i am very confused at this moment rite now.. this person said they did.. this other person said they did not... pretty hard to decide which one is telling the truth.. or.. is there one part that i am missing.. and neva heard of..

i am very confused..

Hey!!.. haven't update this like.. 2 months??.. haha.. i am sry.. anyways.. life has been very good... everything is going smooth as i expected.. everybody is treating me well and all.. education.. still in BCIT.. probably end of this year.. hopefully i will graduate..

frds... my high school frds.. they are not bored anymore.. they starting to do wut 19 years old ppl do.. clubbing.. drinking. and all. its so much fun now.. b4.. it use to be like.. going to ppl's house.. watch sumthing on the comp that is interesting ( not porn ). and playing ps2.. and all.. now.. its fun.. clubbing.. neva see my frds crazy like that.. now every week. they are asking me to go out and club.. .. hahah

Luv... um.. been very confusing lately.. been into this situation where.. i interferring ppl... haha.. i know its wrong.. but.. after long long thinking abt it.. maybe.. i should stop going for her.. she is a very nice girl with good heart and good frds around her.. so maybe.. i should stop talking to her.. and seeing her.. well..not stop talking to her.. less talk.. that way, it can help me forget abt her.. but u know.. i am going miss her and all..

however.. being with her, hanging out wif her.. i like the feelings abt it... hope we can go further.. but.. hahaha.. i will neva do anything bad like.. stealing.. lol well.. all i wanted to say to her.. IF she sees this... "wishing her the best of making her dreams and wishes coming true. hope to her luv relationship with him lasting forever. ( which she doubt it lol )"

And my favorite, made up quote.. lol.. "On the road, if there is a dead end, 3 point turn to turn around. dun just stuck there whole time"

wishing her the best!!

CHEERS~!

Hey!.. very exciting to tell u guys!!.. last week.. my dance comeptition.. was the best competition i ever compete... cuz.. i got 3rd place for pre-champ latin.. and.. it was my first time to to do champion lvl too.. competitors over the world.. coming here to compete.. it was so cool!!.. i even saw the HOT dancer.. i think she is pretty..and. i was dancing beside her.. lol.. she is from england.. i nearly got distracted by her.. couldn't keep my eyes off her.. and focus my routines.. but.. i managed my way out.. at the end of the FRIDAY competition.. an expected award came to me.. was.. i awarded for 3rd best IN BC!!!.. WHOA!!.. 8 years of dancing.. and i finally placed 3rd.. my coaches are proud of me.. my parents too.. my frds... haha. it was.. COOL!! so happy.. i had to show off to other people.. lol.. but anwyays.. saturday competition.. i was upset ... i lost in the semi finals.. ballroom.... i made the same mistake i made last year.. people bumping into me and lost my concentration to my routine.. and my parnter.. couldn't follow me. very upset!!!. but.. i just.. thought it through.. everything is alrite.. later that nite..i went out with tracy and yukina.. it was little bit awkward to ask them out... cuz.. like.. we only talk on msn.. and.. barely go out together.. haha.. that nite.. we went for bbt.. and cheese cake!!. yummy!!.. and.. my parnter called me that nite.. saying she doens't want to go to the sunday comeptition.. under 21 latin... i was ok with that... under 21.. 20 dollars to get in .. just to dance 4 dances.. not really worth it.. haha.. but yea.. sunday.. was cancelled.. so.. i went to play soccer.. than homework...

valentines day... it was great.. i ask yukina out to have a date.. it was weird for her. haha.. cuz.. she is the one.. that i dun really talk to.. but.. she is a very nice person.. she went out with me. hehe. apparently.. i was her first guy to go on a valentines day.... haha.. awwwwww.... and.. first time for sumthings.. like.. first time giving her a stuff animal.. and big flowers.. haha.. i was like.. she is pretty and cute.. how come nobody gave her those things??. tahts so weird.. but yea.. it was cool.. surprised her alot.. she was surprise .. she had a great time.. hope we can do it again.. like.. hang out.. not like.. next year valentines day.. lol.. she is a cool person to hang out with... hehe..

last nite.. soccer practise.. it was ok.. fun.. until when i was abt to leave.. ricky.. my favorite player in vancouver... told me i was the starting line up for goal keeper for this sunday.. lunar year cup tournament.. !!.. i was so happy.. i thgouth he was kidding.. lol.. but.. i felt weird. cuz.. usaully.. my.. mentor.. (goal keeper coach) would go up first.. usually i am the back up goal keeper.. he said he will give me a chance.. so.. coming to that practsie last nite.. was really worth it.. proving him i am able to bring the team to the finals.. hehe.. that day..

i'm hoping she will come to watch me play.. heheh

anyways.. i am at school.. i should get bac to my studying.. test in 40 mins.. lol...

CHEERS~!!

ok.. you know.. i think i should update.. haven't been update like 6 or 7 weeks?.. i dunno.. been a long time.. anyways... i am at school updating this.. bcit.. bcit is very good.. made lots of great frds.. learning more knowledge abt mechanics.. abt airplane.. my cousin and his wife and son came over to emmigrate.. and he open a food court shop in parker place.. his stuff is great. also.. i am working for him.... lol.. 7 bucks per hour.. far enough.. they just came.. they dun have money rite now.. all they did was like.. do documents.. buy a house and a car.. and school for his son.. which is my.. cousin-nephew... anyways..

middle of january.. i had a job interview at aberdeen centre giordano.. i got the job.. i am starting that job around next week of feb.. almost didn't get the job because they ask me if i have any fashion sense.. and of coruse i dun.. so i said no.. however.. if they let me have this job.. i think i can learn more abt it.. i am a quick learner.. just not in education.. lol... anyways.. come to think of it.. i  have 4 jobs.. lol.. 4 part time jobs...

1. Giordano- as a salesman

2. The One- cashier for my cousin's shop

3. Richmond Night Market- this is only for summer.. but its nite time.. hehe.. good paid for me.. next year.. i hope..

4. Extra- it is an on call job.. but i still consider part of my 4 job list.

haha.. the best one is being an extra.. 10 per hours.. free breakfast, lunch and dinner.. after 7 hours .. its 1.5 pay.. lol..

Soccer... soccer is pretty good now.. but.. i played less now.. cuz.. of dancing.. however.. i played soccer last week.. didn't play for a long time.. i feel that i improved alot or sth.. jsut somethign felt weird.. like.. i saved all the balls... the hard balls.. and like.. my reaction seems faster than b4.. hah.. well.. feb 18 ... i got invtied to participate in this indoor tournament at sportstown. hope to be in the starting line up..

Dancing.. oh man.. i feel very confident abt this competition this week.. but.. i am still dong pre-champ.. i SO want to compete in the champion.. but.. my partner just thinks we are not rdy.. i am rdy.. i've been dancing like.. 8 years already.. and i'm in pre-champ.. usually it takes like.. 4 or 5 years for a couple to reach champion.. sigh*.. probabyl next year.. and this weekend.. exciting weekend for me.. is that i am competing at snowball classic.. location is at sheraton wall centre hotel.. not really nervous.. but.. EXCITING!!. hope i bring back a trophy back home.. didn't bring a trophy from this competition since 2004.. last time i bought bac a trohphy was in May 2005.. soo.. lets see if my abilities is good enough to bring it back..

well.. lets see.. love.. well broke up more than a month.. i guess i got over her.. but i shuld thank her.. because.. she got me going bac to chruch again.. which i didn't go bac like.. 9 years.. lol.. but yea.. tahnk you echo..

however.. beign all weird and all.. i think i found this another girll.. shes very nice and outgoing.. i think i have a crush on her.. hehe.. (so high school).. yea.. but.. dunno if she is willing to..  u know.. i always have these gut feelings asking a girl to be my gf.. lol.. we will see...

anyays.. thats it for now.. almost my lunch time.. so.. going to stop her.. TILL next time.. a month later?.. i'll update this again.... comment pls.. hahh.. so i can improve more on my xanga.. lol..

CHEERS!!~~