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Friday, December 23, 2005

Well here are my results for this Spiritual Gifts test.  I didn't think certain things would score in such a manner.  But for the most part its pretty close to reality.  I would recommend Christians to take this to get a general sense of what their gifts are so that they can contribute to the body.  Here is the link.  http://buildingchurch.net/g2s-i.htm

Spiritual Gift

Score

 

Spiritual Gift

Score

1. Administration

13
 

14. Knowledge

18

2. Apostle

13  

15. Leadership

11

3. Discerning of Spirits

14  

16. Mercy

11

4. Evangelism

14  

17. Miracles

5

5. Ekballism

3  

18. Missionary

15

6. Exhortation

16  

19. Prophecy

12

7. Faith

18  

20. Service

20

8. Giving

18  

21. Shepherd

17

9. Healing

0  

22. Teaching

13

10. Helps

16  

23. Tongues

0

11. Hospitality

20  

24. Voluntary Poverty

15

12. Intercession

5  

25. Wisdom

13

13. Interpretation of Tongues

     


Saturday, September 10, 2005

    Wow.  What a long time since I last xangaed.  Well I just wanted to share some awesome things that my God has done in my life.  As some of you may know this is my first year as director of Herald Gospel Camp.  I was really nervous but God was very good to me and allowed me to be apart of His work in the camp this year.  He has allowed me to work w/132 campers and 39 different counselors from over 6 different churches.  On top of that He brought about 40 new brothers and sisters into the family.  Praise the Lord.
    The second awesome blessing actually happened on my birthday.  On that day I had received $21K from the US gov't; through SSI (Suppplemental Security Income).   At first I was like wow my wedding finances are taken care of .  But then i'm like this has got to be a joke.  For no reason they dump $21K into your bank account.  Something is afoul. I wanted to take of it ASAP but I was caught up in planning the last session of camp then after that I went to Buffalo for a little R&R.  (Rest is always needed after large projects. 
    Now this was always in the back of my mind b/c I know how one can be royally ruined by the US gov't for taking their money.  B/c if they made a mistake they can not only take the money back but they would probably charge you interest for the time that you held it.  Its sad that you can't trust your own gov't when they make a mistake w/money.  Anyway that was a tangent. 
    I had shared this w/my co-workers and my friends.  We all joked about it really belonging to me but we all knew I had to return the money.  So I went to the SSI office to see why they gave me the $21k and to my surprise they said it was retroactive money.  It was money owed to me 4 years ago.  So the accumulated amount for 4 years was $21,496.   Which explained the  weird $496 part.  The moment it sunk in that I this money was mine I had to praise the Lord. 
    I wasn't praising God b/c He gave me money but rather that He took care of me b/c I was obedient.  Exactly a year ago I was struggling whether to be in full time ministry right after school or later.  When I was financially secure and had paid off my debt to school and family.  My brother in Christ challenged me saying "Take care of His (meaning God) and He will take care of your business.)  Now I knew He wouild take care of me just in a very painful fashion.  At least painful to me ego.  He was going to take care of my through my future wife. 
    Now if any of you know me I am a very prideful person.  I hate relying on people.  For me to ask you for help means I am really at the end of my rope.  This is especially true when it comes to financial matters.  I had no problem w/my fiancee for wife makeing more but to not be able to contribute my part was very painful for me to accept.  I am a pretty traditional Chinese male and American.  Pull yourself up by your boot straps. When I was on SSI was internally devastated.  Inside I felt very useless.  As soon as I got a job I called teh SSI office to tell them to stop giving me SSI checks.  They were replied that they will give me for 9 months to make sure this job is secure.  Thats nice and all but I wasnted off ASAP. 
    I know some of you might be like "Hey free money.  Why not?"  Well for me taking money from anyone outside of a gift means you are incapable and useless.  For me I have a lot of performance issues.  I have standards that I place on myself and others that are not Biblical but I'm so glad that God never gave up on me.  He humbled me for a year.  It was very painful for me to accept help from Grace and my brother.  But mostly her.  This really attacked me at the core of my sinful nature of self-sufficiency.  But He is good and has allowed me to contribute as if I had taken a secular job.  Which by the way I was offered one in Feburary but I wasn't going to turn my back on CCHC to make 2 to 3 times more.   
    Thank you all for reading.  God is good on so many levels.  Its sometimes hard to see how good His timing and prupose is which you are going through life but He might reveal to you what His good purpose is but even if He doesn't it's all good.  Blesssed be His name even in the desert place. 
    Now I know some of you may be wondering about how the US gov't works.  If I had needed the money through out these 4 yers and the gov't didn't give it to me I would be in a lot of trouble.  Well this goes to show the response time of our gov't.  Slow but it will get there.  All things consider this is still an awesome gov't given the people they have to deal with.  If Americans were more cooperative, less self-centered and scamming the gov't might move quicker.  We should think about that before wecomplain about the authorities God has set before us.  Sinful man can only do so much w/sinful people. 


Tuesday, June 21, 2005

My apologies to my adopted son; Josh.  He is my adopted son.  It was Grace's idea.  He was adopted due to our similar interests in fire, weapons, the violin and handball.  So yes that child in the white shirt is my adopted son. 


Monday, June 20, 2005

Well after two weeks I am finally going to share how it came down.Here is my proposal.It began with Grace being upset at me for not proposing yet.In my defense I proposed 5 months after I started getting paid.Anyway.After church and a few more hours of practicing the violin I pick up Grace and we head for Manhattan Beach.Before that I had dropped off Phil (camera man), Errol (Video Camera man), my bro (volunteer) and finally my volunteer (the violinist).

 

They were sent to dig out a heart shape in the sand and to lace it with candles and rose petals.Which we had procured earlier.  Things were not going to plan due to the wind and finding a suitable place to set up.Grace and I were running late in getting to the site in which the guys were setting up.

As we walked into the beach Grace spots Phil 20 feet away.We had walked in the wrong direction.We had walked in from the back instead of the front.Even though she spotted Phil she did not know that I was going to propose.It was not until she saw the heart in the sand and my volunteer Josh.

So it begins w/my volunteer playing the first two measures of Pachelbel's Canon in D.Then I got my violin and played the whole song.Grace instead of being romanticized by my efforts she started cracking up b/c she didn’t know that I use to play the violin.She was also cracking up b/c of all the cameras.She felt very uncomfortable with all the people around us and with Phil and Errol filming.I was not able to play the song due to the strong winds.Well I finally finished playing the song and then I got on my knees and proposed.It wasn’t the most prepared and romantic proposal but she said yes.

Even though I had proposed already Phil and Errol suggested taking more pictures b/c so much effort was put into putting the heart together.Also we had so much tape time left that they suggested us to use as much film as well.We also wanted to light the candles when the wind dies down.Due to all these conditions I ended up proposing 4 times.What made it really funny was a bunch of high school girls told us to wait and while they call their friend to come over and what me propose.We told them that she already said “Yes” but we just wanted to catch it on tape.

As the proposal process progressed Grace thought of 4 silly conditions to put on me.First one was that I could not drive aggressively.Second I could not eat buffet for a year with Phil, Joe Nasraway and Nelson.Also with any other buffet friendly people. Third I can only have one yin yearn (coffee mixed with tea and milk.My favorite drink)Lastly I cannot have steak w/my hands.By now I was getting a little annoyed b/c I wanted to spend sometime alone with my fiancée .I went along with it so that I could be a good sport.

Well instead of being romantic it was very comical.That is how it happened.There were a lot of mistakes.In my next entry I’ll share how it should have went and what went wrong.Here is the link to the pictures of the proposal.  Enjoy

http://public.fotki.com/phillipfeng/my_pictures/eugene_and_graces/

Password: It's the initials of my church...must be caps. 


Wednesday, June 15, 2005

Hmm...Something is really funny at the Herald Youth Center.  We are currently very short on counselors for our Session 3 of our Gospel Camp.  I am praying hard about this.  The funny thing is that God seems to be sending me underage people.  It's like I ask for adults and I get mature freshmen and sophomores.  Odd blessing



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