A BREAK OR BREAK UP?

MAN LIFE SUCKS RIGHT NOW MAN I DONT EVEN KNOW ITZ FUNNY HOW U GIVE SOMEONE UR ALL AND THEY DO NOTHIN BUT TAKE IT FOR GRANTED AND HURT YOU.....HOW DO U KNOW WHEN SOMEONES PROMISES ARE REAL, HOW DO U KNOW WHEN SOMEONES GONNA HURT U, HOW DO U DEAL WITH A BROKEN HEART?.....SO MANY THINGS ON MY MIND SO MUCH CONFUSION SO MUCH HURT,PAIN,SORROW,MISSERY ALL I CAN DO IS SAY WHY ME.....WHY IS IT THAT I PUT MY ALL AND IT STILL WENT WRONG WHY IS IT THAT WHAT I THOUGHT WILL LAST COULDNT WORKOUT......HE SAYS HES CONFUSED.... HE SAID HE DIDNT GET WHAT HE WANTED BUT HE DID GET WHAT HE WANTED HE WANTED TO BE FREE HAD TO LET HIM BE FREE THA WORDS THAT I ALWAYS FEARED CAME ALIVE AND CHANGED MY LIFE CHANGED ME CHANGED EVERYTHING.....HOW CAN I BE PUNISHED FOR BEING CLOSE TO PERFECT HE SAID HE WASNT READY FOR ME BUT HOW CAN HE NOT BE READY FOR THA PERSON HE SAID HE COULD SPEND THA REST OF HIS LIFE WITH WAS THAT A LIE TOO....IS THIS THA END IS HE SURE DOES HE KNOW WHAT HES DOING TO ME AND MOST OF ALL DOES HE CARE?.....ALL I HAVE IS MEMEORIES THAT NOW HURT TO THINK OFF BECAUSE I KNOW THAT THINIGS WERE ONCE PERFECT AND I WISH I KNEW WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT ONCE SO PERFECT RELATIONSHIP.....I CANT MAKE A BLIND MAN SEE AND THAT MEANS I CANT MAKE HIM SEE HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM.....HE TELLS ME NOT TO CRY BUT THASS TELLING ME NOT TO HURT ALL I WANTED WAS U AND I HAD IT DID HE HAVE TO TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME....WHAT ISTHA WORST FEELING IN THA WORLD LOOSING SOMEONE U LOVE ESPECIALLY IF U KNOW U CANT GET NO BETTER I KNOW I CANT DO ANY BETTER AND I DONT WANNA SETTLE FOR WORST BUT MAYBE IM NOT MENT TO LOVE IM JUST MENT TO HURT......ITZ OVER AND DONE BUT THA HEART ACHE LIVES ON FOREVER.....WHERE ARE U NOW WHEN I NEED....WHAT WAS ONCE A SMILE IS NOW NOTHING BUT TEARZ THAT WILL LAST FOREVER.....I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN....AND THA BIGGEST FEAR I HAVE IS NEVER BEING LOVED AGAIN....MY SADNESS HAS NOW TURNED INTO ANGER WHY WHY WHY IS ALL I ASK....I CANT STAND HOW THINGS TURNED OUT IS IT REALLY OVER HOW CAN IT BE OVER SOO SOON.....THESE ARE THA WORDS OF A BROKEN HEART....DOES HE HURT KNOWING THAT HE HURT ME DOES HE THINK ABOUT IT AS MUCH AS I DO DOES HE CARE DO I STILL HAVE IS HEART? I DONT KNOW AND THASS WHAT HURTS THA MOST NOT KNOWING....IF THIS IS NOT WHAT U WANTED THAN WE COULD HAVE EASILY WORKED THINGS OUT WITHOUT A DOUBT.....I JUST WANT TO SAY FUCK YOUR FRIENDS CUZ I KNOW THEY ARE PART OF IT BUT I CANT BE MAD AT THEM I CAN ONLY BE MAD AT U CUZ U LET THEM DRIVE U TO THIS.....I HOPE HES HAPPY HE HAS EVERYTHING HE WANTS BUT I THOUGHT ALL HE WANTED WAS ME BUT I GUESS NOT.....IF HE KNOWS HES GONNA NEED ME THAN WHY WOULD U LET ME GO WHY WOULD U WANNA MESS UP THA BEST THING IN UR LIFE WHY WOULD U WANT TO MESS UP THA ONLY POSITIVE THING IN UR LIFE.....LETS SEE WHOS GONNA BE THERE WHEN ALL THOSE OBTICLES COME UR WAY ME LETS SEE WHO U GONNA RUN TO WHEN U HAVE NOONE TO TALK TO ME NOT TELLY, DEJON, REGGIE, RONIQUE OR WHOEVER ITS GONNA BE ME......I BEEN TRYING TO FIND SOMEONE LIKE U FOR YEARS AND IT SUCK HOW I ONLT HAD U FOR A LIL BIT.....I TOOK UR PICS OFF THA WALL BUT IT DIDNT HELP AT ALL....I SEE UR FACE WHEN IM DREAMING BUT IM SAD CUZ I REALIZE ITS JUST A DREAM AND I DONT HAVE U ANYMORE.....NOONE CAN COMPARE TO HIM AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART FOREVER THA TEARS I CRY ARE ALL DUE TO THAT SAD GOODBYE....NO GIRL CAN DO U LIKE I DID, NO FEMALE OUT THERE FOR A MILLION OF MILES CAN EVER TREAT U LIKE I DID, CAN PUT UP WITH THA THINGS I PUT UP WITH.....I HOPE HE HAS A HAPPY LIFE I WISH HIM NOTHING BUT THA BEST IM JUST SAD CUZ I COULDNT BE IN IT I LOVE U AND I ALWAYS WOULD............i MEAN IS IT OVER OR IS THIS A BREAK I WISH I KNEW....IF U COME BACK HOME WE KNOW ITZ MENT TO BE...................