ok yea so boys officially suck ass!!!!! they think that they can just call and talk to you when its convenient for them (kristens words, but i agree). I hate the fact that i continue to fall for the same guy and continue to look stupid, i just wish he would realize how much i care bout him, or i just wish that i would realize how much he doesnt care bout me!!!!

"If only you knew... Everytime I see you, im speechless... breathless. Whenever I have the chance to see you, I'd take it in an instant. If you knew how often I thought of you, you'd be blown away. If you knew that I compare everyone else I come across to you, you'd be blushing. But if you knew how badly you hurt my heart and how whenever I see you I just want to break down and cry... you would feel so guilty that someone so "special" to you has to feel this unbearable pain... even worse, you're the person causing it."

yea definately took the ACT this morning and bombed it!!! i wasnt concentrating at all!! well i guess i gotta do it again in December.

IM so FLIPPIN excited bout tonight, cant wait to go the haunted warehouse!!!

Last night we played Moore, and wow it was awesome it was a shut out 39-0!!! GO WOLVES!!!!! Im kinda upset cause the season is almost over!!! no more Santa Fe Football!!! (tear, tear)

Yea so i had practice this mornin and it was great!!!! Im so excited bout Nationals next week. A week from today ill be in San Jose Fighting!!! i have finally realized the potential i have and im a lot more confident in a lot of things. i really believe that im gonna make it to trials if i fight the way i have been fighting!!! Man ive never been more ready!!!

I got my trainers pictures today they actually came out really good, well to my expectations atleast!! i hate pictures but my Senior pics should be comin in pretty soon hopefully!!!

YEA so....i officially hate boys!!! They are all liars, and BS'ers!!! man K-Tam:: "KICK'M IN THE COOCH!!! KICK'M IN THE COOCH!!!" Thats all i have to say!!!

Tomorrow me and K-Tam are goin to the Haunted house, its gonna be so much fun!!! i cant wait, im so flippin excited!!! Well i hadnt written in here in a while snd i wanted to write a long post, and yea this is pretty long for me i would like to think.

Oh yea im takin the ACT in the morning im kinda worried, cause i only have to get my score up 1 point to go where i wanna go, so yea the pressure is on cause i havent taken it in a year!!!!!

Hope everyopne has a good day, and hopefully everyone's fall break has been goin well!!!