my life routine seems to alwayz stay the same...one death happens its a downward spiral...and im down to the ground...the worst part about it...is i wanna cry but it wont come out..so it just stuck in my chest..and the only way to let it out is blackin on people...so im sorry to all my niggas expecially charles cyn and nkem since they got it worse..sometime i just cant believe the stuff i do go through but its life...and life u do gotta go through changes...and though its gonna be hard u gonna have to let go off your past and move on....how and when ima do that ..its gonna take a while to fully leave shit alone....