... if we all are alone anyways....

Atleast we're together in that.

its official, i now have lost faith in everyone.

no more best friends to trust, im more hurt than i ever thought possible.

fuck expectations and anyone who can supposedly live up to them. (myself included)

Two different schools and two different jobs, I dont like being "grown up" anymore.

On a brighter note, I start Trigger Point Therapy Classes day after tomorrow, I'm pretty excited!  (Im pretty sure Kati is the only person who knows what im talkin about) I can't wait to work with Dr. Perry.

Summer is half over, BARF.

I am ready to have breakout-free skin again though = )

Still don't know what I'm doing as far as some things go, but it's going a lot better than it ever has before.  I appriciate the faith a certain someone has for me and the future.... I hope to get there, but as for now, I'm scared and very uncertain.

Sometimes, I miss having my own best friend.  I know that doesn't make sense, and yes, I have best friends, GREAT BEST FRIENDS buuutttttttt, none of my own.  Every bestfriend I have is also Andrew's friend.  Sounds weird, but its not like I can tell anyone everything or trust them completely and I have to censor myself if I had andrew related issuses.  Its no biggie, just sucks to not have someone to talk to with an opinion.

Back to workkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk = 0 its good to be back

OH YYYEEEAAHHHHHH, who wants to watch the meteor shower with me on the beach?

Well, it has finally come to that point....

We, meaning with me and my dad, have finally come to the point where we had to block my mom from all numbers we have.  Its pretty upsetting that it had to get to where cutting a family member out is just realy what is the best thing to do.

Today has been just awful.

My dad had to leave his meeting because my mom pulled him out of it, then he freaked out and had to come home. She ruins everything.

Now shes trying to drive down.... good thing she wasn't a good mother, and had no clue where me and my dad actually have been living since i was a sophmore in high school.

i dunno, just something about summer just is right.

been in a pretty good mood lately

saw the astros twice

been to the beach often

went camping with b, bmauk, ashley, and kati was there for a lil while

had a great fourth with beerman

i wanna go back to work, im not going to lie

my friend chris is back from cali, so thats cool.

me, benji, beerman, channa, chris, john, mandi and sister, seth, able, ables wife Lol, lil able, ryball, and prathan(?) all went to main event and had a grand ole time. 

I won a crocodile, and chris won me a zebra and flamingo, w00t w00t