(Dream)

~Current Song Playing~

I Believe I Can Fly by R. Kelly

"This is the last of me, the dreamer, and who I once was....I fly away....wherever it may take me...."~Illusionist Dreamer~

Ill try very hard for this entry to be my last. I dont want to come back here ever again. I plan to leave here in the future to someplace peaceful. I dont like the confusion in my life and yet I kind of like it. I think I had enough of what I can already chew. Its time to call it quits. Even though some part of me doesnt want me to quit, its for the better. I need to change, I want to change! I dont want to be the fool that everybody knows. I dont want to be the idiot that fell in love with a certain girl once. If that change includes hate, I wont regret it at all. I leave this place leaving 2 things. Ill leave a picture on top of my xanga reminding people who I once was. I also leave a song that some of you may know and may not know. I hope you listen to it. It should be able to touch your heart. Some of you may know that the picture is at the lake. Yes it is. That is what Im going to consider the "Remains Of My Love". I feel free, yet broken. Ill always feel this. Now I just sleep and dream and hope one day I wake a new person....

Hopefully in the next life I find you, and yet have you break my heart once more.

Goodbye and Ill forever miss you!