I hate this awkward feeling.

I don't really know what I am thinking or feeling right now.

Absolute confusion?

True flattery?

When new people come into your life, it can be mind-boggling at first.

Sometimes you don't know what to do because you are scared of getting hurt like you have been in the past.

But then you look at all the good things and realize that you haven't felt this way in ages.

Sometimes it's worth it to be a little scared.

Nobody else ever knows what life has in store for them down to the point either.

Crazy how someone can be incredibly happy, flustered, and anxious at the same time.

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I still have bronchitis.

I still feel super sick.

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I feel like doing a little look into the past...

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Love you all.

Sometimes I feel like I have been so naive.  Like I only see what I want to see.

Is that possible?  I am sure that it is -- to ignore the obvious, just because you don't want to accept the truth?

I don't know why half of the time I waste the tears.

Sometimes you just can't help yourself though.

One year ago I wouldn't have known that today I would say, "What would I do without these people?"

They were nonexistant to me one year ago.

I guess the tables turn as time moves on.

I wouldn't trade these girls for anything.  Nor would I give up this experience.  I know that it was the right choice.  I know that it was meant to be.  In exchange, other things just aren't.  It's not that simple.

Behind those big blue and brown eyes...

Past that wide smile..

What do you see?

I'm just curious.