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Name: martin
Country: United States
State: Texas
Metro: Mesquite
Gender: Male


Interests: growing more in my relationship with Christ!!! waking up two minutes before the alarm clock goes off...and going back to sleep!!! singing in the shower...and in the car..just as long as no one can hear me!
Expertise: jack of all trades...master of none
Occupation: Student


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Member Since: 7/28/2005

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Sunday, February 26, 2006

ramblings in my native tongue...pagdadaldal sa sarili kong lenguahe

Hindi ko alam kung ano ang lalagay ko ngayon, hindi ko kayang masabi, o masulat ang mga bagay na nasa loob ng aking puso. kakatapos ko lang manood ng isang palabas na nagpa-alala sakin na akoy nag-iisa. nalulungkot ako kapag napapansin ko ang bagay na ito, ngunit wala akong magawa tungkol dito. ewan ko ba...buti nalang walang nakakaintindi ng mga sinulat ko ngayon, dahil ipinapakita, o sinisimbolo nang aking pag-gamit ng aking sariling lenguahe na ayaw ko nang maramdamang nag-iisa ako, ngunit, kahit magsalita man ako, walang nakakarinig sakin kasi kahit anong gawin ko, nag-tatago parin ako...siguro, dapat lumabas muna ako, ngunit natatakot akong masaktan...hmm...hindi siguro na hindi ko kayang sabihin ang aking  nararamdaman sa aking puso, sa palagay ko, hindi ko lamang maintindihan ang mga bagay na nararamdaman ko. masyado na namang akong nagiisip!!! o well...i guess ill just sleep on it or something...


Thursday, February 16, 2006

Praise God!!!

I sat on my bed, crying. i was finally broken, and the time has come for the seed planted, to be reaped. the shadow that once was, is no longer; a light, not of its own, but from someone else, has taken over.

i remember last year,  i was talking to my friend and i was pouring my heart out to her. and she lifted me up to the Lord. eventually she asked me if i was ever saved. growing in a baptist church, i knew what to answer, i knew what to say, i knew what to believe. deep in my mind, i knew, but i was not. to make the long story short, my friend shared to me the gospel of Jesus Christ. explained to me who Christ was, and what He has done for me. and that night, by the grace of God, my eyes could finally see. and it was that night that i realized that Christ saved me from my sins...hmm...i've been a christian for a year now...its awesome...looking back and seeing how God has worked in my life is just...idunno...awesome seems to be an inadequate description of the greatness and glory of God's work in my life. i have no claim over it, for it is all Him!!! To God be the glory!!! Praise God!!!

hmm...im thinking though, i was about to celebrate today when it dawned on me, that my celebration of God's work in my life should not be limited to today, i mean, Christ has saved me and given me eternal life...so then, why should my celebration be limited to only today...shouldnt it be that my celebration be as long as i am alive...after all, i owe my life to Him...I was thinking of ending this with a "praise God" for today, because today commemorates my becoming a christian...i think that would be an injustice to Christ and His work on the cross though, for i think that my life should be glorifying to God, it should be a praise dedicated to Him and Him alone, not just today or on sundays...i dunno...im kinda half asleep so i may be ranting now...but o well...i praise God nevertheless...He saved me, He is Lord...Praise God...


Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Currently Listening
An Evening With
By Shane & Shane
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i have finally found a song that interests me...its the music that im playing on my site...

fringes by shane and shane i think...

yea...im gonna figure out how to play it on the guitar...unless someone already knows how to play it, and decides to teach me...o well...

its quite interesting...

alrighty then!!!


Sunday, January 29, 2006

mMm...ramen, good.... crucial to survival...

mmm....dessert...looks yummy...ok, thats it...im really hungry now...i think im gonna eat.

 for those who don't like kisses as much as i do...i hope this image will suffice for your standards of yumminess...


Tuesday, January 24, 2006



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