This is a post from an old xanga. The entry is dated May, 2003.
--------------------------------------I just wanted to write out some thoughts in here! nothing negative, this journal is alllll positive, baby.
Some notes to myself to remember:
no matter how much you think you might dislike your parents at one
moment, you may need them SO much in the next. and they will be there.
they are your biggest fans and greatest supporters. they only want the
absolute best for you, and they are the only ones your life that will
want that for you so truely and completely.
no matter how many people you lose throughout your life there will
always be new ones and the same old ones that REALLY matter. the ones
that really love you and care about you will always be there. in the
long run, the ones that dont love you truely, wont be there, and it
wont be any big loss.
no matter what life throws at you God will always be there. He is
the true constant in your life, he loves you, He is always there for
guidance and support.
no matter what you do and how you act, remember you are not perfect
and that no one is. Give yourself the courage to not be set in your
ways and keep in mind that you can always change for the better. Learn
from every experience and use your wisdom in the future.
no matter how bad you think your life is, it could always be worse,
always remind yourself of everything you have and everything you are
blessed with. Life itself is a blessing. take it with stride
and finally
remember to love your true friends with every ounce of love the
deserve, and make sure you tell them how much they mean to you. Its
true, good friends are hard to come by, but you have certainly found
some in your life, and make sure they know that.
Ah i feel sooo much better after that. i love you guys, i really really do :)"
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Three years later and I feel less wise.
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