Hpmh.  Real men don't update their Xangas.

Happy Sweet 16th to my baby sister!

Well, she told me off and is burning all of my photographs and letters.  Thought six months of my life would be worth more than that, but I guess it isn't.  And she's no longer going to be here Thursday.  I think it's safe to say that we're probably never going to speak again.  Definitely not what I wanted, but I guess she has to do what she has to do.  Not like my opinion ever mattered anyway.  She keeps telling me how much she has changed, then calls twice yesterday to scream at me.  Keeps insisting that the way she acted "wasn't her," but it's the only Jen I've ever known.  And nothing will ever be different about that.

But on a happier note...hate Bush?  www.sorryeverybody.com.  It's pretty funny.

And I've also found another interest.  So I'm not going to sit around pretending that my world is ending, when in reality it's all going very well.  I'm happy now.

Another great weekend.  But of course, no sleep again. 

  I like her a lot.

Hooray for Melissas.  They make everything better.

And Shars for having surveys to help me put off homeworking.

--Name: Katie 

--Birth date:  October 1st, 1986

--Birthplace:  Shawnee Mission, KS

--Current Location:  Kansas City

--Eye color:  Brown

--Hair color:  Sun-In colored?

--Height:  5'4"

--Zodiac Sign:  Libra

--Innie or Outtie:  Innie

Describe:

--Your Heritage:  7/8 WASP, 1/8 Cherokee

--The Shoes You Wore Today:  My work shoes.  White platform Sketchers

--Your Weakness:  Other people

--Your Fears:  Needles, rejection 

--Your Perfect Pizza:  Veggie

--One thing You'd Like to Achieve:  I dunno.

--What is your most overused phrase:  "I know, right?"

--Your first thoughts waking up:  "Where's the damn snooze button?"

The first feature noticed in the opposite/same sex:  Smile, eyes

--Your best physical features:  Smile 

--Your bedtime:  Depends on when I get around to sleeping

--Your Most Missed Memory:  New York

--Pepsi or Coke: Coke

--McDonald's or Burger King:  Burger King

--Single or Group Dates:  Single 

--Adidas or Nike:  Either

--Chocolate or Vanilla:  Chocolate

--Cappuccino or coffee:  Cappuccino

--Knickers or thongs?  Bwa ha ha.  "Knickers."

--Do you smoke:  No

--Cuss:  Too much.

--Sing Well:  Haha.  Anybody who has ever had to suffer through my singing as loud as I can to the radio knows the answer to this one. 

--Do you think you've been in love:  Yes.

--Want to go to college:  Yep, but I don't know where anymore.

--Liked High School:  No.  It's ridiculous and I can't wait to get out. 

--Want to get married:  Someday

--Type with fingers on the right keys:  Yep. 

--Get motion sickness:  No.

--Think you're attractive:  Depends on my mood

--Think you're a health freak:?  Yeah, um, no.

--Get along with parents:  No

--Like Thunderstorms:  I love them.

In the past month, did/have you:

--Consumed Alcohol:  No

--Have Sex:  No

--Made Out:  Yep

--Gone On Date:  Not really

--Go to the Mall:  I work at the mall. 

--Eaten an entire box of chocolates:  Yuck, no.

--Eaten Sushi:  Vegetarian Sushi

--Gone Skating:  No

--Made homemade buiscuits/cookies: No

--Been in Love:  Yep.  But it's over now.

--Gone Skinny Dipping:  Not in the past month.

--Dyed your hair:  I have some killer roots, so I need to.

--Stolen Anything:  No.  

Have you ever:

--Played a game that required removal of clothing:  ...maybe?  I don't know.

--Been trashed or completely intoxicated:  Yep.

--Been caught "doing something":  Heehee...

--Been Called a "Tease":  Yep.

--Shoplifted:  No.

So, sleep and this weekend definitely did not go hand in hand.  But it was all oh so worth it and then some, LOL.  Even though I didn't go to bed until about 9am on Friday night/Saturday morning.  w00t for 4:00 Perkin's runs and couches that are definitely not made for two people to sleep on.  And...just for other gay people in general.  I fucking love homosexuals.  It's so great to have a place and a group of friends where it's not weird or taboo to be who I am. 

Have made some completely awesome friends through Passages.  And more...

Um, I guess for those who haven't heard, Jen and I broke up on Thursday.  My choice.  I feel really bad for hurting her...but...it just couldn't continue.  That's about all I want to elaborate on for that one.  

Build-A-Bear is going well.  I had training all day.  Got "stuffed" multiple times at the stuffing machine, LOL.  Was very funny, although it is not food at all.  Yuck!  Think I have some homophobic coworkers, though.  I'm sick of hearing "That's so gay."  I wish that people would think about what they say.  I find it so offensive.

We are finally out of the woods.  Thank God.

Dinner's ready, and I need to eat it so I can get to a meeting.  Ciao!