| ~*~Loves Curse
She couldn't stand the silence,
She couldn't stand the tears,
She couldn't stand her life,
After only sixteen years.
He was her entire world,
She gave him all she possessed,
He did the same in return,
They were thought to be obsessed.
Their love couldn't be reached,
Couldn't be touched by any other,
They were all they needed,
They only wanted each other.
From two they became one,
They made each other whole,
They filled each other's voids,
They filled each other's souls.
Everything was perfect,
Everything was great,
Till one damning day,
They were told they'd have to wait.
Her parents were moving her,
To a distant place,
They'd be torn apart,
Couldn't see each other's face.
They swore they'd make it work,
Vowed to stay together,
Didn't care about the distance,
They'd be together forever.
She gave it all she had,
She did her very best,
But he still slipped away,
He didn't pass the test.
While she was thinking of him,
He had found another,
He said he couldn't do it,
He talked it over with his mother.
She was devastated,
Her heart was torn straight out,
She'd been such a fool,
She should have listened to her doubt.
From then on they stopped talking,
Never spoke again,
While he was with his new girl,
She was dreaming of him.
Every day she'd cry,
She tried to fight off all the pain,
But the hurting never stopped,
Just shot through every vein.
Months went by since the ending,
But she only grew worse,
She couldn't accept what happened,
This was love's curse.
It finally overtook her,
She couldn't stand it anymore,
She grabbed a picture of him,
And snuck out the front door.
She walked into the woods,
Found a secluded place,
Kept thinking of the past,
And how she'd been replaced.
Hours later she was found,
In a pool of her blood,
And beside her they found,
His picture in the mud.
On the back read her reason,
Why she took her life,
What he did to her,
It seemed he had held the knife.
Though physically he didn't kill her,
He tore her soul apart,
It was obvious how she did,
It was from a broken heart.
~*~Loves Curse ( His Reaction)
Lying in his bed,
He held his new girl tight,
Slumber patiently waited
As he turned out the light.
Before he fell asleep,
He lay in bed awake,
He glared at his new girl...
Knowing she were fake.
His mind drifted to the past,
To the girl that he let go,
He knew that he still loved her,
Why he left her, he didn't know.
As he began to sleep,
He felt a presence by his side,
Little did he know...
His one true love just died.
The phone began to ring,
He felt a shiver down his spine,
He was surprised to hear
His ex-girlfriend's sister on the line.
When he picked up the phone,
Her sister screaming said,
" THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT...
IT'S YOUR FAULT THAT SHE'S DEAD!"
He threw the phone across his room,
It slammed into a wall,
He told himself it wasn't real,
Just an ill-tasted prank call.
But still deep down he knew,
Something was really wrong,
He woke his new girl up
And took her home where she belonged.
He sped his car back home
And ran to grab a phone,
He ran into his room,
Where he could be alone.
Once he heard a voice,
He said "May I speak with Jessica please?"
The words that they spoke back
Made him drop down to his knees.
Through all of their tears,
They told him that she died,
He fell straight down to the ground,
Hung his head and cried.
He took the red-eye plane,
Through his fear of flight,
He brought along her picture,
And stared at it all night.
Her family wouldn't speak to him,
They'd pretend he wasn't there,
Until the funeral came...
They saw how much he cared.
Her sister came up to him
Giving him the suicide note,
He read every single word
That Jessica had wrote.
It said how much she loved him,
Why she had to let life go,
Why living wouldn't work
Without his love to know.
He stood above her casket,
Crying out his eyes,
Praying up to Heaven
That he could lay with her and die.
But then he glance into his hand,
At the note she left behind,
And read it once again
With all the strength that he could find.
"...Through all of this I know,
That we were meant to me...
But since you broke my damaged heart,
Live in misery..."
Just a few words from the note,
These were the ones in bold,
He opened up the casket,
And took her hand to hold.
He said a few words quickly,
While he could get them out,
"I love you so much...I'm so sorry..."
Then the tears streamed out.
"I'll love you all my life,
From then...now...till forever...
I will fix the past,
Then we'll be together..."
He could say no more,
He had grown to weak,
Before he closed her casket,
He kissed her lips and cheeks.
He watched her go and leave him,
As the casket lowered down,
He couldn't bare the thought
Of her six feet underground.
He now knew why she died...
The pain ran through so deep,
But he wouldn't end his life,
Her wishes he would keep.
Although she wouldn't be there,
He knew that she would see...
To prove his love for her,
He would live in misery.
~*~love is loss
love is fate
love is one thing that can create H_A_T_E
~*~ Crushes you get over, and the tears will go away,
but loving you is different,
the tears will always stay
~*~TheRe wAs a TimE whEn i'D do AnyThinG to
GeT yOu
Now I'll Do aNytHinG to
FoRgEt YoU
~*~,- ' h o w does it feel ? '-,
'-, now that you know, ,-'
,- ' you couLda haD me, '-,
'-, but y o u let me go. ,-'
,- ' I wiSh u h a d seen '-,
'-, yoU were my world. ,-'
,-- ' and u had the heArt '--,
,'of this now heartbroken gurl '
~*~ You played me n hurt me
I swore id never take you back
But now you say you love me
But is this juss another act?
~*~.*( I dOnT wanNna GiT CaRrIeD AwaY )*.
.*( bUT NoW i KnOw ItZ tRu )*.
.*( eVeRyDaY iT gItS StRoNgEr )*.
.*( iMMa FalLIn iN lOvE WiTh Y0o )*.
.*( At NiTe i DoNt cLoSe MUH EyES )*.
.*( ThInkIn bOUt yEr SmiLe )*.
.*( I wAnT y0o hErr bEsiDE mE )*.
.*( juSt fOr a LITtle WhILe )*.
.*( DoNt FoRgEt AbOUt mE bAbY )*.
.*( Wen Yer LyFe gOeS hEcTiC And wRonG )*.
.*( REMEmBEr iMMa hErE tO hElp Y0o )*.
.*( iVe bEeN hErE aLLl aLOnG )*.
~*~*we'll d0 what we g0tta d0*
*see what we g0tta see*
*if we wind up t0gether..*
*then It was meant t0 be*
~*~ While they dance she holds him close,
While he dreams of another can‘t wait to let her go..
Same old story that everyone knows...
One heart holding on, the other letting go..
~*~- -EvErYtImE u SmilE aT mE- -
- -i LoOk ArOuNd JuSs To SeE- -
- -iF tHeReZ sUm1 eLsE uR lOoKiN aT- -
- -tHeN i ReaLiZe ThErEz No OnE eLsE bUt U & mE- -
- -ThEn I wOnDeR iF iTz TrUu- -
- -dO yOo StIlL lOvE mE?- -
- -cUz I sTiLl LovE yOu...- -
~*~tOo LaTe tO aPoLoGizE
iM aLrEaDy oVer yOu ..
aNd nOw i fInaLLy rEaLiZe
iTs oKay tO LiKe suM1 nEw
~*~i KnOw yOu sAId fOrEveR
bUt fOreVeR iSnt TrUe
aNd sO NOw im MoVinG oN
iM iN LoVe bUt iTs nOt w. yOu
~*~I wOuLd teLL yOU aLL aBOuT thE [[ b o y ]] i like aNd hOw..
p e r f e c t . s w e e t . a m a z i n g l y . c u t e
l o v i n g . c a r i n g . a d o r a b l e . f u n n y
he is.. but if i did -- yOud LoVe hIm tOo *
~*~[[ i had to say goodbye ]]
cuz the feeling wasnt there
im moving on this time
i know exatly where *
i dOnt LiKe yOu aNymORe
i havent for awhile
i think theres someone else
thats the cause for all my smiles*
~*~yOu brOke iT OfF,
a LiTtLE wHiLe agO
i thOuGht i wOuLd dIe
bUt tRuE sTreNgHt i sHOwEd
And Now iVe reALiZed
i dOnT nEed yOu
Im shOpPiNg arOunD
aNd iVe fOuNd sOmeONe NeW *
~*~sO i LoOked inTo yOur eYeS
bEfOre wE sAiD gOOdbYeS
aNd i nOtiCeD a bIg diFfeREnCE
i cOuLd sEe aLL Of yOUr LiES
aNd i KnOw yOu thOuGhT
iD cRUmBLe aNd FaLL
bUt sUrPrIsE suRpRiSe
bUt i Proved yOu wRonG
aNd nOw tHat i aM
sO oVer yOu
i tHinK tHat I
LoVe sOmeONe nEW
~*~We SaId OuR gOOdbYeS
aT fiRst i wAS suRe
tHat i wOuLdnT sUrvIve
i thOuGht tHat i NeEDed yOU
bUt nOw im sUre
i dONt nEeD ya aNyMoRE
tHeeRes sOmeOne eLse i LoVe
Hes gOt eVeRyThIng yOu LaCK
bUt tHeRes sTiLL tHat PrObLEm
hE dOesNt LoVe me BacK </3
~*~iTs LiKe tUg-o-WaR On OnE sIdE theReS a greAt fRiEnDsHIP aNd oN tHe oThEr sIdE tHeres a greAt LoVE </3
~*~another love gone wrong...another heart to shatter.
welcome to reality...where feelings don`t matter </3
~*~yOu gOtta make a choice ..nOw iitsz yOur
turn ..true, ii`ve made mistakes, but ii still
learned ..iit aiint up tO me [you gotta decide]
dO yOu want me [ ii n ] or out of yOur liife
~*~ooº°'´¨`· ·´¨`'°ºooooº°'´¨`· ·´¨`'°ºoo
(*·.FoRgEt tHe dAy i LiKeD yOu
.·*)FoRgEt tHe dAy i CrIeD
(.·*FoRgEt tHe dAy i NeeDeD yOu0
.·*)ForGeT i EvEr triEd
ooº°'´¨`· ·´¨`'°ºooooº°'´¨`· ·´¨`'°ºoo
~*~.·*¨) yOu SaId yOu *NeVeR* wAnTeD
¸.·´ t0 see me get hUrt
( ºsOo |. * .| DiD |. * .| yOu |. * .| JuSt º
`·.¸_¸.·'´¨) -× cLoSe × yOuR × EyEs ×-
(_¸.·×» wHeN yOu MaDe Me CrY?
~*~~* I cRiiEd CuZ u WaNtEd HeR oVeR mE...
bUt ThEn I lAuGhEd CuZ DaYmN bOii....ShE uGlii!*~
~*~___.•*•.___
*•. .•* ( Y )(`( )_ .•*•. __.
»¦« / .•*•. ( ')(, ,*) .•*
. ¸.-•• c( ")('(' (" )o••-.¸•. »¦«
(¨`•.•´¨) *¨•.• ×ø× •:• ×ø× •.•¨* (¨`•.•´¨)
(¨`•.•´¨)¸.•´ There are only three `•.¸(¨`•.•´¨)
×`•.¸.•´× things I want in a relationship ×`•.¸.•´×
!¡ •:• Eyes that wont cry •:• !¡
!¡ •:• Lips that wont lie •:• !¡
(¨`•.•´¨) and a love that wont die (¨`•.•´¨)
`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨) (¨`•.•´¨)
×`•.¸.•´× *¨•.• ×ø× •:• ×ø× •.•¨* ×`•.¸.•´x
. -••-.¸¸.- ••-.¸
; ( `v((Y*) ; i
`•.( ,,(,, *).•' Luv
o((")")("("))o yOu
~*~Funny guy *.AmUsInG.*
Playa guy *.CoNfUsInG.*
Sweet guy *.FlAtTeRiNg.*
Smart guy *.InTeReStInG.*
My guy.... *.AmAzInG.*
~*~¤•.•´`•ºTheSmileOnMyFaceº•´`•.•¤
*-*TheTwinkleInMyEyes*-*
*-*TheDaydreaminIDo*-*
*-*IsAllBecauseOf*-*
¤•.•´`•º *Y O U* º•´`•.•¤
~*~. Sum prepz r sweet .
. Sum jockz r hott .
. But there ain't no guy .
. Like tha 1 i got .
~*~ I may not be..
-The *PreTTiEsT* girl alive-
-The *RiChEsT* girl alive-
-Or the *SmArTeSt* girl alive-
..But I do know I’m..
-The* LuCkIeSt* girl alive-
..Because I have *yOu*
~*~(¨`•.•´¨) (¨`•.•´¨)*Whenever I'm Down*
`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨)¸.•´**YOU**
×`•.¸.•´×*Always Seem To Make Me
SMILE*
(¨`•.•´¨) (¨`•.•´¨)*Whenever I Need
`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨)¸.•´SomeOne
×`•.¸.•´×To Talk To*
(¨`•.•´¨) (¨`•.•´¨)*I Know You'll
`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨)¸.•´Talk For
×`•.¸.•´×A WHILE*
(¨`•.•´¨) (¨`•.•´¨)*Wheneva I'm Upset*
`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨)¸.•´*I Know You'll Care*
×`•.¸.•´×*Because Whenever I'm
(¨`•.•´¨) (¨`•.•´¨)LONELY
`•.¸(¨`•.•´¨)¸.•´You're Always...
×`•.¸.•´×*THERE*
~*~SwEet n fOr rEaL, tHoSe wEre tHe fEeLiNGs tHaT i StILL fEeL
I mIsS yOu a LoT, wHaT hAPpEnD beFoRE? wHy dOnT we TaLk AnyMoRe
I sTiLL LoVe yOu, StiLL FeEl tHe sAmE, stILL SiTTiNg hErE wiShiNg i WaS uR bAbe*
~*~We dOnt tAlk aNyMoRe
aNd i dOnT knOw wHy
iTs LiKe yOU gAve Me wiNgS
tHen sAid iTs ILLeGaL tO fLy*
~*~*I N.e.e.d -
*i W.a.n.t -
*I would ^Luv^ to be -
*hIs L.i.f.e -
*HiS L.o.v.e -
*hIs e v e r y t h i n g -
~*~sO nOw yOu knOw
My b.i.G.g.E.s.T secret
heReS my hEaRt
ILl Let yOu KeeP iT
sO teLL mE pleAsE
sAy iT trUly
i NeeDa knOw
dO yOu LieK mE
cUz yOuR eVerYtHInG
iLL eVer reALly LoVe
beLieve Me bAby
..yOur tHe oNe..
<3
~*~There's so much I can't say when I look in your eyes,
I'm worried you'll reject me, and hurt my foolish pride,
Each day this love grows stronger but I could never let you know,
There is so much behind my smile, that I could never show,
I'd hold you for a lifetime if you would let me in,
I'd love you like no other, but you don't understand,
Everytime I see you, your holdin' on to her,
The pains like a knife, cutin' deep in my soul,
So I'll dream of us together of just how it could be and all that you are will remain a silent part of me.
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