Im so depressed right now....i need help from someone...if anyone can help me tell me...plz...i list'em:

first off its like....i feel like shit and its like one of those times were....ur mad,sad, and depressed kinda like at the same time but u dont know what ur mad at..i have no idea...i just feel so bad...

1. i feel like my friends are leaving me...like i am pushing them all away. i dont want to but i always feel like it...i dont want to be in a fight with ness right now...i honest to god am not trying to...  and i wanna make up with her...but i dug it to deep i think...idk if she will forgive me

2. my back is totally fucked

3.i think its because i feel as if something is missing and there isnt enough time for me in peoples lives

like i said i dont know whats rong with me...maybe someone else can tell me...if u got anything at all..write it in the comments...tell me what to do