| | I really like this girl but yet again I can't decide if she's right for me. I'm way too picky when it comes to this kind of thing. I guess im just so afraid that a relationship that we might have won't work out like relationships i have had and it'll all just be a waste of time. I dated a couple of girls this past year that I quickly backed away from because I started second guessing myself. Thinking, "do I really like this about her? Will this really work out in the long run? what if that happens again??" I know it's stupid to think about that, but i do when it comes to dating. a lot. and it seems to push me away because i over-think everything. It really pisses me off that "one little thing" for them, leaves me continually restless. I hate myself for still holding on to this. why can't I let go? will I ever let go? will I ever reach the point where I just won't care anymore? it's hard to think so. It's hard to date, it's hard to be confidant, it's hard to drive down the road and not worry that i just might see a blue Grand Am with an angel in a box hanging from the review mirror. When I'm stuck here in Grand Ledge where memories flood my head every turn I make, it makes it really easy to become excited to leave home and go back to school.
Do I have a problem?
When I finally gain the confidence i'll call her and ask her on a date. I hope it wont be too late.
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| | Posted 7/13/2008 11:26 PM - 23 views - 2 comments
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