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Sunday, June 24, 2007

  • One great calamity of green....

     Too much poetry and too much fiction and too little exercise really puts a cramp on the day, I rue the fact that I got my hands on Atwater-Rhodes vampire novels and V.V. Velde's new "Now You See It..." and so on. It's amazing how the desire for reading material overcomes embarrassment caused by teetering loads of wildly assorted literature lugged into Library circulation... But it does, truly. They're like Pringles- how do you get just one? The librarians laid a bet on me ever checking out just one, tidy, decent little book.
     *laughs in utter silence*

     Tonight I stay up- must redeem the weekend with some decent artwork; just so long as the tepid hand of sleep can be kept at bay by frequent raps of the head against the wall and caffeine. Don't you wish inspiration could be simply knocked from one's skull? Actually, what I need is a little, no, a lot, of perspiration. After all, "A little more sleep, a little more slumber, a little more folding of the hands to sleep..." I don't fancy being poverty-stricken, myself, or having to answer to God for being and idle, lazy, selfish, indulged person.

     Doubt assails me as to why I am even writing here in the first place... it's not like I endlessly aspire to be one of the faceless, youthful millions rabidly hammering out their life's story or the endless railing voice against whatever they suppose the elder generations are doing amiss. Ach, no, I've stirred hornets before- and to little more profit than some stinging welts. Well, I take it back, the one time I got my tail flamed to cinder was nicely coincided with meeting my best and most illustrious friend. And that person shall remain unnamed for the sake of his/her fan-base.
     *bows with the legendary dash of S.L*
     
     Oh dear. A little blue Spreenie just stucK MY CAPS KEY DOWN/ FOR HEAVENS SAKE! IS THAT GUM?

     Peanut butter helps, sometimes. And it sticks their machine-gunning mouths shut too- if you give them a lot globbed onto a raisin...
     Once you begin to believe in fantastic things they absolutely will not leave you alone; but it's not too bad- I don't believe in vampires- too scared one of them would decide to sample my jugular.
     Actually, I do believe in some fantastical things- tons in fact. You believe in God, a lot comes with it. He is aw-inspiring in Himself. Seeing as He exists outside of and beyond our measly universe of blackness, stars, black holes, planets, and space dust. I like to picture Him on His throne holding the entire thing like a marble in his hand- yet seeing and loving every single scurrying human on that microscopic speck of existence we call Earth.
     I don't long for Elves, Pixies, Dwarves, Ents, or any mythological creature; come on, I'll get to see Jesus transformed, the Cherubim with the thousand of eyes, the Tree of Life, every Christian that ever lived, animals that exist only in our imagination- maybe even a dragon straight from the tale of Job.
     What could possibly be boring about that? He gave so much for us... and yet he never stops giving. Our lives are the currency- His gift of salvation is free, but his road requires sacrifice as our rightful service. And when I try with my tiny mind to encompass the thought of that future life... it just about fries itself. But the joy is there all the same.
     Will we be able to even comprehend it when we are there? Will we be a bit shell-shocked? I can only imagine. *feels muchly more lighthearted*
     *emo atmosphere trickles away*

    'Tis a night of possibilities- it 'tis, and me self is ready to meet the challenge- whatever it may be. I expect it shall be stayin' awake at 3:30 a.m without the benefit of strobe lights and a junior high band at full tilt outside my door or a roasted hot dog hanging on a string from the ceiling.

     I have a little sister who had this obsession with monkeys- every single blasted time I came 'round her, up she'd pipe like a cd on infinite replay: "Do ya want to be a monkey?" (giggle, giggle) And I would heave my breast like the hero's of old and gasp, "No, no, I really can't think of a worst fate, I'd rather be in the middle of Carnegie Hall wearing Gilligan's hat and Elizabeth's corset!" Or to that affect anyway. (which is a great deal to gasp)
     And so it went- until one day I wised up- I told her, very seriously, that I would like to be a monkey, and proceeded to inquire as to how to accomplish such a thing. Alas, she couldn't quite comprehend that I had come round to her side of things. A little button nose wrinkled up, misaligning the all of four freckles upon it, and impish eyes became blank with disbelief, while her red hair swung with her gyrations aboard the chair (as all four year old red-heads must stay in some constant motion). She hasn't mentioned monkeys since, thank Rodney McKay.

     If you haven't seen Stargate Atlantis... See It. Better than the original. The characters are very easy to get attached to, especially the sometimes redeeming, interesting, mostly obnoxious Rodney McKay; Carson Beckett with a to-die-for Scottish accent (who is the smoothest man amongst them if you ask me- just watch the episode with the Ancient woman from the other planet that falls in with Shepherd momentarily) Because everyone knows if you have a Scottish or Irish accent you can get away with calling people "love" or "dear" or other such without raising an eyebrow- it jest flows natural, love, it does; John Shepherd; Elizabeth Weir; Tayla; Ford, ect.
     Watched Titan A.E last night, still love it as much as the first time.
     An incomplete list of some of my favorite movies:
     
     Lord of the Rings Trilogy
     Star Wars
     Pirates of the Caribbean
     Ever After

     Robots
     Ella Enchanted
     The Librarian
     The Lake House
     National Treasure
     Les' Miserables'
     Fiddler on the Roof
     Back to the Future Trilogy
     Princess Bride
     Princess Diaries
     Shanghai Noon & Knights
     Sahara
     The Illusionist
     Facing the Giants
     Time Changer
     The Nativity
     Quest for Camelot
     Bride and Prejudice
     Modern Pride and Prejudice
     Timeline
     Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy
     A Walk to Remember
     Flushed Away
     Seven Brides for Seven Brothers
     The Matrix (first two)
     Ect.

     Some random poetry:

    Mythical Thief

    Like a shadow set into brick
    he stands;
    Night his traveling lair.
    His gaze splintering star-shard
    brands-
    Lays our worldly treasures bare.

    The City that sleeps is
    his city;
    His fingers every single key.
    Who shall snare what must
    be fancy
    Of smoke, fog, and Fae?


    A bit of thief-matrimony
    ________________________

    Last dark I slept wrapped
     in his cloak-
    Full aware what morn would
     bring:
    First I kiss him, thieving
     bloke,
    Then regain my wedding ring.
    _________________________

    Black shamrock,
     Irish thief,
    Flitting like a leprechaun,
     Coming naught to grief.

    My Da's smoke
     Along the roofs,
    His finger they do vanish.
    I's cuts the purse,
     He runs the turfs,
    An' robs the bloody English.

    Be hidden pockets
     In my Da's vest,
    That I canna find.
    Some day, iffen he
     Does rest,
    I shall thieve him blind.
    ________________________

    Thief's Wife

    Slashes of darkness fall over

    his kender face,

    My thief, my love, he is

    as light as morning

    On the rooftops.

    Arms about me, wedding

    pearls gone,

    Into his pocket drops.

    I smile, his shoulder

    hiding my humor.

    How I love my thief.

    Thats all for now, Ach, here I've let myself ramble on like a fool who's had a pint too many and wandered to far from civilized folk. It happens though, when you carry on internal conversations and talk to yourself. Rather pathetic, sad really.
     Oh, and read Tolkien's Poems and Stories... a rather interesting thesis on Fairy Stories is enclosed. I am beginning to think I rather like the guy... he sounds like a Christian from that writing. Muses.
     And Hiawatha, and.... well, good night all.

     
     


Tuesday, June 19, 2007

  • A storm is meandering in the background.

    Ah, so here I be, all at once and not a whit confused. Well, you'll have to excuse me if seem redundant or slide into the mediocre as time goes by- I'm used to talking and scribbling for me own self and some of it is pretty pathetic believe me.
     Lately it's been poetry- usually it's art of varied and sundry cants, and fiction in the fantasy turn. Ach, I wish the interesting bits were my memoirs and not my imagination, (Sometimes life is quite disappointing in the serving up of nonense and adventure.
     Of course, a strong Irish coffee in the company of friends is almost or as good as all that. (frappaccino for summer, please)
     This is where I always begin to wonder what say. Muse she deserts me in my most hurried hours, and inspiration is tentative at best. There be a God in the sky but he isn't speeding my fingers, no.
     I could speak of my family, or where I live, or perchance why I am so very obsessed with the Jacky Faber speech of some's dismay. But nothing stirs them up proper for the moment.
     
     If nonsense is insanity,
      And "Mental" so much fantasy,
     My butt would hit a ward-cot,
      And all my work be quite forgot.

    I just read Lewis Carroll's "Sylvie and Bruno" (much more interesting than Alice and ect.), and "Icarus Hunt" by Timothy Zahn with the cool Ixil and Jordan McKell, and also his "Spineret", and "Keturah and Lord Death" (one of the only books I love, where the main character dies.), and of course, "Bloody Jack", "The Curse of the Blue Tattoo."

     I am quite in love with Edgar Degas at the moment- before him it was Norman Rockwell and Leonardo Da Vinci and Iain McCaig, whom I still worship. And without doubt, "The Fifer" by Monet is one of the most stunning old paintings I ever seen. So jaunty and tender-sad at once, the little boy looks in between pathetic and proud of his whistle and rig.
     Degas defied the critics with his open represenation of life- he didn't sweeten, refine, and dress up the truth for his victorian viewers. He showed sweating, worn out dancers, aspiring in throes of uncertainty for their big breaks in french ballet. Washerwomen; yawning, people enslaved to the dread absinthe; easy women; men caught being lazy, or good, or insensitive. His "Little dancer aged fourteen" is a thing of wear, and proud beauty from someone who knows they are not beautiful. His critics said it was the epitome of ugliness- yet when I first saw it I thought- How lovely, what feeling and what life!
     He brought reality too close to people, made them feel another's feelings, brought discomfort and that indescribable pressure to their tall, bleached collars.

     Too tired to bother rhyme
      Out of my head for real this time
     Free verse blessed or cursed?
      Will I ever forever know?
    My pillow sits crooked under my neck,
     Would it be better to sleep on the deck?
    The fan it whirls my headache curls
     Loathesome, and sparkles of light
    Much too sharp, far too bright.
    Tongue ratty with flavor of coffee
     Long gone, where did it go?
    Suddenly glad there's no special person
     Around to harp on the smell, you know.
    Pathetic I turn, nightlight I burn,
     Another day gone by with me on the fly
    And as yet the thunderbolt shies.
     *cries*

    Until another time.
     

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  • Great villains are in demand- at LEAST have yours love his mother, or something. No one but Satan is purely evil for evils sake.
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