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Name: Alexander
Birthday: 3/12/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: Doin' whatevers fine with me. I play football, I wrestle, and run track... considered to be a pyro by some people because i really love to play with fire...HEHEHE HAHAHA HOHOHO
Expertise: yeah...me too.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Construction
Message: message me
Member Since:
9/19/2004
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| What becomes of us?How come we hurt the one person that means the world to us, when our soul purpose was to keep them from being hurt? I am ashamed of the way things have gone... My only hope is that the paradox of time can slowly mend a friendship so violently torn to nothing  | | |
| I UPDATED! OMGosh!!! LOOK AT ME GO! THIS IS LIKE UNHEARD OF!!!!!!!!!!!!  Didn't think anyone cared about this anymore...sorry. I really don't know what to write about in here. I haven't been up to much other than reading something new for my devotions, "The Prayer of Jabez for Teens". I've had it for a while but never got around to reading it. Ummm... My Eleuthera missions trip is coming up soon. I get to go on a missions trip with my school over spring break... It'll be AMAZING! God did so many unexpected things last years trip, I can't wait to see what he has in store for this trip! Oh, yeah! My B-Day is coming up too!!! That should be interesting...lol. Well, I'm sorry but I think that's all I have to say for now.....Maybe if I get some good fedback, I just might (JUST MIGHT) "MAYBE" keep this up...  haha. L8tas Friends. | | |
| MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!
Random Song: But I have it in my head for some reason... It means something to me and I thought I would share it.
"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"
I watched the proverbial sunrise
coming up over the Pacific and
you might think I'm losing my mind,
but I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
in the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
[Pre-Chorus]
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
that it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
[Chorus]
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to try and never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
to create so much pressure that I’ll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
sinking up to the beating of my heart,
and I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can’t let that happen again
‘cause then you’ll see my heart
in the saddest state it’s ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
Who I am hates who I've been
and who I am won’t take the second chance you gave me.
Who I am hates who I’ve been
‘cause who I’ve been only ever made me...
So sorry for the person I became.
So sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I’m ready to try and never become that way again
‘cause who I am hates who I’ve been.
Who I am hates who I’ve been.
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| "Far Away"
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
[CHORUS]
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Hold on to me and, never let me go
(I like that song. Means a lot of diffrent things to me.) | | |
| "Right Here"
I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as i can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting | | |
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