I never knew life could be so confusing.....

I never knew guys could be so confusing....

I never knew love could be so confusing....

What ever happened to I just wanna have fun and play the dating game but still keep the guy i care about most.....I guess life just isn't that easy....But either way I go i'm gonna hurt somebody....so how do I know which way to go...how do I know what to do??? I don't!! The guy I care about is in Iowa and who knows if we will ever be together again but now that I wanna just start dating a guy i'm really attracted to it might ruin what I have with the guy I care about.......I guess you could say i've gotten myself into a mess that has only started drama....which I hate....I only wanna have some freedom!!  I just wanna date the guy that I love to hang out with since the guy I care about is away....and still keep the guy I care about.....but it doesn't seem that I can really get my way....I guess life and love just isn't fair.