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Thursday, March 30, 2006

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alex!

love yall

Freakin Amazing..

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 02:29:36 GMT

hey everyone so im in texas.. brad came up for his spring break and now im down here for mine.. we have been gettin along great.. i hate being away from him and its gone suck when i have to leave. um.. brads at school right now which sucks.. but w.e. i should be home sat. or sun. duno which one.. and my game against K-State is on sat. so i might make that.. and its under the lights! whoo that should be amazing!

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So we won against MU today!! 5-0... with double over time.. its was absoutly amazing.. i was freakin out.. brad is flyin in today.. hell be here around 7 50 i doubt ill see him today but well see..

mmm my water from mcdonalds.. i just go crazy!

me and amanda in the car.. on our way there.. we couldnt stop singing!

lexi after the game!

our mighty dragon symbol!

Dont ask.. i was tryin things on when i was cleaning lexi's room..

yep this was right be4 i was about to go to bed...

drinking my milk.. yum...

walking throught the halls... check out my cute rugby bag.. yep looks pretty tite! bad pic though..

alright... hum.. whats been going on.. alright well ive been workin a lot! and... ive been playin rugby a lot.. so i havnt really had time to hang out with ppl.. um.. this weekend is stayed at lexi's house cuz my mom went out of town and that was a lot of fun.. we went out! um met some great ppl!uh.. i have my first RUGBY game on sat. but my freakin boss secdualed me to work.. and so im tryin to get off but i duno..i relaly hope i can.. brad is hopefully commin up for his springbreak! i duno if he is though..hupf.. that would be sad....alright well im gona go cuz im tired!

I love Brad!

*!* Alex *!*

My Life.. soo... unpredictable...

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 18:51:31 GMT

Hey Everyone.. well this weekend was kinda intresting.. i started work.. and that has been going really well... rugby is going great im finally laerning how to tackel and everything..ive been really sick lately.. and my mom is actually makin me stay home.. which is a first.. i jsut got donw watchin weddin crashers.. which is a GREAT movie.. and.. now im listening to the song Tru Love by Faith Evans.. which is a good song.. hum.. this weekend.. friday i had to work till 7.. then me and jessica went out .. that was a ton of fun! im not used to hanging out wtih diff. ppl besides ales and all them... but wow it was sooo much fun!!! then.. sat. i had work at 11.. and didnt get off till 7 again.. and then i went home to take a shower and stuff.. and take a nap.. then i went to krysta's house with ali hutt! that was fun.. those sleepless night are the most fun! haha.. newayz.. then.. um... hum..sunday.. i had work again.. at 10... and got off at 2! thanks goodness.. but the thing is.. ppl who work at pizza street get all the free food they want and free drinks and all that good stuff.. so im gona be a fat ass pretty soon!
so ya.. thats about it.. im pretty sure brad is commin up here for his spring break!! which is like 2 weeks away.. whoo hoo.. i want to go out there for mine.. but i have work and i duno how many days i can get off.. hupf.. so hopefully i will get atleast a couple 5... prob. not though.. so ya thats about it!!

I miss u more
                                             Just hearing ur voice
                                              But thats all we've got
                                              we have no choice
                                                  If i could have
                                           Just one dream come true
                                                 I'd dream a dream
                                             That I could be with you

"Usually, getting kissed is like fireworks going off. But with you,
              its a whole fricking box of TNT."

when you can't stop smiling after you talk
            to him and you still get butterflies in your
            stomach, & that huge smile across your face
            everytime you see him , that lets you know he
             will always mean something to you .

when im older and my little girl ask me who my first love was i dont wanna have to pull out the old photo album, i wanna be able to point across the room & say he sitting right over there....

a 3-word statement does not justify the importance that
you have in my life. instead of saying i love you, i want
you to know that no statement in english, or any other
language, could possibly captivate the very essence of
how much i truly treasure your existance

i wish you'd open up your
BiG BEAUTIFUL EYES &&
look in hers && maybe you'd
notice shes absolutley crazy
about you.

This was taken the first time i ever went out to texas!

yep.. i would have to say were kinda retarted...

My Life.. you like?

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 20:26:40 GMT

I no my xanga is really long but i like puttin all this shit on it.. i think its fun!

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Paris and Nicky

Wild, infamous, and stunningly gorgeous.

You cause a scene wherever you go

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I miss him!
We had tonzz of fun!

Tite ass car!!

hum..

I love my view...

never wake up before 10
never go to sleep before 3
normal hours are for normal people
& you never want to be normal. how
boring;; im yawing.

Hey Everyone.. hum.. well i just got home from school. and im really board so i might as well tell u about my weekend and such.. ok humm..

thursday night- had pratice..came home got ready.. hung out with colin, jacob, and linel for awhile.. had to go home unfortentaly.. then ali came over and then we just hung out and went to bed.. wow what funn.. then...
friday- woke up.. went shoppin for awhile.. then went back to sleep.. umm ali's ex boyfriend called and wanted us to go out to smithville for his birthday so we did.. wow.. um.. really the only thing i remember is ali sayin well atleast her puke was pretty.. tell ya much? that night was crazy.. cuz all i really remember is gettin woke up at 5 sayin we have to leave somehting had happen.. and u no the crazy thing is.. the ppl who had to come and get my basicaly kidnapped me.. but in a good way.. not like serisouly but thats the way they put in cuz i duno long story.. the ppl wouldnt let me leave the house basically.. neway..
sat-went to anouther friends house.. then went home slept till about 6 p.m... woke up.. colin came over to pick us up and hang out and then it was courtwarming night for everyone so some of my friends came upstairs to show me what they looked like cuz they were at bolings.. and man they were sooo pretty!! ghaa im so jelous.. neway.. colin left.. and then branden came to pick us up and we went to this big party.. but from the night be4 i learned not to drink.. so i stayed sober... who hoo go me.. newayz.. then at about 3-4 we went to a friends house and lauren threw up everywhere!.. that was groose.. it wasnt so pretty.. newayz..
sunday-next mornig ali wouodnt wake up so i stayed all day with my friends and hung out with them in smithville. and we went to pizza shop and all..then we went to a superbowl party at the house we had partied at the night be4.. that was fun.. meet some great ppl!...went home and yea..

monday- went to school late.. um ya..went to get a job.. got it! now i work at piza street.. i no kinda stupid.. but its a job.. but my boss is a jerk! ghaa.. newayz..

tuesday- school ,pratice.. and well ya..

wednesday- boaring!!!! doctors appt. we talked about a lot of things.. and it really helped

thurday- woke up late but got to school on time! thats good.. cuz ive only gone to like 7 days of first block this quarter out of.. ummm 3 weeks.. ya bad.. newayz.. my friends gave me som aderal.. cuz there thinkin about puttin me on it.. i wasnt sure if i should take it.. but i ask my srink.. and she said try it and see what happes.. so i did.. let me tell ya i got like all my homework done in one settin.. compared to 4 hours of homework with not gettin ne of it.. so ya.. that was good.. and now im sittin here about to go get ready for pratice.. were inside today so i dont get to tackel ppl.. but atleast i wont be cold!! whoo hoo

me and brad havnt been getting along as well but i think its because we never see eachother.. i duno it sucks cuz now i have a job.. so i duno how many days i can get off.. and.. i dought he will ever come up here expect for christmas when he has to.. so its gona suck till summer..and i miss him like crazy.. and just wish it would be better for him back here.. but i dought he will ever do that.. so im just ogna have to live with this for now.. hupf..

well i will tell u how the rest of my weekend went next week cuz i have pratice right about now.. so bye!

people ask me why it's
so hard to trust people,
& i ask them why is it
so hard to keep a promise

nothing seems to be
going right, Me & my
parents are fighting,
my friends dont want
me anymore, what did
i do to have you go?
please just come back...
i want you back...

I know you're not exactly crazy
About the way I have been lately
& I don't know when I should say
All the things I want to say
Cus I know that it would hurt you
& I don't want that
Cus after all the things we've been through
You deserve much more than that

she was a beautiful girl with big blue eyes
hiding her secrets of hurt and lies
she wore sweaters every single day
hoping the scars would just fade away

i didnt get the worst feeling in the world
when you said goodbye. i got it when
you said hello again. b/c i realized you
were still in my life but a completely
D i F F E R E N t P E R S 0 N

and she could go on for hours.
just speaking of you. and all of the
wonderful things that you always do

You dont have to read this whole song.. but its a great song!
Crazy Bout Ya Lyrics

Master P (Mercedes) talking:

Mercedes Mercedes I'm home boo
Look what I got for you baby
(Look get this up out of my face
I told you I don't want anything to do with your dirty money)
What?
(I'm telling you, you need to change your life)
Man you trippin on me? and I'm out here trying to have something for us?
(Cause when it all boiles down it's gonna be me crying)
Man you aint gotta worry about that
Oh you think your better than me now?
I'm outta here girl.

Chorus (Mercedes, Ms. Peaches)

I'm going insane without you, I'm losing my brains without you
and I just can't help myself, don't want nobody else, I'm so crazy about you
I'll do anything to see ya, and I slay myself to feed ya
I just can't help myself, don't want nobody else, I'm so crazy about you

Verse 1 (Mercedes) :

I'll never forget the first day we met, I was so crazy about ya
I beeped you all the days just to here you say, someday we will be together
You know you made me have this funny feelings,
I guess I just love me a thug
You know how to push me down and take it from me
Show me that real type of love

Verse 2 (Master P) :

Ugh
The feelings I have for you, it's hard to explain to you,
I would do anything for you, girl I'd die for you,
I live my life for you, so crazy about you
just give me a chance and I promise never to lie to you
I would be the best for you, complete any task for you
any wrong doing, I swear, I'd do the time for you
I could feel your pain that's why it's easy to cry for you
so please don't leave me cause I can't breath without you

Chorus (Mercedes, Ms. Peaches) :

I'm going insane without you, I'm losing my brains without you
and I just can't help myself, don't want nobody else, I'm so crazy about you
I'll do anything to see ya, and I slay myself to feed ya
I just can't help myself, don't want nobody else, I'm so crazy about you

Verse 3 (Mercedes) :

Who took care of the situation when you got caught by the feds?
and I was waiting on your every phone call lying alone in your bed
my people tell me your not worth it, but it is so hard to explain
and just the thought thought of you on top,
makes my nature hot, i want no other man

Verse 4 (Ms. Peaches) :

Who kept everything fresh for you? The best for you?
Who counted all the figures for you?
Continued the buisness for you?
Who ran away those niggas for you?
It was me that paid the bail for you, collected all the mail for you
Who do you trust with your life? Who can't wait to be your wife?
That is I Ms. Caitlin, the one you love tonight
I'd be the first girl to fight about ya, so please don't leave
cause I can't breath without you

Chorus (Mercedes, Ms. Peaches) :

I'm going insane without you, I'm losing my brains without you
and I just can't help myself, don't want nobody else, I'm so crazy about you
I'll do anything to see ya, and I slay myself to feed ya
I just can't help myself, don't want nobody else, I'm so crazy about you

Verse 5 (Mercedes) :

I'm going crazy, about my baby
no one could ever take your place
with all the memories we share, nothing else can compare
so I'm hiding my pride, what I'm feeling inside,
I know that I can't hide

Chorus (Mercedes, Ms. Peaches) :

I'm going insane without you, I'm losing my brains without you
and I just can't help myself, don't want nobody else, I'm so crazy about you
I'll do anything to see ya, and I slay myself to feed ya
I just can't help myself, don't want nobody else, I'm so crazy about you
I'm going insane without you, I'm losing my brains without you
and I just can't help myself, don't want nobody else, I'm so crazy about you
I'll do anything to see ya, and I slay myself to feed ya
I just can't help myself, don't want nobody else, I'm so crazy about you

MY Weekend!!

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 23:43:48 GMT

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Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	friendly
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	the only thing I desire
Your smell is...	exotic
Your smile is...	hypnotising
Your love is...	one of a kind

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Hey everyone.. this weekend.. hum.. let me see.. well wednesday.. i got kicked out of my house.. went to toni's then thursday.. i got in a fight with some girls.. duno who they were then me toni ali got into some trouble but were out of that.. sooo yeah..

Friday~ um had some ppl over and drank.. a lot.. went to bed around 5 30 in the morning!! wow that was a fun night..

sat~ um.. woke up went to ales's went out with her and her family all day.. and night.. then went to her uncles house for the night.. then

Sun~ woke up.. came back to my house.. had some ppl over all day... and now im just sittin here waiting for brad to call me back..

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I have been getting into so much trouble lately and im tryin to change and get better so brad and me will stop fighting cuz it seems to me when ever i get into trouble brad and me fight... so im going to try and stop that.. and... im quiting smokin!! whoo hooo good for me...im going to se brad soon!! and that will be a lot of funn... im going to spring break with brad and were all going to colorado to go snowboarding and brad it teachin me how...!! whoo i cant wait.. and im hopein to see brad sooner but i duno waht is going to happen cuz we both cant miss school.. so we will see what happens..

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Me and my mom havnt been gettin along much lately but i hope things start workin out because im tired of being kicked out of my house and having to rely on other ppl.. ive usually been on my own and taken care of myself.. so i hate when other ppl have to or feel sry for me.. but newayz..
Ales i am always here for you.. i love you so much!!

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^^^Im So InLove With Brad^^^

Love -- is when you miss him, even before he leaves.
when you could talk to him all night & never get tired of
hearing his voice. when the sound of his name sends chills
down your spine, when you see his smile the second
you happen to close your eyes <3

CAITLIN
C	is for	Cheesy
A	is for	Abstract
I	is for	Impressive
T	is for	Tender
L	is for	Loving
I	is for	Important
N	is for	Nice

What Does Your Name Mean?

Monday, January 16, 2006

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 20:13:31 GMT

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BAR SLUT PARIS
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i think its time to update!!..
so great weekend.. ahh i dont even no where to begin.. so um.. friday.. what did i do..ummm i was with ales.. o ya i remember and we went to even's and a lot of ppl were there.. uh... sat. it was Aerial's Birthday!!! woo hooo that was hella fun.. um.. ghaa i dont remember much but i just remember fallin a lot and um.. takin pictures... and um.. well goodness thats about it.. then Sunday!! wow! let me tell ya what a night.. okay first me and ales were in a really bad mood and we wernt going to do nehting nad the jae called us and wanted to hang out and so Can came to pick us up and we wentaround for a whilethen we went to Jimmy's house and umm.. dont remember.. and then there was a fight at 12 at park hill betweent Ryan M and Zane!! and Ryan fucked his shit up!! whoo hooo Go ryan!! then.. we were driving off.. and there was about 30 ppl there.. and i saw this bitch i didnt like.. jumped out of the car.. and umm.. we.. heres what chuck said....... LOL ALEX COHEN DAWG WHAT A BEAT HAHA!!!<<<< yep... then went back to jimmy.. he lost his phone at the fight.. and um.. i dont remember..

i loved this weekend!

alex

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Wed, 04 Jan 2006 23:47:04 GMT

HAPPY SWEET 16 BRAD!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!! your 16 whoo hoo!!!!!
HAPPY SWEET 16 Britty!!!!!!

Hey everyone!!!

well time to update...

so brad left... yeah that sucks.. but ill see him soon.. (cough cough) but newayz..

christmas break... hum..
very good.. um spent it all with brad! yeah.. but the day that he was suppuse to leave.. we both end up with the 24hr flu! witch sucked.. but he got to stay a day longer! so that was good..um..
new years... fun.. wont go into detail.. but um
Can- o shit we missed new years!
alex- no can look its countin down
can-no look its over
alex- no can look its at 5..
adam- i think i need a kiss
brad- alex....where are you..
alex-over here!

pretty good new years...

so mommy came back.. and she is a lot better.. no more drinkin!! yeah! finally! shes clean and going to AA.. for who ever doesnt no what that is.. its a achole recovery abuse thingy.. yulp deff. proud of her.. um...tahts about it with her..

School- kinda good.. tryin to keep my grades good this smester! hopefully that will work out...

but i deff. miss brad a lot! and its a lot diff. with him not here! i hate it

alex

i love brad!

You dont choose who you fall in love with, you just fall...and you get this person who is all wrong, but yet so right at the same time...you know that you love them so much, except sometimes they just drive you completely insane and no one can explain it...the reason its so confusing is because its love...and if you didnt have any challenges...what would be the point?

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Caitlin Cohen
Birthday:	Auguse 31, 1990
Birthplace:	Kansas City
Current Location:	Kansas City
Eye Color:	Blue!
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right
Your Heritage:	umm.. celtic irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:	stelitos
Your Weakness:	puppies.. i want them all
Your Fears:	the ocean.. so many sharks!
Your Perfect Pizza:	Cheese.. with original crust.. from papa johns
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Being nicer..
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	duno..
Thoughts First Waking Up:	is there a party tonight?
Your Best Physical Feature:	i bet you could be able to tell..
Your Bedtime:	when i get off the phone with my baby..
Your Most Missed Memory:	being with my baby everyday..
Pepsi or Coke:	Diet Coke..
McDonalds or Burger King:	Wendys..
Single or Group Dates:	Single!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	groose!
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	EWW i hate coffee.. i like vanila frapachinos..
Do you Smoke:	YEP!
Do you Swear:	YEP!
Do you Sing:	Badley..
Do you Shower Daily:	YEP!
Have you Been in Love:	YEp.. still inlove..
Do you want to go to College:	YEP! NYU, UCLA, or texas state
Do you want to get Married:	YEP..at 23..
Do you belive in yourself:	yep
Do you get Motion Sickness:	o ya..
Do you think you are Attractive:	haha.. when i get all prettied up
Are you a Health Freak:	nope
Do you get along with your Parents:	nope
Do you like Thunderstorms:	hell no
Do you play an Instrument:	nope
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	o ya
In the past month have you Smoked:	o ya
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	um.. cant remember
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	nope..
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yep i live at the mall.. literally
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	nope
In the past month have you been on Stage:	i think..
In the past month have you been Dumped:	nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	haha.. uh...
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	o ya
Ever been Drunk:	o ya
Ever been called a Tease:	not lately
Ever been Beaten up:	hell no
Ever Shoplifted:	o ya
How do you want to Die:	fast and easy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Director, producer, or a photographer
What country would you most like to Visit:	Paris...
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	blue.. hazel
Favourite Hair Color:	blonde/brown
Short or Long Hair:	short
Height:	taller than me
Weight:	bigger than me
Best Clothing Style:	abercrombie, hollister, AE, guess
Number of Drugs I have taken:	dont worry about it
Number of CDs I own:	to many..
Number of Piercings:	6, belly button and ears
Number of Tattoos:	gettin one..back of neck
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	ghaa nothing.. cuz i wouldnt be what i was today..
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Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 19:11:04 GMT

alrighty so i havnt updated in awhile.. but here we go..

CHRISTMAS BREAK!!! yeah.. brad is in town and we r spending every min. together!! ghaa i missed him so much.. we r havin so much fun...

my mom left the day be4 break.. and i duno when she is commin back.. i duno she jsut up and left.. she said she was never going to do this to me again.. (leave) like she did for 2 years be4.. and then one day she jsut leaves.. ive been stayin with my dad.. and i hate it! its not the same.. even though me and my mom fight.. i still love her and i wish she was here... i duno.. ppl have been leaving me and givin up on me for as long as i can remember.. and she does it to me again.. well see what happens.. but i duno waht im going to do.. i cant wait till i turn 16 and get out of here!!!

last night.. wow!
me and brad stayed at my moms house.. no1 home! yeah sooo.. we started out jsut us... then.. ales came over.. and brian came over.. and brought some stuff.. and so.. yeah get the point? alex was feelin pretty good last night.. after about an hour we left and went driving around.. and um.. then we saw travis and ben!! and at about 12 30 we came bacjk to my moms hosue.. and travis and ben came over!! wow.. i really dont remember much.. but i no i had funn! and um.. then... yeah.. feel asleep around 6 or so.. and woke up around 12 and started cleaning!! yeah... lots of cleaning.. and now.. im jsut waitin for brad to wake up.. and tarvis to go get ben.. and i got to go do some shoppin.. and then get my night started again... well i love everyone tonzzz!

and ill update when brad leaves.. witch he better not..

ghaa i love brad!

alex

o yeah i for got about christmas!.. lol.. wow

ummm christmas eve.. i went to brads grandmas.. and we had a BUNCH of ppl over there.. and then yea.. next mornign did christmas at his house.. and then i had to go with my dad to go to my brothers.. and that was fun... i miss my brother a lot.. then.. went back to brads grandmas.. and made ginge bread houses!! wow.. mine was really pretty and then brad decided to smash it! how rude!

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 01:24:54 GMT

ahh so this weekend was sooooo much fun!! okay.. so..

Friday.. umm went with Ales after school.. and got picked up by josh and crystal.. didnt really know what we were gona do.. but we went.. umthen we went over to mistys house and brian came over.. he decided to go muddin but in the snow.. omfg it was sooo much fun! they hooked a sled on the back of the truck.. and me and ales got on ahh! it was scary.... but that okay.. never though lil miss alex would be doing that.. but newayz.. then we went to do some other things.. and at like 1 30 we got hungry so we went to I HOP! lotz of funn there.. then ummm we went to ales grandmas.. and yeah.. next day woke up.. slept till like 5! ghaa then brian and dustie and josh came to pick us p and whooo lots of fun!! then a bunch of us rented a hotel! ahhh tonz of fun!.. um came home.. my mom had a chiefs party and some friends came over for that.. fun fun fun! then umm talked to my baby for a lil bt.. then bed..

monday- didnt feel so good.. so had a really relaly bad day in school.. 4th blocked came around and i was like fuck it.. i dont care and walked out.. i duno i jsut hate it now.. things have chnaged so much...but w.e maybe they will start lookin up....

Things are just so hard now.. i hate brad not being here.. spending everysingle min. of every single day with him.. and then the next day he is gone.. its so different.. and i cry way to much.. i just wish he comes back here.. thats the only thing i want.. i would be the happiest girl in the world.. its true hes the only person that knew me inside and how...and it was amazing that i came to love him so fast.. everything is jstu so messed up lately..i just want him back...

11 more days till brad comes! i cant wait.. i get butterflys jsut thinking about it... i jsut love him so much.. i just whis htings were different! ghaa i hate it and miss him!

miss. caitlin

Monday, December 05, 2005

Mon, 05 Dec 2005 21:09:21 GMT

wow sooo a lot has happened.. um.. im in the middle of tlakin to my dad about gettin my own apartment.. and things are really lookin good... i hope he says yes cuz i cant stay here nemore with my mom.. but well see.. um.. brads commin in town soon for christmas.. and he is suppuse to stya with my until break is over!! i cant wait for that.. im so excited.. nothing much has really happened.. still hanging out with my friends all the time... um thats about it..

I wana be the reason You Smile....

I love Brad sooo much!

alex

okay so i was lookin threw some old notes of mine tonight.. and i found a poem that trevor scott wrote abotu me and brad.. and i thought i might share it..

Alex and Brad have lased so long
with everything that sould possibly go wrong
They seem very happy because we all know they are
who stole the cookies from the cookie jar?
Sometimes its good, sometimes its bad
But Brad trys not to make her mad
although they fight
they love to play
they love makin popcorn and doing homework on a rainy day
yes thats true wouldn't you say!

ghaa lol that was soo funny when he worte it

I want a boy. A nice and cute boy. Someone who would move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me. Hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous. Someone who would think I was beautiful if I dressed so trashy it was classy. Someone who would sing to me at random moments. Someone who would let me sleep on their chest. A boy who would beat the shit out of someone if they called me fat. I want someone who wouldn't mind buying me bouncy balls whenever given the chance. This boy would wear his hats side ways and let me wear them too. When he goes away, he would call me 3 times a day. He would apologize for calling too much and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he still does it--And I don't get sick of it. He wouldn't mind me reciting the lines to all my favorite movies. He would surprise me with 25 cent rings. And on his birthday, I'd treat him to his favorite restaurant. We would have contests of how far we could spit our gum, or how far we could jump off a swing. He would take me to the park. We'd make fun of people at the mall together. He would grab my waist and kiss my neck. Sometimes at night we would put on music and dance in our pajamas. Oh and I'd love his bed head. And we'd always take pictures in photo booths. He'd never turn down a trip to the boardwalk. We would play tag on the beach. He'd tell all his friends about me and smile at me when he did. This boy would call radio stations and dedicate songs to me. We'd sit on the kitchen floor and eat PB&J sandwiches. We'd kiss in the rain. He would write me notes to tell me where he was if he left when i wasn't around. Whenever I saw a funky purse, he'd encourage me to buy it. He'd always tell me when something didn't look good, and I didn't mind. We would play Playstation. Sometimes he would teach me how to play guitar, but he would always end up laughing at me. He'd make cute noises in his sleep, like when he'd roll over. He'd run his fingers through my hair. Someone to share lollie pops with. He will get along with all my friends, and vice versa. We'll go to the diner real late and make friends with everyone there. He would never be embarrassed to say "I Love You" In front of his friends. He never censors himself if he wants to say 'cute' or 'aww'. I want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me, and than go totally soft when I got sad and apologized. I want a boy who would take me to a place like Target just to make fun of certain things. He'd love music just as much as I do, but still have that punk rock side to him. We'd have a candle lit dinner with take out. He would pretend box with me and buy me swords at toy stores. We'll kiss at midnight on new years in Times Square. We would make funny faces at each other when im on the phone. I want a boy who can sing to me acoustic. I want someone who would lay with me outside under the stars. I want a boy who appreciates the trashy side of a girl. Someone who would take me to the city just to walk around. Someone who will squirt me with water guns in the house. Someone who would tell me i was beautiful, but not too often. Talk on aim about stupid things. Someone who would look me in the eye and tell me something very, very serious, yet silly and tell me not to laugh. Someone who would make me laugh like no one else could. He'd pick up a flower for me while walking. We would Scream every word to every song we listened to. He'd surprise me all the time. He wouldn't break my heart or lie to me. A boy who would watch me put makeup on and then tell me I didn't need it. A boy who likes stars also like i do. We'd quote lines from movies or songs to describe the moment. He'd hold me closer then normal if i was sick. His feet wouldn't bother me as much as everyone else's do. He would draw me pictures. He'd let me pick out a few cute shirts for him, and we'd play dress up. When we kissed our hips will be pressed together. He'd play with my hair. we'd go to different phone booths and call each other. We'd fight sometimes. But he never settles on what i think, it would have to be mutual. I want a boy who wouldnt mind to change his ways and open up to me.