ha my back looks fatty in that picture. Im gonna take a new one soon i promise. Yeah Ive broken up with Joey. He found out about Nick Sekely so yeah. Nick Sekely has moved to Wyoming and my parents still hate him and they dont want me to talk to him, but weve kept in touch and i still love him.

But ive found a new Boyfriend. His name is Nicholas Garchow. And he knows everything about me. Nick is seriously my best friend. And ive liked him since about December of this year.. but then i met Joey.. Then Nick Sekely.. so yeah. Now were finally together. I actually think that ive talked about him in past entries quite a bit. Hes my old Boyfriend Jacob's friend. So ive known Garch for a very long time. i dont know what id do with out him.

 this is me at a dance this year.

this is me and Nick Garchow... arent we cuuute?? hes hot, no?

and that is his little brother Andrew, who is evil, but cute at the same time. And he thinks i smell pretty.awe lol. my nickname around his house is jodi with an I. Dont ask me how that happened, but i am.

i think these last 3 pictures of me are good/bad. i can still see some bones. But its like ugh i feel like ive gained weight but i havent. Im hoping its muscle, but im still afraid to weigh myself these past couple weeks. Im stopping working out and eveything because it makes me feel like im gaining weight or something. idk. Prehaps im just odd.

And once again.. i have a boyfriend who is skinnier than I am. Garch is 6'4.... 154lbs. yeah. So Joey was skinnier than me and so is garch. Great. I can never catch a break can i??