*Quotes* - -&&- Yet Everything She`s Ever Wanted She Knows She Can`t Ever Have </3* -&&- I HATE MYSELF FOR IT - I`ll Say It -1- Last Time ;; I`m Sorry . . For Ever Speaking To You - she cries in spite of herself-&&-all that happened.. all those wasted feelings- -will she ever find someone who cares? - she`ll stop ripping herself apart one of these days.. she -has.to- - im just going to let everything fall apart. - what hurts you, KILLS ME - stop doing this to yourself.. its not you.. it was never you.. its always me. -ALWAYS- - i just dont care anymore.. i cant.. i wont.. -I DO- - isnt it sad how im just so damn insecure? - close to a break-down. i can feel my body tensing up. i cant take much more of this - its days like this when my heart gives up - theres nothing inside of me anymore. no tears left, no thoughts in my head, nothing to care about anymore. just what i used to be. - -you can break[x] her heart, you can strip[.] her of her dignity, but you cannot take away her opinions.[<3] - i want someone that will make me smile.someone that will love me.i want a guy that will make my friends say,"shes happy again". - -broken,shattered,lost among it all.] i dont care anymore. im slipping away - - letting go. - -someone please tell me it will be okay. -i will be okay- - here alone,on my bed,sick to my stomach : nothing in my head. idc anymore, im so done. my head cant take it-its official. you won - &&* just as she began giving up, giving in : all the feelings came flooding back she thought she hid deep within. - &&- if i told you i loved you, would you kiss me like you meant it. or would you leave me here to regret it. - &&; she can finally smile without forcing it, laugh without faking it, && say ".im okay." && mean it.. shes happy again* - && this is when she draws the line - - between where it hurts too much to care [-&&-] where she cares too much for it to hurt - ;;* -Just once, please show her you cared. Tell her you loved her -::- Think of all the memories you shared. - ;;* -&& we'll be *t o n i g h t l e s s* baby.. <//3 - y o u k n o w y o u w i l l - - i want to fall asleep, but im afraid if i do, i might never wake up again - - cuz ill be dreaming of you - I G I V E U P youu win. R E A D B E T W E E N T H E L I N E S im giving in. - -1- of these days when you ask, did you used to love me? a tear will roll down my cheek && i will say.. i u s e d t o - &&; deep down-she is beautiful.far away;she is loved.near by-she is misunderstood.close to the surface;she is falling apart. - ;;- :.i just cant do it anymore. -w i t h o u t ; y o u- - :.i would love to hate you - - what a shame its impossible. - Don't you love when i'm a disaster...? ((such a beautiful disaster)) - Does it ever make you wonder what that girl would be like if she was normal? - My wrists bleed; My heart aches;; My soul cries out;; It's you who keeps my body awake.. - Antoher misfit - Throw me away; To you I may seem worthless, but I will me something to someone one day. - ONCE : i wanted someone to care. ONCE : i stopped bleeding because i thought you were there. ONCE : it seemed like things were okay. JUST ONCE : i found out your world can crash in just one day. - Yesterday: I wrote your name in my heart. Today: I carved your name in my skin. Tomorrow: They'll be writing your name on my coffin. - /Burn/ you into my memory. [Exxx] you into my arm. ;Mix. you into whats left of me. |Realize| you do me no good - J U S T H A R M - - Let me tell you a story. A story I know well. A story I can show with my wrists:To show you where I fell. - Can you hear me? Can you see any part of me? Can you feel me? Can you -bleed- -for- -me- - && the warmth of their bodies were intermingled as one. it was a moment she would never forget. - to her, it was bliss. - && just knowing youre close by - - baby, you make the pain melt away. - razors;;safety pins;;needles&&glass - a new world opened to her. she found a new activity to make the depression pass - sorry soo short =( . . hope you enjoy anyhow =P <//3 Kenz* |