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JChin54
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Name: J
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Gender: Male
Interests: I like walking around and talking to myself ... is that a hobbie?
Expertise: this that and the other thing
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  JChin54
Member Since:
7/29/2002
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| Went to my friend's birthday party which was at a comedy club on Saturday.
Was looking around the tables and realized that I was the only one there who
wasn't in a relationship. Ugh! This is a occurrence that is becoming more and more
frequent as I get older.
Now there is more pressure on me to get someone awesome. Haha. Everyone
keeps on saying, "since you are so picky, I can not wait to see who you end up with." Crap! Crap! Crap!
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Had to give a employee his review this week, I had a hard time not quoting family guy.
Stewie: Now, I'm going to do something I like to call the 'Compliment Sandwhich" Where I say something good, talk about where you need improvement, and then end with something good.
Brian: Whatever you gotta do...
Stewie (flips notepad): Something good... something good... You look like SNOOPY and it makes me smile... but you have smelly dog farts.
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Yesterday as I was got in line, I found a 5 dollar bill on the floor. So I ask the person that was at the cashier, "did you drop 5 dollars?" the man immeditaly answer, "oh! yeah .... thanks!" A few seconds later I realized wait, if someone asked you that question who would say, "no?"
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Wii Fit is hard
(yes that is all I have to say about that)
Also bought Mario Kart.
(yes, I do spend money on a lot of random things)
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Just read my last post ... yeah the girl that I was talking about.
found out she is married now!!! Ha ha ... at least I won't wonder anymore.
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When do we give up on our childhood dreams. We knew exactly what we wanted to do in life. Do I have the courage to stop what I am doing and live the dream? Sadly the answer is no, since comfort and stability trumps the dreams of the young. So I have to give up the dream ... the dream of being a space ninja with laser eyes. sigh.
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| Did you ever stop and think about your life and say, "when the hell did I get old?"
I had that moment yesterday as I was sitting on my couch. I looked around me and realized this is my condo and everything in it I bought tv's, computer's, bed , couches, tables, kitchen supplies etc etc. The the universe began to collapse on me when I realized how much stuff I had and that I was working at a good job that pays me well and a nice car. When the hell did I get those? haha. I couldn't help thinking that it felt like yesterday when I was just hanging out with one of my friends on a warm summer day just sitting on the grass of Flick Park thinking about all the possibilities the future holds. Ugh! then I realized that friend is now married! DAMN HIM! for making me feel more old! haha
Memories:
"The memories of my family outings are still a source of strength to me. I remember we'd all pile into the car - I forget what kind it was - and drive and drive. I'm not sure where we'd go, but I think there were some trees there. The smell of something was strong in the air as we played whatever sport we played. I remember a bigger, older guy we called "Dad." We'd eat some stuff, or not, and then I think we went home. I guess some things never leave you."
–Jack Handey
It is funny because I don't think memories are about the details but just about how they made you feel for that one moment in time.
After working out yesterday I played a cd that I made in my college years. IT is funny because I made that cd because I was utterly infatuated with a girl that went to my church in San Francisco. I never really felt that way before I grew out of the "crush" stage in life. Even now when I thought about her I couldn't help but swoon. I even sort of fell for a girl that went to northwestern because she reminded me of her. It is funny because as most know I have no problem talking to complete strangers girl or guy, attractive or non-attractive but for some odd reason I literately could not complete full sentences when she was around. Hmmmmm, but sadly she had a boyfriend that was studying to be a pastor and she to was studying to be in ministry. Could of tried to steal her away but my morals got the best of me. I think that is when it all started, when I do something kind or moral I am always punished for it in some form or fashion. sigh! how fate and life twists you in ways you never thought you could be twisted. | | |
| It is funny that people think that I have to prove myself. haha
Like they try to attack me and say that I lie about the most
random things, yet my response is always the same, "I don't care if you think I am lying or not, haha" At times I do start to defend myself then. I realize how futile the argument is and also realize it is my ego talking so I drop it but seriously, "Why would I lie about anything?" There are way too many people there that know the truth so it would eventually come out. But the real reason is it is just easier to tell the truth because it is easier to remember ... haha | | |
| Sometimes the appropriate response to reality is to go insane!
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Hmmmm, saw the korean movie "200 pound beauty" on my ipod as I was working out. Man how can you not help but fall in love with a girl that can sing like that. I still remember watching it the first time and thinking she is ok looking, nothing really special but then when she starts sings that one slow song .... I literally feel in love with her. haha
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Ok, I am pretty sure the last girl I dated had a boyfriend ... man is it just me or do girls do this a lot. Whenever I call some of my guy friends to tell them about it they already know what I am going to say:
Me: Guess what I found out about ( -- fill in name -- )
Friend: They have a boyfriend
Me: Haha
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It is funny when people think you are going to get really hurt by a girl. They always say you better watch out. I think the reason stems from the fact I tend to treat the girl that I am dating really well and for some reason that translates to everyone thinking I am infatuated with that person. The simple fact is, that is how I always thought I was suppose to treat a girl. Maybe that stems from having two older sisters that have pounded that into my skull.
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| Ugh! feels sick ... grabbed orange juice that I forgot was sitting for three days and chugged it. Then I tasted something funny at that point realized that it went bad in my car. ugh, my stomach is not happy right now.
It is a bit annoying when people tell you how you are feeling and they won't believe you when you tell them they are wrong. Example being I broke up with someone awhile back and had a conversation with my father.
Father: Wow you must be really sad an depressed (in korean)
Me: Nope, I'm fine
Father: No, I can tell you or lifeless and depressed (in korean)
Me: Nah, just a bit tired because I feel asleep late
Father: No, No, I can tell you are deeply hurt (in korean with a look of saddness in his eye)
Me: Uhmmmm, no I am just fine, just a bit tired
Father: You are tired because you are hurt inside ( in korean)
Me: Uhmmmm, noooooo I am not sad, hurt or depressed
Father: As a father I know you are hurt ( in korean)
Me: AAAAAHHHHHH! I am not sad!!!!
Father: (shaking his head like I am hiding the hurt inside)
And they question why I don't visit them more often.
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