it's been really lonely for me.

I have had almost no communication besides maybe like half an hour a day with some friends at Summer School.  I feel like exploding. I feel so damn alone.  This girl I've known for two years, Jenna, my own motherly type figure is barely ever around...and I haven't actually held a conversation with my girlfriend for about 3/4 of the month.  I am a wreck.

I do not know what to do, because I'm never good alone.  I can do things outside, but not in this 120 degree weather! It would be suicide.  Video games aren't as fun as they used to be.  I just can't keep my attention on them. They just aren't interesting anymore.  I forgot my instrument at school on the last day, so I'll be damned if I can play.....damn it.

I wish things would go back to the way they were when school was in session.  I would have my girlfriend and my friends.  I wouldn't feel alone. At all....meh. 

Dunno why I even bother writing anything here, but I needed some kind of vent....
~Becca