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Sunday, December 11, 2005

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 00:22:20 GMT

I basically had the whole weekend off...it was great. I went out on thursday night with the boys and plowed snow...it was fun. it would have been more fun if I got to drive, but since I'm not getting payed and I'm jsut along for the ride I dont get to....but it is fun anyway. I get quality time with the guys...usually one on one and we can talk about a lot. except when miah decides that he is going to be a jerk to me all night..oh well, minor detail, I really dont care anymore. he is so moddy all the time, I've given up trying to figure him out. anyway, life is still about the same...I'm alive and I happy about that...I think I should head to bed now though, peace kids.

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 16:31:08 GMT

my life isnt over...I'm still alive..this is a good thing b/c I really thought I was going to die today. just please be praying for me...I need it right now...there is just a lot going on and I need the prayers to get through it...thanks guys, much love

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 22:33:18 GMT

so...all I am is a disappointment....its good to know that is how my mom feels about me....I love it. I'm going to bed now so I can be all refreshed for court in the morning ...

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 11:07:49 GMT

no more mowing!!!! yay!! I'm back at goody's full time now. I'm glad. I was sooo sick of mowing. and now I get to actually talk to people and look nice instead of look like a bum everyday. I had the day off monday ( another reason I like goodys...I get days off) and went and got some christmas shopping done. I spent like $60 on my sister, I never do that...oh well, she is worth it. I got my shopping for my mom done too...only three people to go...maybe a few friends gifts. we'll just have to see. well, I really should get in the shower so I can head to work...its so nice to sleep in :) peace kids...call me!

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Sat, 05 Nov 2005 16:10:45 GMT

Its been forever....but to be honest, I dont feel like writing anything...I dont feel like doing much of anything....I quit.

Friday, October 21, 2005

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 22:57:54 GMT

so, rain equals a day off ....this made me very happy. I'm so tired though, I didnt really even do anything today. went to the mall with Joe and my fam, good ole COTA day gave me time with the girls. it was fun, I bought some new stuff, and we all know I never shop...Joe made me go into Abercrombie for like a half hour, I thought I was going to die. after the mall I went and babysat for my cousins...$40 in 3 hours is good for me. Anyway, I guess I really dont feel like tying all the happenings of life out on here tonight...maybe someother night, sorry guys, I would love to talk to any of you though, so call me sometime. peace

Monday, October 10, 2005

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 22:40:56 GMT

so there has been a ton going on in my life the past few days....well, not so much my life, but the lives of those around me and that I'm very close to which has put me in the middle. two of my best friends in the world were in a hardcore fight and thought it was going to ruin everything between all of us, but I just got a phone call that its at least partly worked out and that we can all be cool again. this is such a weight off my shoulders, but things are still going to be weird. things are going to be more weird than I thought....we all def need all the prayers we can get, so please keep us in them.
anyway, other than that, there hasnt been a whole lot going on. other than the fact that Travis txted me the other day which was kinda random, but, I guess it happens. so, there you go, either call me or leave me a message if you want more of an update...you'd prolly be better off calling if you have the number b/c I'm not on a whole lot to see what was said...I'm a busy person....oh, and party on saturday night at my house ...9:30 if you want to come. peace kids

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

Tue, 27 Sep 2005 00:42:42 GMT

so...apperently my life gets very interesting after 10pm....I was hanging out at Hoots as usual for a Monday night w/ Ronnie and chad had sent me a txt that he wasnt going to cause any problems tonight...he lied. he was txting ronnie like crazy and then he sent her a txt that said if you dont have signal then why do I right here?...so we all go outside and look for his car..then he drives past and ronnie walks over to his car while he is sitting at the light..he comes back and parks across the street and they start talking, then he leaves...he calls her a few secnods later starts fighting, hangs up on her. so I call him. he tells me that if I want to stick up for my little bitch friend to go right ahead...and I said f-you and hung up.( I know bad, but I did) then he calls her back and she tells him that if he wants to talk to come back they can talk in person, no more on the phone. You have to keep in mind that during all of this I have Miah( the guy in my pic) and Caleb with me ready to kick some tale if needed. so chad comes back and tells ronnie that he will only talk if we go inside...the guys are hesitent, but we do...about 20 minutes later I go out and say....bye chad, and walk off with ronnie...caleb is still there ready to take chad down if need be and to be honest I was ready to kick him in the face myself
so, then when ronnie and I are driving home I see a deer off the side of the road and I'm thinkin...no biggie..it'll stay there. until I see his friend running in front of my car!!! yeah, it was with in inches....there is some excitement for ya on a monday night...I think I'm going to bed now. peace kids

Monday, September 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 12:20:55 GMT

I have the day off today! this is the one reason that I love rain...no mowing. its great. I had saturday off from Goodys too. that was great. I got to go and watch Tony play rugby at OSU and got to see the other hott rugby guys. I have an infatuation with one of the guys on the b side. I just need to get some guts and talk to him...maybe at the social after the next game I go to...I talked to him a couple weeks ago, but it was nothing special....he watched me take a shot during a pool game( that I missed) and he just shook his head and told me good try. but I'm sure there is no chance though...and I know nothing about him...thats why its just and infatuation. anyway...I'm going to go and finish up some laundry and try to find the floor in my room...peace

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Tue, 20 Sep 2005 23:20:45 GMT

I know it has been far too long and far too much has( and hasnt) happened. life is wizzing by so fast right now... I think the only reason I know what day it is half the time is b/c of a) where I'm mowing or b) what time I have to be at goodys to work. it would be so nice to have a week off and be able to go on a little trip somewhere and visit but I dont have the time or the money to do that.I can't afford to take a week off.this whole having bills to pay and stuff sucks. I wish I knew what was going on in my life and where it was headed. I'm so sick of waiting for so much and getting non of it....that and the whole one step forward and two steps back...I feel like I never actually get anywhere. being home has been super nice and super bad all at the same time. I have picked up so many old bad habbits...and some new ones...so much confusion and only so much time...anyway, peace kids