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Name: Ashlee
Country: United States
State: Pennsylvania
Birthday: 6/6/1988
Gender: Female
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Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
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AIM:  ItalianAngelxo17
AIM:  Oddball031204
AIM:  EvilKitten1788
AIM:  SilentScreamsx17
Member Since:
2/24/2005
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| i didnt get the part of jasmine and im not as upset as i thought i would b but im stilll really upset I really wanted that part and i worked hard for it but oh well ill just b a lil dancer in the back were no 1 can c me, so on better news ok there really isnt any good news besides the fact that my car is getting fixed but other then that im kinda depressed but this morning when i woke up i had a feeling that sam got it and then i went to school and yeah she did this sucks i mean im happy for he but i really wanted the part more then i wanted anything and it sucks b/c once again the part i want is taken away from me . . . whatever? | | |
| so i just found out that andy ( my step bro ) and his girlfriend broke up ::shock:: i would never guess that they would its so wierd and my step sis (julie) told me there is a goast in her apartment it talked to her twice so i told her to do a check on the people that lied there and there was a girl that was murdered in the appartment below hers ::shock:: oh and i carved my first pumkin yesterday i was so excited and then i got sick but i think im fine now i still feel wierd but better so i hope i can go to school tomorrow and dace on fri ok well ill talk to ya latter | | |
| so i signed up for the school play im excited im trying out for the part of jasmin but every ones telling me that this senior is going to get it but i don't know i guess im just gonna try and well see what happens and today i had my first company class we learned this dance that were gonna do sometime in the future it was really cool i liked it and leo is so hot lol oh and im starting to babysit so if ya know anyone who needs a sitter just let me know tehe ok well ttyl | | |
| my life is driving me up a wall i cant take it no more things or going crazy between my mom and dad and school and dance and babysitting it all seems to be growing into a bigger and bigger snow ball and its headed to hit me i cant take much more there is so much i got to do and i dont know what to do i need money depertly and i not getting any there needs to be a way i can make money with out getting a job cause i dont have the time and i need to keep my grades up and my car needs to be fixed and i need to pay for RB2 and so much else i cant handle it i just wanna crawl under a rock and cry my eyes out i just wanna hide from the hole world. everyone keeps telling me not to be hard on myself but how can i not be so many people expect so much from me i feel like the hole world is glaring at me and laughing cause my life really sucks right now and i just need to get away i hate to ramble and complain like this but i have to let it out other wise im gonna explode and just kill some one | | |
| so i havent been on in a while been very busy with school and stuff um so I audition for the roxy 2 and um i got in I guess its like a jr company kind-a-thing and i audition for the nutcracker and i got in but not the parts i really wanted i got good parts im in flower and snow flurry Idon't knoe if thats differnt from regular snow but whatever lauren got femal doll which i think is the kissing doll and marzapain and flowers we both wanted spanish but maybe next year i really like it at the mill iss cool and i like the teachers im a litle mad at myself i thought icould have done a little better and got a better part but i guess i have to take into accont that i havent danced all summer which im totally pissed off about i really regreat that i'm just gonna have to work extra hard next year i want to get better parts i finaly think i picked a collage i think im gonna go to the collage my mom teaches at cause its near home and i can still dance at the mill and then hopfully get into the company | | |
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