I suppose it's been quite a while now. I have been neglecting my duties to my loyal xangans. I have a good excuse at least, and that is the fact that when I was not bogged down with schoolwork, play practice, and prom stuff, I was in a complete panic over what on EARTH I was going to do for college. It got to the point that this morning, as soon as my alarm went off, a gargantuan weight fell unto my shoulders the second I was awake enough to realize it. I walked around all day with this enormous boulder of stress crushing my back.
With this in mind, I finally came to the conclusion today after a long play practice. Annnd the verdict iiiissss......

I am utterly nuts for doing this. But today, without even thinking about it, I just walked into the house, looked at my aunt, threw up my hands, and said "screw it, why not Udel? It's something new and exciting and adventurous and if it sucks, I can transfer." Then I hugged her, walked up the stairs beaming, and submitted my deposit online. It's done. It's over. THE DECISION IS FINAL. Phew. I feel great, and I am really pumped. Sure, it might be rough, I might get stuck with a partier, but Ive been through worse, and I'd like to think I've come out at least a little bit refined. *grin* I feel happy and at peace and ready to move on.
Speaking of moving on! Now that I am done worrying about that I can truly focus on the rest of my awesome week to come. First, there is my play (dramafest, Thursday, Central Dauphin, 7pm, be there or be sqaure), and then there is prom Friday, woot. Not to mention the fact that tomorrow and wednesday are special senior two hour delays, due to testing for the young blokes with highschool still looming in front of them. *grin* Yeeeup...I'm feeling preeettty happy right now. :D
So there you are.
Kat
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