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hey hey!! so it has definitley been a while since ive last posted anything about life on here. its all about my myspace nowadays. So life here isnt too bad. it is finally down to the nitty gritty stuff at school. i am down to my last quarter and spring break is about over. Im hoping that spring break will be enough to hold be over until May 19 when school is officially done for me anyways. It seems like its getting harder to focus so hopefully ill be able to buckle down and make it through and everything.

as far as college is concerned....im still going to LCC and i think that im going for psychology....i think....and i want to minor in massage therapy. i dont want to remain at LCC forever. i want to transfer after a year or two (at most) to either GVSU, CMU, or Spring Arbor. but idk we'll kind of see where im supposed to be headed. as of right now im not sure which path im supposed to be on. Im hoping that everything will just fall into place...

i am a bit shocked at how quickly this year has passes. i thought senior year was going to pass by so slowly but it has passed by so my quicker than i had imagined. all of a sudden my eyes are really starting to open for what seems like the first time. ive gotten so much closer to people and its gonna be hard to imaginge life without the 60 people that i have seen everyday for the past 5 years. OMG i guess im starting to appreciate everything in high school a bit more. idk just a small observation. anyway peace out!

Currently Listening Leave a Whisper By Shinedown see related

life gets a little more interesting everyday.....i've hit my breakin point....school is so frustrating!!  everything i do i feel like i always fail no matter how hard i try and if i do well i always could have done better.....you know, my worst enemy is me. its so true! math is at the height of my frustrations!! during christmas break i studied so hard for an important math test that could make or break my grade. i was feeling comfortable about it until i got the test back today....yeah who pulled a 64%?? a 64% is not the grade that i studied all christmas break for..... i about had a break down 6th hr. i couldnt stand even being in the math room. i had to leave to go pull myself together. it was bad....so much for trying to raise my grade....

these past few days everything has just been kind of piling on top of each other btw all the school work that i need to do and exams that are next week and  that i am no where near ready for and for just being there for friends who need me.....this little lady is tired!! 

Another thing that is need of doing is looking towards my future aka college and stuff.   i was thinking is elementary education or psychology what i really wanna go into?? would i be good in those fields? i love kids but am i really suited to be a teacher? so many questions and not enough answers...what is my calling?? Its not like i have mych more time to decide... am i really good enough for those two jobs?? neway the question of the day is what is my calling? where does God want me to go and how will i know at the end of it all??

Currently Reading Yesterday's Warrior By Heather Harrison see related

hello all my people!! its been a while since i've updated.....to bring everyone up to date....It is 2006!!! omg i cant believe i finally graduate this year!! i have a mix of feelings about graduating. 1) i am oober excited b/c i finally get to leave this place 2) am i really ready to graduate? i mean i like my cutesy little bubble. LCS has been my safe haven for a long time now but am i really ready to leave it behind? a part of me wants to be able to take some things with me and all that but i want more than anything to get out and explore the real world.....hmmmm.... we'll see how it all plays out in the end!

also Ryan and i have been dating for a month now! i am really happy in this relationship!!  i cant say it enough but just total happiness is such a switch for me and i like it. i like the feeling of being in love and being loved in return! it just feels really good and for once things seem to fit. so that is that.

School is still the same old same. i think that it will never really change in that aspect and i have 3 tests today none of which im really ready for.  but hey whatever....the way i see it im gonna do what i gotta do the best that i can and thats all i can i give. ''

One of my "New Yrs Resolutions" is to learn what it really means to Fall in Love with God and to do it. that is something that im gonna work hard on and hopefully learn something interesting this yr.!! that is my life for about the past month.

IM GRADUATING THIS YEAR!!!!!!

Currently Reading The Pact: A Love Story By Jodi Picoult see related

hey kids!! its been awhile since my last entry so i will try and bring you all as much up to date as i possibly can....for those of you who don't know ryan and i are officially dating ( since Dec. 2 to be exact) and i must say that i am really happy. i've been behaving which is good b/c i dont want to do anything to mess up a good thing.so happy...

all my college peeps are back in town!! I love u Karsha!!! can't wait to hang out with you.

i still hate school!! math especially....i hated feeling retarded in that class. i think i understand it but then math has to come back and slap me in the face and say " hey chris ur pretty stupid!" so frustrating!

I can't believe its christmas....where did my entire year go? i wanna go this school having no regrets at all....i plan on living my life just one day at a time......so far that has worked.

i have a goal to read alot over christmas break. ive got about 6 books lined up and i want to read them all and more. right now im in the midst of this really good love story by jodi picoult called The Pact (a love story) and so far it is so good. i would tell u the plot but i wanna get further into the book. im 70 and some pages in but ill spill later. i wanna get to a point where i can read a thick book a day but right now i dont have the time b/c of school and work and my love for people. neway there isnt enough time in the day to update and still do hw!! PEACE!!

~chris

PS> tonight is the season finale of Nip/Tuck!! my goodness i may need some comforting tomorrow.......

Currently Reading Les Miserables a New Unabridged Translation (Signet Classics) By Victor Hugo see related

hey everyone! so last night i went to the LCS vs. Portalnd St. Pats game at the Breslin and let me tell you that it was such an awesome game! but we came out and conqured once again i loved it. Tomorow night or morning i should say is the finals game with LCS vs. Frankfurt @10:00 AM. so if u can make it totally come...it's gonna be a great game b/c we lost to them early on in the season so it will be a great game. someone is going home with the championship title but it is gonna be a guaranteed throw down for it!!

neway so life is good right now at least i personally think so right now. i mean life throws some pretty awful things at you but all you can do is look to the skies and take 5 more steps and soon things will be good. i personally feel that life is so crazy but totally worth all the blood and tears that some of us put into it. this is the story of my life.

My abs hurt so bad!!! Last night cook and i went to Applebee's after the girls' game and we pretty sat and laughed the whole time!!! it was pretty dang sweet. Laughing is such a great thing to do and you have to love it. Laughter is so contagious.

newho i hope that life for everyone is going well always call me up or email me soccerhoney2206@yahoo.com or IM me or call my cellie b/c i always answer! cya luvs chow!!

SMOOCHES from your favorite person!!!!