In_Your__Eyes's Xanga

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Wed, 25 Jun 2008 23:21:20 GMT

listen to the song on my page, im so in love with it

guess what?!

well ive been talking to ryan on the phone again, i randomly called him 2 days ago, and we talked like old times,cept without all the "i love you",but he did ask me if i would ever date him again in the future and i said yes,cuz lets face it,im still in love with the kid,even tho im currently still dating mike but i never talk to him,but anywhooo,ryan told me that he gave up on marylin and blaaah and so i was on his page(not to be a stalker or anything) and i saw him saying the same shit he was saying to be, but hes like "oh your amazing, i wish we can be together" so i talked to him today bout it and hes like oh i was depressed and i didnt mean it, and then we started to say i love you again, and then all of a sudden hes like "will you go out with me" and you knoow what i said,yes!

but im really scared he's gunna leave me again, he said he wont make that mistake again,and all this other shit, but what if he asked me back out only to like make him feel better, ya kno? just have someone or some shit, but whatever, ill take that risk,thats whats life all about right?

oh god.

we're moving in like 3 days! we're hardly packed ahah

i cannot believe we're moving, im still in shockk, im finally gunna be free,aha,going to be away from my dad,ughhh thats gunna feel soo gooood, best believe we're going to have parties like errrday boiii!

what else ,hmmm, i finally chiled with jenn after not talking this whole year! it was kinda akward so i left the next day,it was to wierd & boring to stay there

and i attempted to dye my hair blonde,but it came out a strawberry blonde

dont make fun of my hands!

and dont make fun of my nose!,ps i wish the spetum was real

ill add more lata!

Friday, June 13, 2008

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 17:50:37 GMT

wow,me and ryan are over, fo real!

ive been miserable

: //

but im slowlyy getting over it

he said he was still in love with this other girl, bulllshiiit righttt!?

i was like "wayy to fucking going ryann, to be honest with you, ive been doing drugs every day ive talk to you, and ive been talking to people you dont want me to talk to, hes like wow, fucking druggie,pce forever

ive crried alot, and had a relaspe on my legg, if you get meee, idk

but im getting over it, inch by inch

BUT;;

today was my last dayy at schoool niiiiggga!

ima senior!

=]]]

and to kick off the summer, i chilled with marc, and smokedd, and did some things, ahahah!

he quite adorable, but his nose kills it, lmfao, but hes mad chill,

i dont know if ill date, i think he only wanted to hit and quite, but he didnt hit it., aaha but he got something(and no not a blowjob,ewwww!),and so did i

; )

butt anywhoo

im stravvvin!

PCE!

Sunday, June 01, 2008

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 14:32:14 GMT

its been a loooong time,eh?!

some shit went down,but for the most part, im still here and nothing to extreme happened

on the first of march ryan allan brandhuber asked me out and i said yes

well, i havent talked to mike in atleast 4months, BUT, he did leave me some comments saying "i love you" and i guess he got my name tattoo'd on his hip, which is the cutest thing ever!, but im so confused, i mean i miss mike sooooo much!, but im in love with ryan now, we'll see what happend

i still dont have a job or a car, pathenic right?!

wtf, lame as fuck

hopefully before or around july 1st, my mom & my brother & i , would be moved into a new house, in a town right next to ours, with out my dad! : D. im exxxtrememly soo very happy about that, everyone hates my dad, so we needa get away from him before someone kills him, ahaha, the new house is adorable!. mad parties every weekend, if ryan allows me, because im supposed to "quite" the drugs and the drinking for him, but i cant, im like addicted to everything, idk what im going to do

but anywhooo

schools almost out! less then 2 weeks lefttt baby! if i pass, im getting my tattooo! of alice in wonderland on my back, im sooo happy, and then im going to be a senior, thats soo insane, these 3 years in highschool went byy incredibly fast, im so glad thou,im soo done with schooool

OH lmfaaooo, i gottt braces

hoow randommm is that shit, there so lamme, and embarrassing

I NEED FRRRIENDS ON HERE!

talk too meeee

<333

im in love with oxycottons!

worrddd n.i.g.g.a

nasty!!?

fuckk you!

Monday, March 31, 2008

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 19:19:19 GMT

i did myself,and then i took it out

so that was a waste

ahah

and then i redid my hair

and tomorrw is me & mikes 4month annerverisy

Sunday, February 17, 2008

Sun, 17 Feb 2008 22:24:52 GMT

hii;

well its been far to long since ive last made a blog

well,first off im now 17, but i aint got shit

me and mike are still dating 2months,on the 1st it will be 3

failed like all my exams, but still passed everything, whiich is odd

i guess thats about all

ill post a new blog in a week or 2

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Wed, 26 Dec 2007 18:34:05 GMT

merry late christmas guys!

hope you had a goood one

<33

i did, i got a new laptop!

and a new phone also and new service, i finally got verizon

; D

welpp

then its almost new years! oh oh man, that year went by soo quickly

im gunna party it upp

and im still dating mike, and im so in love with him

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Tue, 04 Dec 2007 20:35:53 GMT

micheal andrew milford

my baby

i love you so much

nothing to new, cept mike and im in love with him

12/1

yea its only been 3days but he gives me these butterflies that i cant ingnore

hes a dream, but i feel so ugly

i mean look at him and then look at me

hes the beauty im the beast

i love you mikey<3

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 23:19:36 GMT

happy thanksgiving everyone

mine was alright

fucking pricks

i was going out with this kid named justin for a month and a half

on vf, i knew his password

: D

so bahahaa, i found out he cheated on me with this cunt, and then my "friend" started dating him like she was my friend, so then he breaks up with me, and i go on his account, and deleted it

lmao

anyways, ive been talking to mike, colts bestfriend

: /

i kinda have a crush on him

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 18:18:22 GMT

got my monroe done

but of course it was getting infected

so i had to take it out

: /

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Tue, 30 Oct 2007 20:39:30 GMT

happppyy halloweeeen

: )

OH MY

UGHH THE LEAD SINGERS VIOCE IS SO ANGELIC

I WANT IT

its dance gavin dance