Interests:Jesus Christ. lots of tea. sciences. friendship. avid-reading. language, surtout le francais. new experiences. colouring! spontaneous moments. BIG, far-out, wild, almost-ridiculous ambitions. I LOVE to live LIFE. ART: music.fashion. photography. general art. writing. &jmm.♥ Expertise:baking cookies better than ta grand-mere! Occupation:Artist Industry:Music
it's slightly annoying that each time, the very second I say goodbye to my dad, it hurts and I miss him already. he came out to Ohio this weekend. I feel guilty about a lot of things; too many things.
"Is it a never been kissed sweet sixteen?" "..nope." why the heck do I feel sorry for that,
If I've learned anything these years, [and I'm not saying I'm some old wise person cos that's a knee-slapper, if you get]
don't let your happiness revolve around someone else. and I mean solely one person. ... heidi
p. s. jordan, your mother was wrong about the age of 15. it was the best year of my life.
so far. oh, and I was just kind of sick of bland times new roman and black.
"That love is reverence, and worship, and glory, and the upward glance.
Not a bandage for dirty sores. But they don’t know it. Those who speak
of love most promiscuously are the ones who’ve never felt it. They make
some sort of feeble stew out of sympathy, compassion, contempt and
general indifference, and they call it love. Once you’ve felt what it
means to love as you and I know it–the total passion for the total
height–you’re incapable of anything less."
amen. !
for the boy who said my shoes were cute. you're cuter, &I love you, heidi
youuuuuupppppeeeeeeee! okay, yesterday was freaky driving time however. 1. my instructor had me pull into a ghetto speedway where old men were yelling profanities at each other while he got himself a soda 2. I was trying to back the boat up and some other white suv tried to leave as I was moving [he was not moving when I looked] and then he honked his horn, so my instructor flicked him off.... 3. he kept falling asleep while I was driving. my goodness. I'm so glad to have that over with! je refuse conduire avec les gens CREEPY encore! JAMAIS! aha.
chemistry = fab. english = fab. psychology = supafab. apgov = supafab. french IV = fabbbbb to the facile. band = getting better math = getting better....
I drew a picture this weekend! of mon beau. drawing is a nice time. the picture actually looks like him. I don't think I'll post it. it does, however, inspire me to draw more.
oh yeah! and madame said that she sent the france money in to the EF company, which means... I'm officially going to France this summer! ...and definitely have to get a job to pay for a half of it. ha. :crosses fingers for the library:
I feel like doing something fun. hm. life is always good, heidi
Last nite, I had the best nite I could possibly have. Peace. It's a word I can rarely overcome. I'm always anxious, worried, troubled, and paranoid about too many things. Many people say that to be in love is the absolute best feeling-- to have someone genuinely love you. Yes, I won't disagree with these people, but it makes everything feel unbelievably real and perfect when you find peace with everything around you and at the same time, you're secluded, away from everything, with that person who genuinely loves you. Acceptance. Appreciation. Peace.
On the political side, I'm super excited for McCain's VP. A woman. A strong woman with firm ideas. Hello, Sara Palin. Her husband is a steel worker and in the union. Her son is leaving for Iraq September 11th. Her youngest child has Down Syndrome. amazing. pro-life. amazing. The one idea of hers I don't agree with is drilling in Alaska. I think we need to preserve the oil and the wildlife, but most importantly I believe we need to keep moving forward and find different methods of energy. Why rely on oil the rest of our lives? Nonetheless, I'm finally excited about this election.!
exaltation, heidi
All your twisted thoughts free flow To everlasting memories Show soul Kiss the stars with me And dread the wait for Stupid calls returning us to life
"That book was made by Mr. Mark Twain, and he told the truth, mainly."
I don't know why I'm so persistently waiting on your words, I guess I just want inside your head.
there's too much to worry about these days. I shouldn't.
my brother is going to college in January. he keeps amazing me in the best way possible. it's simply awesome how a person can change. In this case, the changes are inspiring.
I still love life. I will always love Him and you, of course, heidi
