﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title>JMD_11989's Xanga</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989</link><description>Latest Xanga weblog from JMD_11989</description><language>en-us</language><ttl>60</ttl><image><title>The Weblog Community</title><url>http://s.xanga.com/images/xangalogobutton.gif</url><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989</link></image><item><title>Tuesday, March 28, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/464202800/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/464202800/item.html</guid><pubDate>Tue, 28 Mar 2006 02:33:38 GMT</pubDate><description>xanga's worthless...fyi&lt;br&gt;
</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/464202800/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Thursday, February 23, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/447737501/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/447737501/item.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 23 Feb 2006 04:29:20 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;span style="font-family: arial;"&gt;yup&lt;/span&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/447737501/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Friday, February 10, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/440538997/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/440538997/item.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 10 Feb 2006 01:21:58 GMT</pubDate><description>my dearest xanga you did me well, but now you've been replaced....&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;a href="www.myspace.com/dold011" target="_new"&gt;my space!&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;
</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/440538997/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Friday, February 03, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/436839320/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/436839320/item.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 03 Feb 2006 02:54:38 GMT</pubDate><description>

&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Essay- due Friday, take home essay typed times new roman 12
font double space 3-4 pages.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;5 paragraph
essay format 15 lines of type for a paragraph tops&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Which civilization is more advanced?&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;st1:country-region&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;China&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;
vs &lt;st1:place&gt;Europe&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p style="text-decoration: underline;" class="MsoNormal"&gt;Sequencing (not the right order)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~Conversion of clovice&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~Death of Genghis khan&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~Magna carta&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~Williams conquest of &lt;st1:country-region&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;England&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;st1:City&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;~Battle&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:City&gt; of tours
significant to European because martel stopped muslim invasion&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~Crowning of Charlemagne&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~Ivan the IV proclaims himself Czar&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~Ottoman’s conquest of &lt;st1:place&gt;Constantinople&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~Muhammad’s vision of Gabriel&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~Justinian quelling of the nika revolt&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~Baptism of &lt;st1:City&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Vladimir&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:City&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~End of Babylonian Captivity&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;~Conclusion of 100 years war&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Church Critics- Jan Hus, John Wycliffe (wealth, lifestyle,
corruption gave birth)&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Accused of heresy…executed&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Habsburgs-Problem of being holy Roman empire- prestige yet
no real power bc they always choose someone who does not have a lot of land to
support themselves.&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Only successful Crusade was the First and 3&lt;sup&gt;rd&lt;/sup&gt; led
to capture of John who has to sign the Magna Carte and makes &lt;st1:country-region&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;England&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;
vassal of papacy&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Fourth crusade-pope excommunicated army that invades that
invades &lt;st1:place&gt;Constantinople&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Marovingians –dynasty established by &lt;st1:City&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Clovis&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:City&gt;.
Pos. of true power in &lt;st1:country-region&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;France&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;
falls to mayor in the palace. Charles Martel(&lt;st1:City&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Battle&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:City&gt;
of &lt;st1:City&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Tours&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:City&gt;) Pepin the Short. Pepin
has pop crown him to show that the Pope needs him, Pope gets him back by
reminding Pepin he does need him to crown him. Pepin turns over
responsibilities to Pope which eventually damages the Church.&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Pepin is Charlemagne’s dad. Charles Martel is Charlemagne’s
grandpa&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Economy began to rise again because the power of the king
was growing trade is growing and then towns became established…crusades helped
all of this. Needed leader, want for exotic goods-&amp;gt;these both lead to
development of town&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Babylonian captivity vs western schism&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;^time period in which papacy is in france….western takes
place after when two people are claiming to be pope and one pope.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;English and French politics-1000-350-growth of national
monarchs in &lt;st1:country-region&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;England&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;
because william conqueror sets up feudalism different&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;st1:country-region&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;France&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;
alliances and lords that have died out are claiming lands-capetians&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Byzantine
 empire-&lt;/st1:place&gt; continuance of roman empire-eastern-lasts for another
thousand years lasts after fall of roman emperor-preserver of roman
law-introducer of Christianity to the east-overtime becomes much more Greek
then it was roman—provides shield of the east against the advancement of Islam.&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;st1:City&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Constantine&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:City&gt;
chose &lt;st1:place&gt;Constantinople&lt;/st1:place&gt; because of natural barriers
location of eastern provinces, trade routes&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Kievan Russia- first Viking settlement was in Novragad,
doesn’t have river that attaches to black sea which leades to &lt;st1:place&gt;Constantinople&lt;/st1:place&gt;
soo they move the settlement to Kieva, princes become very powerful.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Vikings came as traders. Slavs petition
Vikings for help. They then become nobles and slavs become peasants.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Wealth and power is based upon trade with
constantinople. &lt;st1:City&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Vladimir&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:City&gt; converts
to Christianity. &lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Medieval monasticisms-Benedictine rule, chastity poverty and
obedience, benedict establish manastic order, established hostils served as
hospital and institution of education&lt;/p&gt;






&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Al-Kwharmis-founder of algebra &lt;st1:City&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Euclid&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:City&gt;
is to geo as he is to algebra&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Growth of European Monarchies—eurpoean monarchs grew:&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;trade and merchants who support marachy,
crusades b/c of wealth and central gov needed to go on crusades and growth of
towns: didn’t fit anywhere in pyramid and sided with kings.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;Final stumbling block: 100’s year war—death
of many ppl with power, French aren’t struggling with themselves etc.&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Anglo Saxons—European peoples—invade &lt;st1:country-region&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;England&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;
after fall of roman empire—set up &lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;st1:country-region&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;Wessex&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;,
Northtumbria(?)&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;and one other one&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Organization of Church—pope, bishops priests etc.&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Frankish Kings in church—know the fact that papacy begins to
call upon Frankish kings for protection &lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Divisions of islam-suni and shihi&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Suni- Islamic community interprets Quaran&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Shihi-Ihman (direct descendent of Ali) has ability to
interpret Quaran&lt;o:p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/o:p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;


&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Debate between Boniface VIII and Philip IV= whether king can
tax the clergy. Philip IV believed they could&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Louis XI- convinces swiss to go to war with burgundians-
roles into burgundy and takes half of burgundy- universal spider&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Paple and Imperial struggle- holy roman emperors vs
pope-&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;lay investiture, Henry III’s
appointment of 3 popes because they wont do what he wants, Popes support of
lumbarg league because he doesn’t&lt;span style=""&gt;&amp;nbsp; &lt;/span&gt;want
holy roman emperor to gain control of papacy&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Concordance of worms- made to solve lay investiture-
temporary solution&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Central beliefs of islam- six pillars. &lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Reason for muslim invasion of &lt;st1:country-region&gt;&lt;st1:place&gt;India&lt;/st1:place&gt;&lt;/st1:country-region&gt;?&lt;/p&gt;




&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;Seige warfar from casticism?&lt;/p&gt;


</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/436839320/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Friday, January 06, 2006</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/421036151/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/421036151/item.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Jan 2006 02:58:27 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;P&gt;oook so the breaks over and school started again, gotta love it...not really.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;break was fun, worked a lot though but made some money, also spent a lot on presents n such.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;ill put it out here right now..yes i hit a deer, yes it messed my car up a little, and yes..the deer died...i think those are the 3 questions that i've heard the last couple of days a million times so just wanted to clear that up a little.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;i got a membership to the y and have been working out. i have to say i enjoy it...a lot. and it always seems to put me in a better mood. maybe it's just the fact that i lift with samantha, but who knows. im getting some of&amp;nbsp;my muscle back and hopefully&amp;nbsp;ill be in good shape by next volleyball season.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;club volleyball is getting better, we have a tournament in KC on sunday so we'll see how that goes! my coach finally found out that i play middle..its about time! so now im actually playing the position i like so its all good.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;hmm, alright. now for the main thing thats been bothering me. and some other people i know as well....&lt;BR&gt;Guys. (ha..bet you saw that one coming!) &lt;EM&gt;i've come to the conclusion that there are few guys out there who actually have true, genuine respect for females&lt;/EM&gt;.-&amp;gt;&amp;nbsp; let's just say i got into a bad situation over the break...and iono, shit happened.(not that bad at all, but it had no meaning behind it..&amp;nbsp;which made it worst) i was used, and i guess i can only blame myself for getting into a situation like that which could have been prevented. It just showed me how careful girls have to be around people.&lt;BR&gt;that was the first situation...now iono if this falls under the respect category or what but it just pretty much sucks-&amp;gt; when guys know that a girl likes them...they seem to take advantage of the situation.&amp;nbsp; even if they have no intent of dating the girl, they will lead them on just to "get some" i've seen it happen a million times-&amp;gt; girl likes a guy, guy doesnt feel the same way yet ends up kissing the girl, this makes the girl think he likes her, guy quits talking, girl is left hurt and guy just doesnt care...pleasant cycle huh?&amp;nbsp; now don't get me wrong, i know not all guys are like this so dont go lecturing me saying you're not like that. if you're not, good.&lt;BR&gt;ya..it happened to me at one time, ill admit it. and it sucks. but ill give guys credit, they're good at making us believe what they want us to.&amp;nbsp;and now..iono i just see it pointless to even try.&amp;nbsp;maybe dating isnt meant for high school? or maybe im just not mature enough to handle a relationship and fall to fast and easily&amp;nbsp;for people who arent right for me before i get to know them. who knows? but all i do know is that through every time this happens (or any negative situation) i learn something new from it, either about myself or others.&amp;nbsp;&lt;STRONG&gt;Maybe thats the point of dissapointment or failure, to teach us something.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/STRONG&gt;&lt;U&gt;--and to any girls who have/are dealing with this...hang in there, you're stronger then you think&lt;/U&gt;.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;ya...enough rambling, just some of my thoughts. comment if you wanna.&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;tell me, &lt;B&gt;do you think&lt;/B&gt; i'm falling&lt;I&gt; for him&lt;/I&gt;? all he&lt;BR&gt;means to me is &lt;U&gt;a really good friend&lt;/U&gt;; someone&lt;BR&gt;who&lt;I&gt; can make me laugh&lt;/I&gt;, make &lt;B&gt;me smile&lt;/B&gt;, someone&lt;BR&gt;&lt;U&gt;who i can joke&lt;/U&gt; around with, &lt;I&gt;someone &lt;/I&gt;i can be&lt;BR&gt;myself with. all&lt;B&gt; he is to me&lt;/B&gt; is the person who &lt;U&gt;gave&lt;/U&gt; &lt;BR&gt;me back &lt;I&gt;my smile&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;I &lt;STRONG&gt;can't fight&lt;/STRONG&gt; anymore.. &lt;BR&gt;we'll be &lt;U&gt;together&lt;/U&gt; someday if we're &lt;STRONG&gt;truly&lt;/STRONG&gt; meant to be.&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;every beginning has an end but&lt;BR&gt;in life every end is a new &lt;B&gt;beginning&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;doesnt it suck when he &lt;STRONG&gt;knows&lt;/STRONG&gt; just &lt;EM&gt;how you feel about&lt;/EM&gt; him and he &lt;U&gt;doesnt&lt;/U&gt; do a thing about&lt;EM&gt; it because&lt;/EM&gt; he just &lt;STRONG&gt;doesnt&lt;/STRONG&gt; care. &lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN&gt;&lt;FONT color=#281818&gt;life is about&amp;nbsp;&lt;EM&gt;trusting&lt;/EM&gt; your feelings &amp;amp; taking &lt;U&gt;chances&lt;/U&gt;, loosing &amp;amp; finding &lt;STRONG&gt;happiness&lt;/STRONG&gt;.&lt;EM&gt;appreciating&lt;/EM&gt; the memories &amp;amp;&amp;nbsp;&lt;U&gt;learning&lt;/U&gt; from the pain &amp;amp; realizing that people &lt;STRONG&gt;always&lt;/STRONG&gt; change&amp;nbsp;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;SPAN&gt;i don`t &lt;B&gt;forgive&lt;/B&gt; people because i`m &lt;I&gt;weak&lt;/I&gt;&lt;BR&gt;i forgive them because i`m &lt;B&gt;&lt;U&gt;strong enough&lt;/B&gt;&lt;/U&gt;&lt;BR&gt;to understand people make &lt;I&gt;mistakes&lt;/I&gt;&lt;/SPAN&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/421036151/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Thursday, December 29, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/416411876/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/416411876/item.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 29 Dec 2005 21:40:47 GMT</pubDate><description>hello.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
they next person i hear say its only *some #* days until school starts again...im gonna shoot. let me enjoy the break! ahh.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
christmas was alright. i just love my family...ha&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i got money and thats about it&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i went to the y today. and became a member. i feel accomplished.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
samantha and sarah are my workout buddies! and carol will soon join too i believe&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
got new nike shoes yesterday &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley1.gif" width=15&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
been shopping a ton lately&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
working as well (gotta pay for my shopping sprees somehow)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
many good times all come with driving around with samantha carol n emily.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
staying out all night is always eventful.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
partying with this certain group of guys=trouble, but much fun as well (right em n carol? haha)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
my brother is now engaged, im gonna have a sister-in-law &lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/laughing.gif"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
im still sick and its not cool at all&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
this is getting long hmm.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
yuup thats about it... &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
hope you like the new layout.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;with love&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/416411876/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Wednesday, December 28, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/415688005/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/415688005/item.html</guid><pubDate>Wed, 28 Dec 2005 17:47:46 GMT</pubDate><description>new layout.&lt;br&gt;
do you like?&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
ill actually update later.&lt;br&gt;
now i must go to town east with my bros fiance. &lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; (i like that...fiance. &lt;IMG height=15 src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley1.gif" width=15&gt; )&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/415688005/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Friday, December 16, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/407886729/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/407886729/item.html</guid><pubDate>Fri, 16 Dec 2005 21:48:30 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/shocked.gif"&gt; wow, 22 comments. i am thoroughly impressed&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
heres what's happened lately-&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i got my car&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
me n my dad are fixing up my wrecked one&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
got 2 hours of sleep last night, i was up late working on english.&lt;font size="2"&gt;(4:30 am)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
didn't even get to present it today. &lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/bummed.gif"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
got in a "disagreement" with my bestest friend, yelled for around an hour&lt;br&gt;
we were perfectly fine two seconds later.&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; (now that is a good friendship)&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
ate at chipotle on monday, it was good.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
got to talk to ryan. it's been over a month (he's been grounded)&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;  let's just say, things change.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
worked a lot this week and ill be working more next week.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
finals are next week.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
christmas is in 9 days.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i think i like someone.&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; not sure if he feels the same though.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i went running tuesday.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
im still sick.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i miss a lot of my friends that i used to hang out with.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i hate computer apps and new testament.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
this is getting long.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i got a boquet of flowers delivered to school last monday (thanks josh).&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;  They were beautiful&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
our christmas tree is pretty.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
there's a present under the tree with my name on it..wonder what it is?&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i want to go sledding.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
im tired and have to go to work now.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i love the way you make me smile.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;span&gt;wondering if I’m &lt;em&gt;wasting&lt;/em&gt; all my &lt;strong&gt;time&lt;/strong&gt;, &lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; you know I’m &lt;u&gt;dedicating&lt;/u&gt; every &lt;em&gt;thought&lt;/em&gt; to &lt;strong&gt;&lt;em&gt;you&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;.&lt;br&gt;
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RIP Great uncle Ray, i never got to get to know you, but boy have i heard stories.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic;"&gt;&amp;lt;3 with love.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/407886729/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Thursday, December 01, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/397917465/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/397917465/item.html</guid><pubDate>Thu, 01 Dec 2005 01:57:22 GMT</pubDate><description>soo its been like what about a month since i've updated? hmm i guess it's about that time...&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
well, i've been working and studying pretty much.&amp;nbsp; I also made the
17's shockwave volleyball team so i can't wait for that to start up &lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/smiley1.gif" height="15" width="15"&gt;
we're gonna be doing a lot of traveling. possibly tournaments are in
austin texas, denver colorado, indianapolis, topeka, kansas city, and
some city in oklahoma and maybe one in nebraska&amp;nbsp; &lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/pleased.gif"&gt; &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
umm lets see what else...oo two fridays ago, i got in a car wreck and totaled my car. &lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/bummed.gif"&gt;
it wasn't my fault though so the bitches insurance paid for it. i hate
people who are incapable of driving and pull out in front of people
though. &lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/censored.gif"&gt; buuuuut, now im the owner of one of these!&lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/laughing.gif"&gt;&lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/laughing.gif"&gt;  &lt;br&gt;
&lt;img style="width: 227px; height: 170px;" src="http://www.argusknows.com/Z28BLSide.jpg"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
yuup 1994 chevy camaro &lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/happy.gif"&gt; &lt;img src="http://www.xanga.com/Images/whatevah.gif"&gt;
thats not my car, but thats what it looks like. and i get it on friday
i think because they lost the title to it so they sent for a new one.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
ook one last thing... &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
I've changed. I'm well aware of it and i don't need people telling me
this. I used to be the little shy good girl who got straight a's and
never did anything wrong. I never stood up for what i thought was right
and i just let people do whatever.&amp;nbsp; Now im way more outspoken and
not afraid to tell people whats on my mind.&amp;nbsp; I've matured a shit
ton as well and my responsiblities have increased.&amp;nbsp; I have to work
and pay for everything on my own.&amp;nbsp; This has lead to a change in my
personality and values too.&amp;nbsp; I'm coming to the realization that
there is an enormous amount of people in this world who are immature
and are just plain stupid and there is nothing i can do about it so i
dont worry about other people as much anymore. My friends, of course,
ill always be there for them but other people...theres no point in
wasting my time worrying about them.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
annyways...comment if you wanna i guess.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://files.msndollies.com/42222.gif"&gt;&amp;lt;cheesy..i know.&lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://photobucket.com/albums/v720/simplyfragile/th_joyofchristmas.gif"&gt;&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp; &lt;img src="http://i2.photobucket.com/albums/y33/eyesthatslay/11-18-05winterredsnowflake.jpg"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://xd9.xanga.com/23b8666505c3113347534/z6860555.png"&gt; &lt;br&gt;
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&lt;span style="font-family: comic sans ms; color: rgb(255, 0, 128);"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;</description><comments>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/397917465/item.html#firstcomment</comments></item><item><title>Monday, November 07, 2005</title><link>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/382374803/item.html</link><guid>http://www.xanga.com/JMD_11989/382374803/item.html</guid><pubDate>Mon, 07 Nov 2005 03:32:03 GMT</pubDate><description>&lt;font size="2"&gt;soo this weekend was fun. good at times, not so hot at other times but i guess that's life right?&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
i love how there is no such thing as privacy... &lt;br&gt;
&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;once &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;"&gt;one&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; person knows&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br style="font-weight: bold;"&gt;
&lt;span style="text-decoration: underline; font-weight: bold;"&gt;everyone&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-weight: bold;"&gt; knows.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;i do however need to thank the mature people in this situation, i think you know who you are. &lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;img src="http://www.tinypic.com/ek4v7q_th.gif"&gt; &lt;img src="http://photobucket.com/albums/a176/Sweet_az_SugarXo/th_thspillcanvas5.png"&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style="font-family: palatino;" size="2"&gt;&amp;lt;i think we've all felt like that at one time. lol&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font size="2"&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
sometimes.. u gotta&lt;br&gt;
b r e a k..the rules&lt;br&gt;
and ... s t a n d.. apart&lt;br&gt;
ignore.. your head and&lt;br&gt;
follow your&lt;span style="font-weight: bold; font-style: italic;"&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="font-style: italic; text-decoration: underline; font-weight: bold;"&gt;h e a r t&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;strong&gt;it`s &lt;u&gt;not&lt;/u&gt; about the &lt;i&gt;friends&lt;/i&gt; in the past &lt;br&gt;it`s &lt;i&gt;about&lt;/i&gt; the ones that actually last&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;font style="font-weight: normal; font-family: georgia; color: rgb(255, 0, 128);" size="7"&gt;2&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font style="color: rgb(255, 64, 159);" size="1"&gt;nd&lt;/font&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 128, 191);"&gt; ch&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 191, 223);"&gt;an&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 255);"&gt;ces&lt;br&gt;
&lt;br&gt;
&lt;span style="color: rgb(0, 128, 255);"&gt;Read the post below this too, i did them as two seperate ones to get the pictures off the last post.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br&gt;
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