hey guys

i know i havent been updating as much lately.

i've been extremely busy this past month.

this week i'm gone house-sitting.  i dont get home much.  i havent been home since tuesday, and right now i'm just home so i can mow the lawn.

i'm going to get back to all the comments you guys (and girls, lol) have left me, as soon as i can.

i'm also going to tell you that i'm going to be using a different xanga soon.

why?

because there is someone who has been reading my xanga and using ist as blackmail on me.

why?  i dont know.

this person is getting on my nerves.  i have nothing to hide from the world.  i only write what i dont care people know.  but this person has a way of twisting my words.  everything i write, this person some how threatens to use against me.
honestly people.  do i write anything you get offended by?  or weirded out about?  i want to know.

so, yes.  i'm giving this xanga a break for awhile, rarely updating it.  the other xanga i will give to whoever wants it, privately.
but i do not, under any circumstances, want this person to know what it is.

and person, who i know will read this as soon as they get a chance...
i have nothing to hide from you.  i have nothing you can use against me.  i have nothing you can threaten me with.
no, i wont lie.  i am mad at you.  but i dont hate you.  just what you're doing to me right now.
I dont go over well with manipulation.

so anyway.

this morning, at 6, i woke up with a horrible pain in my stomach.  i felt like someone had stabbed me in the stomach.
so i got up, and i could barely walk, i couldn't see anything, and i couldn't walk straight (no, it wasn't because i had just gotten up).  i was really sweaty and my face was pale.
i couldn't get the pain to go away... i finally figured out applying pressure to my stomach lessened the pain.  but if i moved at all, my stomach hurt even more...

i dont know what it was.  my stomach still hurts.  mom thought it may be appendicitus.  i dont think it was... i looked at the symptoms.
so yeah.  that was just a weird thing to tell you guys...

so.  i guess i'll go mow... start to anyway. :D