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| Well Today sucked ass. Atom got yelled at, I told Mandy that I've had a crush on her and she no way in hell, Mandy got dumped, and Sarah tried to commit suicide and failed. Things I need to say: Andrew you fucking ass whore how dare you dump mandy just because you feel like it go fuck your self you race car sucking cock muncher. Two Brendon you fucking ass hole if you think somthing might offend Sarah ... THEN DONT FUCKING DO IT. Three Sarah if you ever try to commit suicide agian I will gouge Brendons eyes out withe a spoon and ripp out his throat. Four Atom keep your grades up you mexican ass hole. Five Zach ....err.... next. Six Mandy I am truly sorry for your lose of the one you cared for, I do like you but I know you dont share the same fealings for me so ya... good luck and ...DONT DO ANY THING STUPIED. Seven Maranda are you Christan? | | |
| Well you know I havnt really shown any signs of the fact that I like and do read. Well any way I read in a book that to exsist you must love and in turn be loved. Well if that is the truth then I guess I might still have a chance at life, unless of cource he/she was lieing, but then agian what would be the point of lieing in a book? One of my favorit quotes is love is like the ad on cereal boxs, you need proof of purchase to gain. All that I'm really saying today is that I'm gaining a bit of hope, and just maybe I can turn the girl whom I meat yesterday bi instead of lesbian and just maybe I can have a chance with her. But I honestly doubt this for one she dosn't even know my name, for two she hates me, and last but not least she is lesbian. Also for now on I will only be post once a day here and will be editing to add more to my daily post. O shit noooo now I have 135 new messages, why me? Wait if every one hates me then why do I have so many messages daily? Ah well who cares, certinaly not me lol. | | |
| well today i broke down 4 times... the first time I broke down with the girl's whom I meat today and Sae's freind's arm around me .... brendon ruined the moment tho ....... the next was after Sarah ran away to the other side of the room pissed of at and I walked outside and past the wall untill I was hidden and just broke, then I broke down on the way home from Sarahs and last was a few minutes ago. No one loves me, No one cares for me, No one enjoys my company... o shit I'm about to break down now well good night...not that any ones reading this. Who would? | | |
| God Damn You Atom... well I'll get to that later....
last night I slept over at Zachs house and had a weird ass dream....
I was going on a hike thing for spring break and with some of my friends. Well the weirdness starts when we started crossing this giant bridge over a wide river. All of a sudden a giant anime turtle comes out of no where and smashes into the bridge and we all fell in. Well the turtle dived as we fell and when we hit we found out the water was as deep as a shoe. Then I woke up I think it’s because we watched Monty Python. I knew it was going to be a good day after that.
At like seven we went to the enlisted club with Atom, Perry, and Jessica.
But for every good there is a bad…. Kris had told me to look at the shit Atom put on his Xanga so I did and guess what I found out. I found out that he hates my guts and never wants to see me again. Well I knew it was to happen sooner or later but not this soon. Okay I did steal his love but theoretically he cheated on her so I went to comfort her and comfort I did and she fell more for me. ITS NOT MY FUCKING FAULT DAMN IT I WAS JUST THERE AT THE WRONG TIME.
AHHHHHH my fucking brain hurts damn you Atom for making me think... nah I'm kidding my brain dosen't hurt from thinking it hurts because I hit my head on my wall.
well...... FUCK OFF I'M NOT IN THE MOOD TO TALK | | |
| well its been awhile but I just got back together with Kris... for the third time. This time she says that shes over atom and will be closer to me and more intimite. O she also said shes going to stop smoking untill samanthas born (the name she gave her daughter). Well besides that my lifes been okay... I geuss. For some reson Sarah's been doing things like bitting and flashing with out meaning to and licking things in certien ways and it turning me on. So far this has happened eight times. Well what ever the reson for her actions, please continue doing it Sarah. Well Kris went to the main land wensday, the same day we made up. She's there visiting her real dad who dosnt know she is pregnant... so ya... Well I'm tired for some reson and I'm going to log off. Talk to you all later, love you Lia, Kris, & Sarah. Bye Bye!!! | | |
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