| Praise God!!!I sat on my bed, crying. i was finally broken, and the time has come for the seed planted, to be reaped. the shadow that once was, is no longer; a light, not of its own, but from someone else, has taken over.
i remember last year, i was talking to my friend and i was pouring my heart out to her. and she lifted me up to the Lord. eventually she asked me if i was ever saved. growing in a baptist church, i knew what to answer, i knew what to say, i knew what to believe. deep in my mind, i knew, but i was not. to make the long story short, my friend shared to me the gospel of Jesus Christ. explained to me who Christ was, and what He has done for me. and that night, by the grace of God, my eyes could finally see. and it was that night that i realized that Christ saved me from my sins...hmm...i've been a christian for a year now...its awesome...looking back and seeing how God has worked in my life is just...idunno...awesome seems to be an inadequate description of the greatness and glory of God's work in my life. i have no claim over it, for it is all Him!!! To God be the glory!!! Praise God!!!
hmm...im thinking though, i was about to celebrate today when it dawned on me, that my celebration of God's work in my life should not be limited to today, i mean, Christ has saved me and given me eternal life...so then, why should my celebration be limited to only today...shouldnt it be that my celebration be as long as i am alive...after all, i owe my life to Him...I was thinking of ending this with a "praise God" for today, because today commemorates my becoming a christian...i think that would be an injustice to Christ and His work on the cross though, for i think that my life should be glorifying to God, it should be a praise dedicated to Him and Him alone, not just today or on sundays...i dunno...im kinda half asleep so i may be ranting now...but o well...i praise God nevertheless...He saved me, He is Lord...Praise God... |