hey guys
i know i havent been updating as much lately.
i've been extremely busy this past month.
this week i'm gone house-sitting. i dont get home much. i havent been home since tuesday, and right now i'm just home so i can mow the lawn.
i'm going to get back to all the comments you guys (and girls, lol) have left me, as soon as i can.
i'm also going to tell you that i'm going to be using a different xanga soon.
why?
because there is someone who has been reading my xanga and using ist as blackmail on me.
why? i dont know.
this person is getting on my nerves. i have nothing to hide from the world. i only write what i dont care people know. but this person has a way of twisting my words. everything i write, this person some how threatens to use against me. honestly people. do i write anything you get offended by? or weirded out about? i want to know.
so, yes. i'm giving this xanga a break for awhile, rarely updating it. the other xanga i will give to whoever wants it, privately. but i do not, under any circumstances, want this person to know what it is.
and person, who i know will read this as soon as they get a chance... i have nothing to hide from you. i have nothing you can use against me. i have nothing you can threaten me with. no, i wont lie. i am mad at you. but i dont hate you. just what you're doing to me right now. I dont go over well with manipulation.
so anyway.
this morning, at 6, i woke up with a horrible pain in my stomach. i felt like someone had stabbed me in the stomach. so i got up, and i could barely walk, i couldn't see anything, and i couldn't walk straight (no, it wasn't because i had just gotten up). i was really sweaty and my face was pale. i couldn't get the pain to go away... i finally figured out applying pressure to my stomach lessened the pain. but if i moved at all, my stomach hurt even more...
i dont know what it was. my stomach still hurts. mom thought it may be appendicitus. i dont think it was... i looked at the symptoms. so yeah. that was just a weird thing to tell you guys...
so. i guess i'll go mow... start to anyway. :D |