Hey Chicas and Chicos,

i just got good news from aj i can see him not i'm on the phone wit my spice girls laur and court nad talking to the 3rd one online Katie yay! now we r in a lesbian chat room haha pretending to b gay lovers bbl

<3 Patti                   i love you Alexander John Kowaleuski!

 Everyone dont fucknig trust Lauren as far as u kan fucking throw her! she lies and shes good at it heck she got me to fuckngi beleive we were best fucking friends wen she had alterior motives i fucking cared for her soo much and she stabbed me in the back in the worse way ever! i hope u read this lauren i hope that u kno that i'm gunna cut myself to night and i hope that u kno i wanta die tonight and its all on ur shoulders in no one finds me bleeding than well gues wut its on ur conscience i hopw ur happy....u reuined a god friendship oh.....wait u dont fucknig care cuz u dont even fuckngi care about me, wow i must be really stoopid if u could pull the wool over my eyes for that long huh?u r the most vile and disgusting person i kno if that doesnt not bother u on the inside to kno that ur killnig ur firend inside that ur reaching in to ur chest and riping out her beating heart!! i hope your fucking happy!!

<3 you kno who you are!!!


and to think that i actually fucknig trusted u? and than u go behind my back and do shit like that i fucking hope u die, ur the worst friend i have ever had in my whole life, dont u understnad the concept of chicks b4 dicks or even the concept of boyfriend and girlfriend u make me sick and if i kill myself tonight in my suicide note it will say its all becuz of a friend who i loved betrayed me pulled my heart right outta my chest and stooped on it til i slowly died painfully and slowly so i'll bleed for u tonight cuz u obvisously want to me my hurt dont u? u mean this whole relationship is so u could get closer to my b/f bulldhit ur the biggest liar i have ever met i bet u never even cared about anything i sed u jsut fucknig used me, have some respect for urself becuz u make me sick!

......pretend like u dont kno wut i mean........

</3 i hope you choke on ur own words

im so upset so confused really i jsut wanta stop everyting i jsut wanta go back i wish i didnt kno mayb than i would hurt so much inside!!!

<3 Patti

omg all i have to say it that  [[January 15, 2005]] is a day i will not soon forget!!!

 *AJ*Cassie*Bonni*Sauls*Kelly*
..:..Awesome mems! gotta do it again!!..:..

Cats with sexy assholes~Pusssssayyyyy!~vic grossing us out!~nipple rings~piercings disscussions~Sauls in my clothes~bonni and the wet crotch~Kelly getting caught in that box~going swimming down the stairs~"I'm swimming"~peace~cassie breaking the fan~Cassie and the smelly magazine~the "Stereo" in the fire~is that a boob?~i got one finger~pierced ball sacs~Cassie and the puddle~he doesnt got any busch what a shame~big pimpin~the snot shirt~Sauls eating my boogers~garlic bread~Cassie singing when I was on the phone wit my mom~the infamous 4 hour phone call with "Quinny-Poo"~Do u like pink or orange better?~Sauls in the cot when we woke up~Bonni it was BIG~Bonni it hurts~safety blanket from the cold~Cassie and Kelly throwing ice in the water~Cassie losing her cell phone~Cassie shoe melting in the fire~the sheet barrier~Peeing together~Bonni peeing behind the tree~Finding and Stealing tampons~BIG STEPS!~Cassie licknig the floor~Sticky floor~Hand towels~gasoline~Praying for the Jets to win~wanting to kill the Jets kicker~rolling on the floor~poking eachother with hot sticks~punching eachother in the tits~kelly fingering Sauls belly button~punching Sauls abs~Chillin on the car.~Me falling alseep on Sauls~Bonni wearing Sauls' pants~Pouring water on his underwears.

^^and probably a million more i forgot to type! memories for a life time!

over all good weekend tho! Hanging out wit AJ which i love and despritely needed! and meeting Sauls and hanging wit my girls and just having a Blast!! we definitely all have to hang out alot more! well gotta go write more at the end of the day! ox-*pLs*

<33 SiLiIe Nose                  I miss my BIG SiLlIe NoseHair!
aka Patricia Louise                 aka Alexander John

 Survery  im bored!

LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: DD-danielle
x. Saw you cry: ummm Larry Kayte and whoever was at the wrestling match?
x. Made you cry: I'd rather not say.
x. Spent the night with: Aj
x. You shared a drink with: who havent i...but it must my bro
x. You went to the movies with: Ah...Aj at Rhode Island...hahah enuff sed 
x. You went to the mall with: Cass and her mom and her moms friend
x. Yelled at you: Mr. Leh
x. Sent you a text: Aj on AIM
x. You kissed: Now I don’t kiss and tell   , but the answer is simple to figure out! its Kim lol

HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it: Yes
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: my fish looked at me funny was i was in 4th grade so i flushed it......does that count? lol
x. Been to New York: Yup
x. Florida: yup
x. California: Nope
x. Hawaii: Nope
x. Mexico: Why would I go to Mexico?
x. China: haha funny one...
x. Canada: no
x. Danced naked: Hell Yea!…LOL
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: God no.

x. Had an imaginary friend: When I was like five years old.
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: Someone appreciative, romantic (but at the same time…well ya know haha), not into other chick and "hanging wit the guys", and of course, you gotta love the laughter.

x. Do you have a crush on someone: I’d consider it to be more than a crush.
x. What book are you reading now: books wut r those?
x. Worst feeling in the world: Not knowing where ur love is or wut they r doing....

x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: “Wheres AJ...he was there in my dreams...guess not in really life?” 
x. Future daughter's name: Makenzie Dawn
x. Future son's name: Ryan Nolan
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: a million
x. What's under your bed: a desk a bookshelf umm my computor my computor chair the window lol
x. Favorite sport to watch: I love watching football and baseball and of course my HOCKEY!!
x. Current Age: fifteen
x. Siblings: Two older brothers
x. Location: Belvidere
x. College plans: Notre Dame, Stanford, Purdue, Miami, Rutgers…Haven’t looked into much, but they stand out to me so i kno there names haha.

x. Piercings/tattoos: soon but for now only ears
x. Boyfriend: I sure have a boyfriend

EXTRA STUFF
x. Have you ever done drugs: Nah, that’s not my thing.
x. Do you drink: Once again, not my thing.
x. Who are your best friends: I got a couple, Cass Sarah Lauren Nina Robyn DD and others lol
x. What are you most scared of: Heights   .

x. What clothes do you sleep in: Boxers and a shirt

x. Where do you want to get married: at the Naval Acadmey
x. Who do you really hate: Well there’s this guy, I’ll call him "Tony"…If "Tony" and I were to meet, I’d have a lawsuit on my hands  .
x. Been in Love: Not gonna go there...
x. What type automobile do you drive: 1998 Chrysler Seabring Convertible and its red baby...eat that!
x. Do you have a job: Job’s are for the weak.
x. Do you like being around people: Some people, and no not all the time.

x. Are you for world peace: Why not?

x. Are you a health freak: I enjoy being clean but i dont freak out about it

STUFF
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: In a way?

x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: Yeah, I’ll admit to that, we all have our times of weakness...Yes, even me, lol i cry all the time wut am i shitting about?
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Nah.

x. Want someone you don't have right now: That depends what you mean by “have”, love my boyfirned but i dont "have" him hes in rhode island so yes i do "want " him
x. Are you lonely right now: yea....i miss aj!
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: Not really, I’m usually a positive person and i love aj and hes loves me good combo
x. Do you want to get married: Of course
x. Do you want kids: Yeah, DD always tells me I’m gonna have like twelve haha.

FAVORITE
x. Room in house: Bathroom...best seat in the house
x. Type of music: I have a wide variety.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: sadly
x. Bought something: food count? yea umm i tihkn i nought a pretzel and some white cheddar popcorn
x. Gotten sick: yes and had NO voie!!
x. Said "I Love You": Yeah, to my family and aj and cass
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: In a way.
x. Met someone new: yeaa
x. Moved on: I moved on a while ago…took me long enough haha.
x. Talked to someone: I’m talking to cassie ringh now i lvoe her soo!
x. Missed someone: Like totally and complettely yea! i miss you aj!
x. Hugged someone: Yeah, i ugg like 56784454 ppl a day lol
x. Kissed someone: Now I don't kiss and tell (Well not everyone anyway)   lol cough cough......kimm.....cough cough

That was fun, enjoy it kids.