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fake faces everywere i see
fake people looking back at me
sit down, don't tell me, don't tell me
where i don't belong
i heard a sick sad voice
it was honesty, i turned to her and said
we need to be medicated
and you're the prescription
http://www.myspace.com/notbraindeadjustshy, i'm there too.
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today=mine and
Chuk's 5 months
jealous?
you should be.
i love you.
♥♥
♥♥
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i finally have my laptop fixed!!!!
after almost a year....sheesh.
i'm getting my haircut friday
kinda short, kinda not
it's never been short
tears will fall
school starts monday
i don't want to go
but i am determined to be organized this year
been helping sandra with wedding plans
i never realized so much went into it
i'm trying to get in touch with friends who i don't get to see much
me and antonin are moving to japan
i'll be a geisha, he'll be my body guard
oh yeh
i wish my hair would stay red
i hate my natural blonde locks
sigh
chuk wants to have a picnic, paint, and take pictures
he's perfect for me
all those who came before are of no comparison
and no one ever will be
i am so lucky
"write down, to remind yourself on how it can be
you're tugging at my heartstrings
i have become so helpless to your touch
you leave me restless
breathless, wait for me
the closer i come to you
the closer i am to finding God
you're a miracle to me
burning like joan of arc just to see you
i would dance with the dead cause i believe
if these are my parting words
then this, my last request
hold me until i sleep
if i burn, then i burn for you"
<3
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i feel like rudolph.
no one invites me to join in on their reindeer games anymore.
i ask if "friends" want to do stuff, but they don't have the time.
but later on they can hang out with other "friends"
makes me giggle.
i give up.
i don't feel of much worth lately anyway.
yes, i'm whining. get over it.
you're the one that came to my xanga.
whatev
<3
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i suck at updating.
my birthday was last saturday
party this saturday, maybe.
whatwhat?
i got a new tattoo
and this is my other one
nifty right?
i might start working at fatz again
maybe
i have senior pictures made in an hour
wish me luck
i want a t-mobile sidekick so bad
it haunts me in my dreams
my name is megan, and i'm a texting fiend
"the only way to cope is to realize"
love = chuk
up up and away
<3
i have found that what makes me happy is trying to make other people happy
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