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  • Height: 5'2" HW: 121 CW: 114lbs UGW: (approx) 100

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Monday, July 07, 2008

  • Wow, I have so much to report over these past few days.  Things have been great!

    So my starting weight for this month was 116.5lbs/52.9kilos, and my goal was to lose between 3-5 pounds/2 kilos.  When I stepped on the scale on the third, I was already 114/51.9!  Pound and a half in two days?  Can't complain. :D 

    I thought I did badly over the 4th of July weekend, because I kind of indulged in a lot of shit.  Also, I'm in the middle of my period.  But my dumbass decided to weigh myself in the middle of the day today after eating anyway.  The scale still said 114!  So HOPEFULLY I'll weigh myself in the morning once my period's gone, and I'll be down another pound or so. :D

    For the first time in my life I'm actually having great luck with the guy I fell in love with.  It has nothing to do with the fact that I'm losing weight and looking better.  He just cares for me back, for once.  Good news. :)

    So for today:
    in: approx 820
    out: 300+?  Hours of Tom foolery.

    And for this month (I've been keeping track, even though I haven't posted):
    5,050/26,000 and 995/4,000

    One more thing.  I might not post on weekends anymore.  It's just difficult to find the time to.  And that way, I'll actually have more to say during the week. :)





    I love legs. D:

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

  • I'm encouraging and challenging you girls to make July great. <3

    Meow.


    I know a lot of girls have gained weight, or lost motivation now that summer is here and they aren't tiny yet.  It's completely understandable to me.  I've been there!  But this is a new month now, and it's a new start.  I strongly encourage you girls to start a plan of your own, and make rules of your own!  Base them off of problems that you personally face when it comes to weight loss. 
    Don't follow a plan someone else wrote and put in a book.  Come on.  They aren't you.  The results are never identical.  You need something for yourself. 
    I made a plan of my own (see my massive previous entry), and it's very loose and easy to follow... but it's all that I need to lose weight.  I set a number of calories to have/burn in this month (so I can have a bad day here and there without it effecting the big picture, as long as I do better on another day), and a few other little things like no eating at night, and no more four digit intakes.

    I've been sick and stuffing my face for too long now.  July will be my time for a mother fucking change, because I'm going to make it be.  We can all do anything we set our minds to.  So let's set our minds to losing weight.  More seriously than we have before.  This shouldn't be depressing to think about.  Losing weight is a great thing, and it make us happy.  So why not work harder at it?  You're perfecting yourself-- not depriving yourself!

    I love you girls.




    Today's intake and outtake: 
    In: OMFG I FUCKING BINGED WHEN WE ORDERED PIZZA DJSAFKLSHASDH
    950
    Out: 150 so far, just little things. 
    I'm going to go work off some of that pizza now though.
    Burned an extra 100 calories.

    So far this month:
    In: 1,680/26,000
    Out: like 200/4,000 D:


Tuesday, July 01, 2008

  • Some New Rules (Tuesday July 1st [9:00AM])

    Sorry I haven't posted an entry over the past couple days.  One night I was with my aunt, and she had me eating like a pig (I just couldn't turn her down, her face fell like a puppy, haha.  It's no excuse, but hey.)  Then my Grandfather died, and my whole family is a little ajdsflalkj over it.  And yesterday... Oh yesterday was a total binge day.  There's no other way of looking at it.  I kept eatingeatingeatingeating, then my stomach hurt, so I just ate more.  I feel like I had 10,000 calories, even though it was probably closer to 1,500. 

    I'm not even going to touch that.

    On another note, I'm feeling sick again, like with a sore scratchy throat.  (Ugh.)  I'm ignoring it this time, because I'm not congested, and I have no fever.  We all feel like this sometimes.  I'll just have plenty of water and cough drops today-- and actually get some sleep tonight.

    Okay, for those of you who didn't read my huge explanation post from last week, I've been really sick, and decided to start slowly.  It's a new month now, and I'd love to be thin for the fall-- since the summer didn't exactly work out.  Here's my plan for July.  I'd love to lose 3-5 pounds.  More would be amazing, but I still want to keep things realistic and slow after being ill for so damn long.

    rules:
    Under 1,000 calories NO MATTER WHAT, but
    Try for under 800/900
    Lose a pound per week.
    Do not have junk food daily.
    (Hopefully that will take me one step closer to giving it up for good.)
    Do not eat after seven. 
    (I'd love to stop eating at six, but lately my family's dinner has been around seven.)
    Go on at least one 24+hr juice/liquid fast.
    (Only juice, water, and tea allowed. I've never done one of these.)
    Eat less than 26,000 calories this month.
    (That's 800-900 calories over 31 days.  Definitely do-able!)
    Burn 4,000 calories (of exercise, of course-- this isn't counting sleep or anything!) this month. 
    (That's more than 150 per day, and it should get me to start exercising again.)
    ((I've never seen anyone have a monthly goal for their calories on here, so this might be interesting.  I'm going to post my intake and outtake of the day, and so far for the month in my up-coming entries.))

    I'll probably add more rules as I think of them, but for now, this looks good to me.

    Today's intake:
    730
    NO JUNK FOOD TODAY!
    FINALLY an intake that doesn't have four digits, haha. 
    I'm so excited to be able to restrict again.

    Oh, and before I forget.  As much as I don't want to do this...  I gained back a lot of weight during the like, seven weeks I was sick in bed and stuffing my face to get better.  My starting weight for July is:
    116.5
    If I lose how much weight I'd like to for this month (3-5lbs), I'll be between 113.5 and 111.5
    To think I was 111.5 a couple months ago.  *sigh*
    Oh well, that's even more of a reason to still take things slowly. 
    This way I'll actually be able to MAINTAIN my weight.

    Thinspo <3





    Oh, and here I am.  Sorry to do this to your eyes, guys, haha.  Just wanted to put up some more pictures of myself.  Maybe one day I'll get around to showing you guys pictures of my BODY...  Click it, then click the one on that page AGAIN to make it bigger, since they're just screen shots of me on my webcam they're pretty small.

    I'M SUCH A DORK! 
    And I'd fucking hate myself any other way.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

  • Quick Update (Thursday, June 26th 10:00A.M)

    Hello again girls.  Yesterday went alright, I pretty much kept everything just how it should have been.  I'm not feeling ill at all, so that's good too.  I really don't have much to say today, but I'll definitely update this thing if something happens, haha.

    Intake:
    ??? Around 1,000?  Maybe a little more.  (Hit me, I'm a fatty.)

    Outtake:
    Cleaned the kitchen for about 30 minutes - 66calories












    (I snatched this last photo from www.xanga.com/Never_Again_Fate 's site.  I love it!  God she's so tiny and perfect.  Thanks for letting me use it, girl. <3)

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

  • Why I've Been Gone (June 25th 9:00AM)

    Yeah, so much for putting up an entry with other stuff later...
    I'm sorry I've been gone for so long.  I feel bad that I wasn't around to support you guys. 
    I actually met a lot of new girls on here right before disappearing too. 
    To you guys especially, I'm sorry.

    I've been sick.  Yeah, ever since April 21st when I started feeling bad after that concert, I've been sick.  Every time I started to get better, I'd get really sick again... and I think it's because once I felt that I was well enough again, I'd go for a run and start starving.  The cycle continued for... almost two months.  Add exams on top of that, and well,  I was really busy too. =/  These past couple weeks I've been feeling a lot better though, and I want to get back on track.

    I'm still scared of making myself sick again, so I'm starting slow.  Really slow.  I don't even want to exercise much for a while, because that always made me feel weak after.

    Goals for the rest of June:
    under 1,000 calories
    fifteen minutes of exercise daily (or burn 100 calories if I think I'm up to it.)

    That's going to be a really easy plan to follow.  I don't think it'll make me sick or anything, since I generally don't have much more than 1,000 calories anyway.  And fifteen minutes, or 100 calories can hardly be considered exercise, even.

    I'm not going to step on a scale for a little while either.  I was laying in bed and eating to recover for like six weeks.  I've gained a shitload of weight.  (I look way too much like my starting/highest weight right now.)  I might weigh myself at the beginning of July so I can have a starting weight for that month, but I do NOT expect it to be a pretty one.

    I guess that's all I have to say for now.  I really do hope I'll be around again like I was before, because if you're in this community, you need feedback.  Otherwise you'd just write your intake/outtake in a diary.  If you're part of this fucked up, beautiful community, you deserve feedback.

    Today's intake:
    Just about 1,000.
    (Dinner made it hard to say for sure.)

    Outtake:
    around 50





    Aren't those legs fucking perfect?

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  • Height: 5'2" HW: 121 CW: 114lbs UGW: (approx) 100

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