

**<<<ASHLEY: You are great. I don't know what I would've done if i didn't have someone to talk to that fateful day.--- I...probably...wouldve....died. thats how far gone I was, and how much I needed that talk. you freakin saved me gurl. hopefully, this will be the start of an awesome friendship.

**(haha... this is so you...)<<<GABBY: man, your probably the only person I can relate to in all aspects of life...well, maybe not all cuz you don't like people who cry, and I cry all the time . once again, you're a person who confides in me. Ya'll don't kno how much it means to me that i'm someone ppl can go to with their problems and secrets. it means a lot and I try so hard not to tell anyones business. I've gotten much better at that.

**<<<<JALENE: To be quite frank...you used to annoy me...a lot. but, as time went on, you grew on me. Actually, your pretty funny! It's a shame you have to leave so soon. I wish we could have talked more. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here.

NOW, FOR THAT {S.P.E.C.I.A.L. S.O.M.E.O.N.E.}

**<<<R U FRIGGIN CRAZY...I AINT LEAVIN A NAME!! : Thanks for giving me something to look

foward to when I want everything to be in my past. For giving me

something to think about when I'm bored. I'm sorry I can't tell you

who you are...I wish I could. But I kno it would never ever happen.

That would be just too good to be true. your like, the only reason I go

to school...to see your smile, and your beautiful eyes....but the inevitable

is soon to come and soon you'll be gone. and you will never know what

I felt for you. o well, thats life.

Well....that was a great post. I kno I'm not the best person... let alone a best friend... but I had to say thanks to the few people that I mean something to...and of course mean something to me.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Wed, 18 May 2005 18:52:07 GMT

**Girls are like apple trees.. the best ones are at the top of the tree.. but the boys dont wanna reach for the ones at the top cause they're ((afraid)) of falling & gettin hurt. instead they grab the rotten ones at the bottom. they arent as good.. but they are easiest to get.. so the apples at the top think theres something wrong with them. but in reality.. they are ((amazing)).. they just have to be patient and wait for the right guy who will take the time to get a ladder and find a good apple.**