Christa Says:

Blake is awesome. If you are friends with him, go you! He is a really fun guy, and has an amazing taste in music. I have  only known him for over a year, but he has shown me tons of things.

1. Trust.
2. Friendship.
3. Closeness.
4. Having a good time during bad times.
5. GREAT inside jokes with his mom. (WHITE POWER!)
6. Love.
7. Forgiveness.
8. Making the right choices.
9. Beauty.
10. Independence.
11. Sticking up for yourself.
12. Not being afraid to tell the truth as it is.

i love you, blake.

Love,

Christa.

p.s. I am done updating without approval.

No, I don't update my Xanga anymore, but still check it.

Don't you hate it when friends have your password, and update your Xanga without your approval? =) See example A :

Be at the post on the 9th.

Because I'm awesome.

Or not.

WWWOOOWWWW. Long time no see Xanga. Well, sorry for everyone who enjoyed my comments, and posts, for Xanga has been super boring. i don't even know if i'll update anymore. most likely i will, but not on a daily bases. probably not on a weekly bases. well, i guess this is the part where i inform everyone on what i've been up to, and what's some interesting moments since my last post.

• The first, and most important, is i had a girlfriend from Oct. 14th - Nov. 21st. this special girl and i, have been best friends since 7th grade. and she's also liked me since 7th grade, and i started liking her in 8th grade. the main problem i had in not going out with her last year was i didn't want it to be weird. but we ended up dating. it was amazing. i've never felt anything like it. she's so wonderful. beautiful, inside and out. i was definitely falling for her. she made me feel, complete, loved, happy, worthwhile. and the best part, was she felt the same thing. she felt something special. i made her feel special, loved, happy, in a way that no other guy has. but, it came to an end. i was heartbroken. i still am. their's a possibility that she still might have feelings for me, but it's a long story on what happend, and what is going to happen. right now, i'm confused. i want to wait for her, but at times i feel like i don't deserve her, and just give up. i don't know what to do. all i know, is that i still love / really like her. but right now, we're still best friends. and i'm thankful for that. i still miss her.
• Another thing that's happend, well you all know i was in marching band. and we ended up winning state! yeah dog. that's what i'm talking about
• i recently joined a band. we are called Forgive and Forget. of course, i'm going to be the drummer. we even have a MySpace. www.myspace.com/forgiveandforget0 . so, check us out. no music yet though. be expecting to hear us at The Post sometime next year.
• as you all know, Christmas has just past. i don't feel like naming everything i got, but i was pretty happy with it. especially my mp3 player =)
• high school. is awesome. i've already made a lot of friends, and i love each and everyone of them. and for those new friends, thanks for taking the time to get to know me.
• i got a hair cut! ahhh, i know. well, i just figured it was time for something new. i'll have a picture up soon, if it's already not up there.
• i got voted in my resource class for Basketball Homecoming King. didn't, win. oh well. i also got voted for Football Homecoming King, when it was football season. didn't win haha. oh well again.
• and last, but not least, i do indeed have a MySpace. i still check Xanga about everyday, but just don't feel like posting anything. because it gets boring. so, if you want to keep in touch, add me at www.myspace.com/12644354 .

Before, with the old hair:

After, with the new hair:

P.S. Christa's amazing. End of story.

Xanga is getting really boring. i'm not even looking forward to updating anymore. i don't even want to update now, but i'm doing it for all my Xanga friends. bblllahhhh.

yesterday was the Concord Invitational. the three hour practice in the morning went by really fast, so that was good. the invitational itself was pretty sweet. since my school was the one hosting it, we didn't get like scored or anything. just played. and the only band we saw was Purdue College. they rocked. hard. they even had the World's Largest Base Drum. haha, it was huge. after the Invitational one of my friends who's junior and plays tenor in the drumline told me i should join next year. because are new percussion instructor wants an underclassmen, because the two we got now are both juniors. and my friend think's i'm the most physically fit freshman to do it next year. so, i'm doing it. they gave me a practice pad, my friend gave me his music to practice reading it, and my other friend gave me a pair of tenor sticks. sweet, i know.

today i went to visit my grandparents. they ones that live far away, so we call the Grandma and Grandpa far away. easy as that right? well, we mainly went to go move some of the stuff out of my great-grandmother's house, (the one who died earlier this year), and had somebody come pick it up, and my grandpa sold the stuff. other than that, i just chilled.

wow, this entry turned out pretty big. oops, lol.

well, i wasn't really planning on updating. but i have nothing better to do, so here it is.

Tuesday nothing really happend, i think it was just pretty much the same old Tuesday. Wednesday nothing really different as well. except we had a convo, and it was this group of people who go around the country expressing how bad sex, drugs, and alcohal is, my using like music and skits. it was actually pretty good. the black guy was tight haha. except he had a bad past. you know, his mom and dad having troubles so she ended up killing him, she goes to jail, she comes back, goes to the hospital from smoking i think, then dies. and he was 10 by the time she died. so, i felt bad about that. drugs, and alcohol will fuck you up people. sure, let's be realistic, i know everybody is going to try it. i know i will, but it's how you react to do. don't be a drug addict, you'll be fucked.

i think i need a more updated profile picture. nothing really changed, except i'm probably a little tanner and hair is longer lol.