| I am sinking into depression.
I really really really do not want to read my AP Lit books.
They make me fall asleep whenever I try. |
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| Ooer.
I am pathetic.
I want to call so badly.
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| I have never felt like I need affection. Attention, maybe. But never ever affection.
For one thing, I mean, I hate love.
I hate holding hands, cuddling, hugging, and being attached to someone.
But recently, I've really wanted to be attached to someone.
I want to be in love.
I don't want to settle for just anyone who likes me.
I actually want to like the person.
Unfortunately that will be difficult seeing as how I only like the person I can't have.
I suppose I will just die a bitter old lady.
Oh gosh, I could just cry.
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| I think life is going to very different for me from here on out. |
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| I'm tired. My text messaging works again. I was the happiest girl in the world for a few minutes. I'm in Chicago. I leave for Iowa tomorrow. |
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