HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE!!!! MAY ALL OF YOU ENJOY THE BIRTHDAY OF JESUS CHRIST AND MAY THE NEW YEAR BE A PROSPEROUS ONE FOR EVERYONE.

QUICK UPDATE: BEEN BUSY WORKING THAT I HAVEN'T HAD THE TIME TO FINISH CHRISTMAS SHOPPING. I'LL PROBABLY DO SOME SHOPPING BEFORE WORK TOMORROW. I LOVE MY JOB AND THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH. CONGRATULATIONS TO MY DEAR FRIEND MARITES BURGOS AND LUMMER D. FOR GRADUATING FROM NURSING SCHOOL I'M PROUD OF YOU GUYS!!!!!

My name is Sarah
I am but three,
My eyes are swollen
I cannot see,

I must be stupid,
I must be bad,
What else could have made
My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better,
I wish I weren't ugly,
Then maybe my Mommy
Would still want to hug me.

I can't speak at all,
I can't do a wrong
Or else I'm locked up
All the day long.

When I awake I'm all alone
The house is dark
My folks aren't home.

When my Mommy does come
I'll try and be nice,
So maybe I'll get just
One whipping tonight.

Don't make a sound!
I just heard a car
My daddy is back
>From Charlie's Bar.

I hear him curse
My name he calls
I press myself
Against the wall.

I try and hide
>From his evil eyes
I'm so afraid now
I'm starting to cry.

He finds me weeping
He shouts ugly words,
He says its my fault
That he suffers at work.

He slaps me and hits me
And yells at me more,
I finally get free
And I run for the door.

He's already locked it
And I start to bawl,
He takes me and throws me
Against the hard wall.

I fall to the floor
With my bones nearly broken,
And my daddy continues
With more bad words spoken.

"I'm sorry!", I scream
But its now much too late
His face has been twisted
Into unimaginable hate.

The hurt and the pain
Again and again
Oh please God, have mercy!
Oh please let it end!

And he finally stops
And heads for the door,
While I lay there motionless
Sprawled on the floor.

My name is Sarah
And I am but three,
Tonight my daddy
Murdered me.



There are thousands of kids out there just like Sarah. And you can help.

It sickens me to my soul, and if you just read this and don't pass it on I pray for your forgiveness, cause you would have to be one heartless person to not be affected by this email.  And because you are affected, do something about it!!  So all I am asking you to do, is take some time to send this on and acknowledge that this stuff does happen, and that people like her dad do live in our society, and pray for child abuse to wither out and die, but also pray for the safety of our youth.


Please pass this poem on as a Blue Ribbon Against Child Abuse because as crazy as it might sound, it might just indirectly change a life. Hey, you NEVER know.


Please forward if you are
*~*~*AGAINST CHILD ABUSE *~*~<>

UPDATE: I've been so busy with work that I haven't had the time to update my xanga. I guess that's cause i work the night shift and that's the time I usually get online and i'm not home to get online.  I only get online in the morning sometimes afternoon to check my email and pay bills.  YES I Can finally admit that I'm paying ALL my credit card bills and cell phone by myself.. My Mom use to help me and believe it or not, i use to get an allowance of $100.00 every 2 weeks from my Dad. Can you just imagine that.. I had to stretch that out, but I managed. Now i'm all GROWN UP NOW!!!!  I APPRECIATE ALL WHAT MY MOM HAS DONE FOR ME BECAUSE HAS SHE PUT A LOT OF TIME, EFFORT AND SACRIFICED SO MUCH TO HELP ME ACCOMPLISH MY GOALS AND PURSUE MY CAREER..THANKS MOM, I LOVE YOU MUCH!! I TRULY THANK GOD FOR GIVING HER THE STRENGTH AND THE ABILITY TO BE A GREAT MOM.. I'M LUCKY TO HAVE HER AS MY MOM. FOR THOSE THAT DON'T KNOW MY MOM, WE ARE VERY CLOSE AND SHE'S THE "COOL MOM", AND AS MJ WOULD SAY "SHE MY FAVORITE TITA"   Well, tomorrow is my birthday and I have to work.. BOOOO!!!!  At least I have today off, Friday, to go out to eat a birthday dinner with Jennifer Prenee  and some friends, IT'S BOTH OF OUR BIRTHDAYS.   Then on my real birthday, Saturday, September 10, i'm having lunch with my family, cousins and close family friends.. So my birthday won't go to a waste. I'll be going to work having enjoyed my day and only having an hour left of my birthday till it turns midnight.. well that's all the update for now.. hope you found it amusing and intriguing, NOT.. Blah, who gives a damn anyway, LOL.. I'm sure some of you do and some of you don't.  Not really much to tell, but hope that all of you who do read it have a great day and please update me with how all of you are doing by leaving a comment, i'll try to respond ASAP or even give you a call.. time for me to go to sleep.. i just got home from work .

BIRTHDAY SHOUTS:

Sept. 8th: Jennifer "JP"

Sept. 8th: Pierre

Sept. 8th: Mo

Sept. 10th :ME, IRENE

Sept. 21th: Francis

Sept. 23th: Edward

Sept. 27th: Christine D.

Sept. 29th: Rachael

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE SEPTEMBER BABIES!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been a while since I updated. I'm just so busy with working and trying to get use to working nights, but so far it's been good. I enjoy my job and the people i work with are so fun.  I hope that it will continue to be that way for a long time. I like taking care of the babies.  well hope all is well with everyone.. Marites and San, you guys will do well on the Exit exam. I'm proud of you guys..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOM ALL THE WAY IN THE PI.  SHE'LL BE HOME THIS SATURDAY. YAY!!!!!!!!

CHRISTINE D. MY MOM GOT SOME DRIED MANGOS..LOL!