Seriously, this month just seems to be going by so fast. It’s bringing me down. Today is going by so quickly time wise, but it feels insanely slow because I have absolutely nothing to do and the girls are gone til tomorrow afternoon. Daytime television is horrible, it really is. Today all that I have watched is basically, a marathon of the show Fabulous Life Of…. It makes me sad inside. Oh wait, I also read two celebrity gossip magazines. I don’t understand people’s fascination with those things; both the magazines and celebrities.
I had to change the channel, hearing about how people spend their money made my brain shrink, just a little.
It feels like a weekend already because its so damn quiet here and I feel like I should be doing something or like I should be going out somewhere. Oh, so by the looks of it, my truck is fixed. I only say this because my dad took it again this morning with the pretense of picking up the new window. That is great news because right now, I definitely feel like doing something this weekend. Now, it’s just a matter of finding people who want to do stuff. That’s always the hardest part., especially when I have no idea what I want to do.
I’ve been thinking about going running in the mornings but my damn it is just too damn hot outside! I’m lucky if it’s 77 degrees outside in the morning and even then its too hot. Not to mention that the park is kinda creepy with scary people stalking around in there. =\ Stranger Danger.
I came to the conclusion that I was never going to get around to studying until my room is all cleaned up and organized. Right now, there’s still clothes, boxes, trash, and all sorts of other junk all over the place. >_<
I am bored. Genuinely bored and it’s been a while since I was genuinely bored so now I don’t know what to do with myself. Cantr is totally dead for me and it is sooo depressing. Mouse has been throwing fits lately and not wanting to work so I’m afraid to even touch it, so no Simming or anything of that sort.
What to do? What to do? I have no idea what to do with myself. I’ve got 3 hours before I have to go get my aunt from work and I only have the car anyway so I can’t really go too far otherwise I can expect another lecture from my dad about the car being uninsured and such. I’ll spare myself the lecture. I don’t really even feel like really doing anything other than what I’m doing right now, but that is so boring! Haha, I’m a damn contradiction. Part of me wants to do something where I’m jumping around and moving about but the lazy part of me is just wanting to sit here and do nothing, except maybe breathe.
I’m feeling discouraged about the party on the 28th. We’re all poor so I don’t think we’re going to be able to afford food or anything other than just the balloon fight and then that’s a wrap. That’s sort of depressing.
I think I’ll do everyone a favor and end the babbling here. In all honesty, if I were really wanting to do anyone any favors, I would just delete all of this without posting, but that sounds so involved. =\.
Enjoy your weekend, folks, and send me lots of cookies!
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