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| Christmas Time!This time of year I am filled with tons of emotions and memories. This year especially (sp?), being my senior year this is an end of a chapter of my life and the begging of a new one. Plus it seems like everything is happening now. Next week I have auditions (we'll get to that a little later), a college visit, and the regular school. I am making decisions this very week that will affect the rest of my life and that scares me. I'm also trying to keep up with my friends and not letting relationships slip through my fingers. I still can't believe we are seniors, and even though this year has been slightly underwhelming I am making the best of it. Or at least I'm trying to. But with the situation with auditions for the crucibel (sp?) that I am put into now is making it hard. Okay, for those of you who don't know auditions are tues. and Wed. this week, and possible callbacks Thurs. (if webber needs them). But you see here is the problem I won't be here Thurs. night, me and Keiley are leaving for a college visit at the University of Central Missouri. I am a little mad because we told Webber months ago that we wouldn't be here and we reminder her. BUT she sais that it won't hurt our chances, I guess we'll see... I honestly hope I get one. It sucks that I MAY be putting getting a part in the senior show in jepeordy by going on a college visit, BUT like I said before it shouldn't hurt me. So, I'm still realisictly hopefull. I don't want to get hurt again.... Thats all... | | |
| Wow! It's been a while. lol I am so excited about auditions coming up. I really hope I get a part, but I don't want to get my hopes up once again. Just to get them crushed in the end. I would love to have a part, and I think I would do good. But that is all I'm going to say. In fear of getting my hopes up... | | |
| I'm getting so sick of some people. God, all they seem to do anymore is piss me off! I can't wait to get out of high school! But I don't want to at the same time... It's complicated. I just need a break from some people, well one mostly. lol I'm also sick of being let down. It seems to happen to me a lot, and it will probably happen to me this time. But I have to try, because who knows it could happen. You never know... I'm just trying to think positively! :) | | |
| Well, today was pretty good... All up until a certain point, and then it all went to shit! lol I feel really hurt and don't know what to do about it... Hopefully I'll feel better soon! Right now though I feel pretty bad... | | |
| Kids in AmericaI encourage you all to watch this movie! If anyone has seen the ads for it, and is wondering if it is a movie for them. The movie was totaly advertised wrong. It isn't a teen comedy (though some parts are hilarious). It has real heart, and an amazing message about standing up and fighting for what you beileve. As teenagers, I do not feel we do this enough! We can all seem to find the problems yet no one seems to want to do anything about it.... | | |
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