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Monday, July 21, 2008

  • i think that i have mentioned before how when i see something (idk what it was) or read something (like Just Listen) or listen to something (40 Steps in particular) i start thinking. a lot. and as i think, my emotions kind of... plummet. the good thing about this is that i start thinking up poems and such. it's the only time i'm actually fairly decent at writing a poem. so last night, around 1:30, i came up with this sucker.

    it's about me. obv. and this guy who means the world or damn near close to it.... i won't say who, but i know a lot of you will know by the end. the last line tells you. in a way.

    there is no title to this. i never have titles. or i hardly ever do. buuuuuuuut.... here's this really lame poem. lol. (btw, i don't do the whole thing where you randomly put one word by itself in a line... cuz quite frankly, i don't see the point in it lol) *scratch that. i will do the line thing probably but i'll just do it really badly and wrong... if you can do such things wrong. lol* ---actually, i'm just gonna type this however i damn well feel like. lol---

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    My hand in yours, your grip tight
    as we stumble down the darkened path
    knowing not what lies before
    and only what we've left behind.

    My heart skips at the thought of the unknown future
    stretched before me like a hungry monster
    ready to devour me and claim me as its own.

    But then I feel the sweat on your palm as it slowly mingles in with mine
    wetting our hands
    placing it all into reality.

    But is it?

    Is this reality?

    We continue down the dark, uneven path
    towards what, we can not be sure.

    But we're together.

    My heart is ramming against the cage that confines it,
    ready to escape
    using the wings which you have provided.

    You squeeze my hand tighter as I stumble.

    Not a dream.

    We continue down the road away from what we knew.
    The ground is getting smoother.
    I stumble less.

    And suddenly,
    no warning,
    we're standing in a bright light,
    the now smooth road spread before.

    You look at me, a smile on those perfect lips.
    And with a gentle squeeze of my hand,
    we continue on
    through the light.
    Out of the dark past, and into the bright future.

    The universe tends to unfold as it should.

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    Questions? Comments??? Concerns for my sanity??? (lol)


Sunday, July 20, 2008

  • The new TAI TV is up.
    I got proven wrong about Baby's gender a week ago, and now it's a fact that I was wrong...
    Um, Eliza got to go to Warped today and as the new TAI TV points out, Adam was wearing his pink shirt that I LOVE on him!! I'm jealous of her, not gonna lie.
    He better where that shirt at Chicago. ...Or nothing. Hahaha.

    Betsy was ever so kind to make this for me....

    <--- See you in 13 days, baby!!! =]


    If only I had told Miss Eliza (real name, please?) to make me a sign for today. *sigh* Oh well.





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    I am very angry.... More on this tomorrow.

Friday, July 18, 2008

  • oh Billvy, i love you more and more with each passing day


    AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

    So I remember Elizabeth telling me this quote a long time ago, and I just now came across it again.
    When Elizabeth first told me, I could NOT believe that William Eugene Beckett would say such a thing... But now that I've seen him live and realized how much he actually cusses, this does not really surprise me.... Well, it does a little, but not as much.

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    And oh my goodness... A recent picture of Bill and his girlfriend/fiancee/wife, whatev she is! Christine! (Gosh, I sound so gossip-ish. Gross. LoL)

    .............Poor Anna.... That's her man.... I'm supposed to be in their wedding!!!!!!!


  • So, I was feeling in the Gym Class Heroes mood, so I decided to go listen to them, plus I love the video for Cupids Chokehold ^^^^ ...Anyway, after all the times that I have seen that video, I never realized that Patrick Stump actually sang in that song. LoL. I knew he was in the video, but I never really paid all that much attention I guess. But now I can definitely tell when he's singing. You can always tell when that boy sings. LoL. I also discovered who the girl at the end is... The one I always found to be really pretty... I was watching it and I was like, "OMGZZZZ KATY PERRY!!!!!!" LoL. So I think that's really cute that she's there since she and Travie are together in real life. xD


    Just thought that I would share.

  • william beckett blogs always make my day ... so everyday my day is made =]

    www.xanga.com/ThePhraseThatPays_Surveys


    Haha. I was feeling the rhyme when I made that site yesterday... And ya know, TAI. LoL.

    Let's make this official.....

    I LOVE MY HOMEPAGE!!!!


    Like I said before.... William is just too adorable. This is what I got online to today....

    This Is Me Smiling&#8230;

    This Is Me Smiling…





    Adorable, yes???



    They're talking about cobras on TV and how dangerous they are. LoL.



    Oh, oh... Here, I'll just post my bulletin from myspace. Much easier than just typing things out again.....


    Batman Begins.... yes, BEGINS...
    ...........sweet movie. saw it for the first time last night with my brother. he can quote that entire thing. it's insane. he watches it far too much.



    anyway... i'm surprised i didn't have any Scarecrow - induced nightmares. lol. none that i remember at least....

    now if i wasn't such a procrastinator, i would have been watching the Dark Knight last night, not Batman Begins... but as it turns out, i take my sweet time with everything. lol. i felt better though when my brother said if he had known that i wanted to see it, he would have gotten me and him tickets... or something like that. lol.



    i can't watch the commercials for it though... they make me sad. and at the end of BB, when they were talking of the Joker, i got really upset. ....cuz ya know.... fav actor = Joker = ....well... you know.



    but yeah... this is just a pointless bulletin. i've had many of those as of late.



    now i'm gonna go on my xanga and do some surveys!! yeah!!





    ...You know where to find me!!!

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